I don't know why, but everytime I'm with my CrEatIvE MH I really feel happy and joyful~!! I don't want to be apart from him. *sigh!* I miss him everyday, and the days doesn't seem allright if I didn't see, hear, or talk to him in one day. This is a new emotion I'm trying to get myself used too... I love him so much!!! And I really don't know how I will react when we will be apart for 3 months during our National Service (NS) programme. *MEGA sigh!!* Both of us are selected as the NS candidate, and we will be apart for a whole long 3months. I'l be sent to Kelantan, while he'll be in Terengganu. Yeah, we could call each other (hopefully they let us bring our mobile phones and that the coverage is THERE at the NS campsites), but it would be greater if we could MEET and SEE each other every day, or at least once a week.... T__T I don't want to be apart from him. HaiyaaA~~!!
By the way, our NS programmes starts in March 22nd... So we have around another month or so to see each other untill we will be seperated. ~_~;
We went out for a stroll yesterday, and it was fun eventhough we didin't go to anyplace special. Just loafing around our town (local mall, local playground, local store, loafing around our school) and spend time with each other... ^^ He kisses me alot, and I like the feeling very much. I would love to explain how it feels like, but you would barf out while reading it. So I'll just save it to myself. Heheh!!
(alamak!! Ayez is totally not herself!! Why is she talking about this nonsense??!!)
I think I miss him too much.................
*slaps self*
Saa saa... Tomorrow's Valentine's Day~!!!
Sadly saying, I couldn't go out with him tomorrow. Haiya~!! We planned to go wandering around KLCC and browisng some mangas/books in Kinokuniya, but it seems like this won't work. =__=;; Why?? Coz.. coz... haiyaahhh!!!
Here's the sitch, actually my mom and I planned to watch The School Of Rock in TGV cinema Sunday afternoon with the whole family. (except my dad, coz he's out of town) She booked the tickets yesterday for the show but it seems like there's no tickets for Sundays, tickets are only left for Saturdays show. That leaves her no choice but to buy the tickets for Saturday show. Dakara............. I can't go out with my CrEatIvE MH tomorrow on Valentine's Day, coz my mom already bought the movie tickets for all of us for tomorrow's show and I feel very bad to abandon my mom just like that and go out with him instead. =__=;; I'm stuck!! I talked to mom about this, and she said I can either bring him along (but this won't be comfortable) or I pay my mom for the ticket. (rebate, perhaps??) BUT I really want to see this show too~~!!! And mom said the last show for The School Of Rock is TOMORROW!! Ackkk!! So now I don't know either to go out with my mom or with him. I can always go out with him the day after, but it's not Valentine's day. So there's nothing special... But but but, V-day doesn't give any meanings to me wat-so-ever. Coz going out with him everyday is also a V-day for me... *sigh!!* But it would be great if I could.. ackk!! I dunno!!!! ~___~;;
So.. so...
I think this year's Valentine's Day would be the same as before. Nothing speacial... Just Love is in the air~!! +__+;;



