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Ahaha.. dunno what to write actually but just feel like writing. O_O; Dah dekat dua-puluh-tiga hari masuk tahun 2007, and hey guess what, ni first entry for the year mwahahaha.

Hmm..
I've been browsing through ppl's blog recently. Reading about how their living their ups and downs in life. Reading about how they handle things, how they handle their problems. Seeing how they actually cherishes their life when their supposed to, makes me think have I even cherished what I have. *sigh*

A friend of Hariz, well, his classmate actually, died in an accident last Saturday. She was hit by a car (streetracer i tell you) while she was on a motorcycle with another friend. She's the passenger. The one who's navigating the bike got hurt, but sadly, she died. At the age of 20. Innalillah...
Eventhough she's not so close to me, but hearing about such thing makes me sad. And think... Kalau dah ajal tu, mati, mati jugak. And here we hear ppl saying "alah kite muda lagi, enjoy la dulu" and all those crap. =__=; I feel... a lump of pain at the bottom of my heart. It's her time. When would mine be. Have I been giving the best of life as I should. Have I been doing all my responsibilities as I should? Have I ever said sorry to the person whom I hurt.. Have I been nice to the person who's supposed to be treated nicely? What am I doing??? O__O

I have been WASTING a lot of my time by doing nonsense. By thinking so much and did nothing for progress....... and to make matters worst, *sigh* I haven't been spending much time with my parents... All in all, going out with friends somehow takes up the time I should be spending with my family. What if.. one day.. urgh.. and then I would be a sorry and regretful.

*_* reminiscing...
just random though. *sigh*

Currently listening to Dragon Ash. Which leads to.. reminiscing. I used to LOVE Dragon Ash back in high school days...

=A= I'm reminiscing my old 'juvenile' days. Those days when Photoshop and Internet Explorer was a new joyous toy for me. Those days when mIRC didn't even exist and my chatting platform was the JavaChat webchat applet where chatting with fellow Malaysians are very rare. Those days when I first known about HTML and Geocities free web hosting. Those days when I dig out tutorials just to educate myself to produce something from photoshop and geocities. Those days when socializing with online buddies are such a pleasent meeting. Those days.. Those days... compared to my days now, is really filled with colours and excitement. Everything was new. I wanted to try it ALL out not knowing about boredness and procrastination. The ultimate satisfaction at that time was seeing something I created with my hard work and time comes to reality. Nothing else matters. It was FUN!

But now.. haha!
Such different dimension.

For me to finish a stupid simple CG (quick cell-shading style) also took me over a month. Not that I'm putting my whole time and effort to produce a superb voila wonderful subarashi artwork with intricate detailings and shades. It's just due to mere procrastination. Same thing goes to my current project now. Building up fazuu.net. I'm thinking up so many so called wonderful things to put but at the end satu hapak bulu ketiak pun tadak. Why? Motivation factor dah tadak. I really miss my old old days. T___T When, I'm not so old and not so tired when staring at the computer screen for more than 10 hours.

Bebel banyak pun tadak guna la kan?
So kene la motivate diri sendiri gak walau ape jua cara sekalipun if you REALLY want to get it done. I guess sometimes tak serius sbb the "REALLY"-ness to get it done tak cukup memberangsangkan to generate my braincells and energy-electrons. Haha.. damn la why am i typing blog so rojak-like? O_O; Ack. Awal-awal punye la ayat BI puitis. hahaha.. dah malas dah.

Speaking of Rojak... For those fellow Malaysians who're checking out my Blog, have u ever read about Awek Aspuri from Ujang by Sarah? OwO I used to idolize her and envy her opportunity to publish her works in local magazine during her school days. That was my DREAM. She got it. I haven't. Anyway, check out her 24 page comic for the " 24 Comic Challenge and Sci-Fi/Fantasy Festival". Heard about the event? So damn la clashed with CF... Wanted to check it out. ="+ Read her comics here. Reading her 24 page comic, touched my heart. She's very proud of herself. She knows who she is, and doesn't give a damn of what other people might think as long as what she's doing doesn't do any harm to anyone. :3
I idolize her.
Such a good artist/servant of god...

My dad mentioned last night after dinner about an Indonesian artist (the visual art artist, not the menyanyi-nyanyi artist bleargh) who has such a well balance life. His duniawi as well as akhirat. He draws, he paints, he's also a successful photographer. On the side note, he's also a religious book publisher. He writes stuff about Islam. My dad says he specialises in Sufi. Being the ignorant me, I don't even really know the exact definition about Sufi. O_O; *knocks head* Up untill recently, I never even bother to check out about other stuff rather than duniawi... sangat senang lupa diri. hahaha... ="= Ikut mood. Sometimes I do remind myself about the later world of akhirat and all. But most of the time, I don't. =___=
Typical.
No motivation factor?
haha.. this is not the motivation case.
It's more like, sendiri yang tak kesah nak tau.

I am membebeling.
XD

Dunno la... lately i've stumbled a lot on bloggers who posts about their career life and religious-matter. Quite frequently lately. Even my dad talks of such thing now. Hurm. I should start giving a hard spank on my soul and liven up. Ape la mau down-down pulak. When the going gets tough, u should toughen up and get going to your target destination. Why, lying around won't get u anywhere. Right?

so..
ape tunggu lagi?
:3

3 Days of holiday. (for those who're still working) So mom decided to go back to Seremban since dad isn't around and I think it's been a while since we last went back. So yeah, I'll be away until Monday and probabbly.. Until Wednesday too. O_O I think mom has planned to go on a break to KL. XD My family very pelik. People usually go for a break at a calm and relaxed places, but my mom, sometimes liked to change the mood and go 'dig in' the hectic bustlin life of KL city. It's a good thing for me though since I'll be starting practical training on Tuesday and if we're in KL, I can get to work with less time consumption. Which means, ahhh~~ I can wake up later than 6am! XD

damn still not used to wake up early in the morning. =A= Even if I have class at 8.30am, I will usually woke up latest at 8.15am. And hahaha, yah mati la kene bebel dengan lecturer. Hehee..

so see ya guys later.

yeah! haha! it's late to update about Comic Fiesta but better late than never, so to say. Well, sales are pretty much satisfactory. Urhm.. A bit on the downside for the mini notebooks. (and some other merchandises. postcards, stupid low quality stickers. bleargh!) Although I was expecting the mini-notebooks to be sold easily since the price is.. only RM1. O_O But I guess people either aren't interested to buy it because of the empty pages or because they didn't know for what purpose to use em. T_T Next year, will put sumthing a bit more functional la.. ok ok. Points taken. (-v^)b

My Kitty notebooks sold out on the first day. Wahlau! Very terkejut man. Coz I was expecting Mecha's "Just B&W" notebooks to be sold out first since it's, well, featuring hot bishie sexy chick as the cover. I printed 12 copies of that while only 10 for kitty. But good thing all the notebooks are sold out on second day. Ah~ *sigh of relief* (some I reserved for online booking) Although, second day the wire-binding quality is a bit different for the Kitty and Demonic Angle notebooks which I reproduced. Wah, the later one is much better in terms of quality. A bit expensive, but, nicer! Next year, gonna do it at the new kedai la. Fufufu~! I don't mean to be bias or racist or whatever, but you can really see the difference in quality of production between malay services and chinese. +_+ Based on experience, obviously you know which one is better. But with malay shop owner, i get better discounts! XD Well, now the choice is between quality-wise and budget-wise. Can't have both, unless you really are 'kamceng' la with the owner. :3

FaZuu Works doujinshi.. 12 copies left on the last day of CF!!! Wheee!! Sold out MORE that half of what we printed. yay!! Successsss!!! >v< Will be selling the saki-baki to my studio-mates. But ah.. next semester semua dah pi practical training already. aiyah.. a bit hard to meet up. But heck, where there's a will, there's always a way. ^^ Gonna cucuk-cucuk them to buy em. Hee~! But yah, I lukis all muka my studio-mates and lecturer all cacated cacar air one. Forgive my lack of skill, avantgarde-tachi! As always, I am going to make janji kosong to not do my work last minute anymore. :3 Yeah, janji kosong itu. Never have been ditepati lagi. Hoho! But really la, next year very crucial. Really really REALLY need to manage my time properly. Or else, Die!

Speaking of DIE-ing... i mean, dying... My exam results aren't that 'lively'. This semester, drop again. The impact aren't as bad as last semester, but still... O_O; It's getting lesser and lesser... AND PLEASE NO LESSER THAN THIS!!!! T______T AHSAJHKAJSLKA!!! This coming semester is my practical training semester. Only TWO subjects. Practical Training and Dissertation. No space for error anymore. 100% commitment. USHH!!!!

I just got back from practical training interview at KL today. The office is REALLY nice. :3 Environment-wise, very cozy indeed. Not many workers, quite compact office, and ah, Mafia-senpai is there. Although he's more likely to bully me but I'm kinda looking forward for him to HELP me. Help la please. I jadi yu punya sub-con for two semesters for what la? But dude, please spare the cynicism and sarcasm la ok? i kinda have enuff of that already. Haha! I'll be starting next week for a warm-up test run at the office. A week testing-testing. Officially start, 8th January. Yeah! Will be going to and fro via commuter and putra. Stop by KLCC station and walk to Jalan Yap Kwan Seng. The office is situated next to AM Bank. A bit scary la crossing the street. O_O Suddenly my fobia kene langgar dengan kereta kancil on a ZEBRA CROSSING during my hi-school days kinda haunts me. Gila lu kat zebra crossing pun boleh kene langgar. =.= siao!

But somehow, I kinda looked forward to working. ^^ yeah!

side note, i haven't started yet with fazuu.net.. also ayez.fazuu.net...
T__T and practical training started oredi argh! curik masa! curik masa!!

*sniff sniff*
I think I'm having sinus or resdung or sumthing. Lately when I woke up (usually at 1300hrs), my nose itches and my eyes is kinda watery. Good thing my eyes doesn't itch.. I'll go garuk-garuk like crazy all over my face nanti. =A= Will have ugly swollen face like sarang tebuan.

I dunno what's the cause.. Usually I happen to get this when my sleeping pattern is hay-wired. Hurm.. prolly that's the cause la. Adoi..

Mom and dad just got back from Singapore dis morning. wah.. banyaknye bawak balik CHOCOLATES~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!! Got this egg-shaped chocolate summore. Easter egg chocolate (although it's christmas season) I love it!! *munchmunchmunch* And mom bought me one more Nike Dri-fit t-shirt. And.. ah.. what's this? TWO pairs of skirts? O_O; Wahsaii~~~!! I asked for a short mini skirt (gatal) nak pakai dgn pants underneath (gatal, nak test street styling macam tu) but mom said that skirt bersepah kat KL beli kat sane je nanti. So she bought me this knee-length (panjang lagi dari lutut, sbb aku pendek) and it was quite nice. I like the checkerboard pattern. Mom said I could use that to wear when I go to practical training, next month. XD
If I went to Mafia-san's office, sure kene gelakkkk punyer. bwahahahah!!

*malumalu*

Practical training... =A=
Supposed to go firm/office hunting but since my head is only thinking about CF CF CF, so I'm delaying it. ~____~;; Still having issues where to go.. KLCC? Mont Kiara? Or just Glenmerie just backdoor. (not literally backdoor) ~,~; *swt*

Me with my Evifyuu in the attic.. i mean, my working space. See the tilted roof making this room loft-like? see see? Gyahaha!! And me saje-saje gedik nak tunjuk Ruhara Haruko punyer vespa coz I LOVE FuriKuri. The damn gilaness manga stroke hits me to do very lazy comic style. =v= yeah.. rock on FuriKuri!! I love~~!! Ah see see.. My hair long oredy. Jeles tak? Kitsin jeles tak? rambut I dah panjang yuu~~ boleh libas~!! Kaler oren pastu dipp ujung cekelat dah boleh jadik ekor musang dah. >:D Mari la jelessss~~!! *coff batuk coff*

Ahh~ Had so much fun YM-ing with oneesan todae. *wheeee* Lame tak gelak depan computer cam orang gilak. Yay neesan! You really the one who can layan my gilaness and strikes back with something gila again and bakar my soul. *pssstttt* Go firewomen!! gogogo!!!
*hugs neechan sayang*
Thankyou for making my day better.. :D

Ah.. ni promo kaver. belum final lagi. nak tachap lagi. mari beli barang-barang keluaran FaZuu works~ Mari mari!! :3

datang sapot kami di Comic Fiesta 2006!!!!