I'm so goddamn bored today. Supposed to attend the JPJ test.. Srupid forked up people. =.=

I'm doing CG on _my.punkstar_ and it's 80% done. The sad thing is, I'm working the CG on Deiryus (my personal comp) and Deiryus doesn't have internet connection so I can't upload it online unless I have my AkaiNeko (thumbdrive) with me. T__T I lend AkaiNeko to Tikiniki... Waaahsaaaiiii~~~!!!

I'm bored...

Nak keluar!!!
WARFF WARFF~~~!!

Goddammit!!! Okay... I'm generally pissed off by Malaysian's management of public services. I can't help getting pissed!!!! Goddammit stupid JPJ!!!! You might think I failed JPJ driving test?!! Hell NO!! My driving test is TOMORROW and guess what? I CAN'T TAKE THE TEST TOMORROW DUE TO THE REASON THAT THE JPJ CAN'T PRINTOUT MY [L] LISCENCE!!! Without the [L] liscence, I'm not valid to tkae the JPJ test for the [P] liscence. Why can't they print that damn thing out? COZ THEY'RE JUST SO DAMN STUPID NOT TO HAVE BACKUP FILES OF THEIR DATAS!!! SHITTTT~~~!!!! Bongok betul arrr!!
*@!()#!()()$!(@()!@*(*#(&&!*^@%^#^%*!&@#*(

Haha!! Kusut...
Korang sure tak paham... >,< Okay, cenggini citer dier... Pada suatu hari, di hari Selasa yang hening di kala awal bulan Jun yang lepas, seorang budak kecil lagi kerdil tetapi telah mencecah umur yang bukan kecil lagi menaiki sebuah van Kia kepunyaan syarikat METRO DRIVING SCHOOL CAWANGAN SEKSYEN 2 ke METRO DRIVING SCHOOL CAWANGAN SEKSYEN 18 untuk mengambil ujian undang-undang KPP ntah haper ntah tuh. Setelah lama menanti namanya dipanggil untuk menduduki ujian tersebut, akhirnya dia dipanggil dan diarahkan supaya beredar ke sudut kecil sebuah ruang meja komputer bernombor 9 (kalau tak silap la). Oh ya, hampir terlupa pula. Sebelum menduduki meja komputer tersebut, dia dipanggil untuk sesi penggambaran bagi proses percetakan lesen [L] kelak. Selesainya urusan penggambaran, dia duduk di bangku dan memasukkan nombor kad pengenalannya di tempat yang tertera di skrin komputer. AhhHHhHh~~ Alangkah malang sekali nasibnya karena rupa-rupanya dia tidak didaftarkan lagi untuk mengambil ujian tersebut. Perasaan marah bercampur geram dan tidak puas hati membuak-buak di lubuk hati budak kecil tersebut. Berbekalkan perasaan geram berbaur menyampah, dia meluru ke kaunter pendaftaran dan melaporkan hal tersebut sambil menahan perasaan marahnya yang membuak-buak bagaikan lava di gunung berapi Krakatoa.

Budak Kecik : "Kak, apsal takleh key-in nombor IC ni?"
Akak Kaunter : "Cube tekan balik nombor tu betul-betul"
Budak Kecik : (bongok, dah dekat 10 kali aku tekan tak leh lar!!!) "erm, kejap ek kak"
Akak Kaunter : (melihat sambil muke pelik-pelik)
Budak Kecik : "Hah.. Takleh gak lar kak!"
Akak Kaunter : "Meh sini IC adik"
Budak Kecik : (Halamak.. Nak kene kasik ke IC buruk nih....) "Nah kak!"
Akak Kaunter : "Kejap yer dik..." (bergegas ke seorang pakcik/abang yang incharge kat mesin aper ntah tuh.. mesin printing kut)

Dengan perasaan hampa dan resah gelisah karena risaukan dirinya tidak dapat mengambil ujian undang-undang pada hari tersebut, dia terpaksa akur dan menantikan sahaja kata putus daripada pihak pengurusan METRO DRIVING SCHOOL tersebut sebelum dia dapat melakukan apa-apa. Barangkali ada juga dalam setengah jam dia menanti, akhirnya abang/pakcik dan kakak di kaunter tersebut memulangkan kembali kad pengenalannya sambil mengarahkannya supaya cuba memasukkan nombor kad pengenalannya sekali lagi. YAA!! Kali ini dia berjaya dan bermulalah detik-detik mendebarkan menjawab soalan-soalan yang dikemukakan di skrin komputer tersebut. Bukan main gembira dan bertuah sekali budak kecil ini karena kebanyakkan soalan-soalan yang keluar telah diulangkaji bersama-sama dengan adiknya pada hari yang lepas. Kebanyakkan soalan-soalan itu hanyalah soalan-soalan bodoh sahaja, tapi malang sekali budak kecil ini karena pengetahuan amnya sangat lemah bagaikan otak kura-kura yang dijemur di padang gurun selama tujuh hari tujuh dekad.

Setelah selesai menjawab, maka butang [SELESAI MENJAWAB] pun ditekan! Akhirnya terpampanglah keputusan ujian undang-undang KPP ntah aper ntah yang diambilnya sebentar tadi!! Setelah selesai, maka dia pun bergegas ke kaunter percetakkan untuk mengambil slip keputusan sambil keluar dengan hati riang ria rejoice karena telah LULUS~~~!!!

Tapi apekah bodohnyer...
cube tengok slip result nih.. CUBE kire betul-betul jumlah nih... betul ker tak betul?? Agak-agak orang JPJ ni tak reti mengira kut.. wakakaka!!


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Budak kecik tuh (agak-agak saper yer?) dah pelik-pelik dah. Mana satu result sebenar aku ni?? 43/50 atau 46/50 ni?? @w@;; Waakaka!! Mana-mana pun aku LULUS GAK~~~ NYEEE~~~~~~!!! Kejadian ini masih menjadi misteri sehingga hari ini. aku diselubungi dengan misteri nusantara~~
HuhhHhh~~~!!!

Itu citer hal beberapa minggu lepas!! Waktu aku baru amik test undang-undang. Sekarang aku dah settle bengkel 6 jam ntuk dapatkan [L] dan lesson 10jam termasuk QTi ntuk amik test [P]. Kire dah qualify lar nak amik test JPJ!! Tapi, petang tadi, Abang Zul (orang yang bertanggungjawab kat METRO section 2) call aku cakap kat aku, aku takleh amik TEST JPJ ESOK!!! WTF??? WTF WTF WTF????????? Abang Zul cakap kat aku JPJ tak dapat print [L] aku sebab rekod aku amik test undang-undang tu takderk!! Pastu rekod aku amik Bengkel 6 jam pun takdek!! (dulu bengkel nih tak wajib, sekarang dah wajib. Attendence dier amik pakai thumbprint beb!! takleh tipu!! kalau tak attend die tau...) Bongok tak bongok tuh?? Masalahnyer rekod kat METRO ader, rekod kat JPJ plak takdek!! biler tanyer camner leh jadik camtuh, dier kater JPJ blackout so rekod tak dapat key-in. OKAAAYYY~~~!! CANTIK SANGAT LAAAAA TUUUUUUUUU~~~~
what da.... >,<

Kalau ikutkan hati dan perasaan, maunyer aku BAKAR JPJ ngan METRO-METRO tu skali!! >,<

Pendekkan citer.. aku tak leh nak amik TEST bodoh tu esok, dan aku kene amik NEXT WEEK. WARGHHH!!! Kalau amik ESOK kan best!! Kalau amik esok, aku dah amik skali test tuh ngan senior aku dua orang tuh, Ghadaff (bachelor part 02) ngan PaLie (diploma part 07). (dah tua baru nak amik lesen diorang nih). Pastu amik skali ngan Adibah ngan Shirin (ex-classmate waktu form 3). Pastuh amik skali gak ngan Nurul Ain (budak yang dok setaman ngan aku dan aku baru kenal. Bosan-bosan buat lar member borak! haha!!) Kire kalau aku LEPAS lar amik esok, aku mengambik exam ngan bebudak aku gak lar!!! HAIYAAA!! AKU SORANG JER YANG TAK DAPAT AMIK TEST ESOK!!!!!! Cilanat!! Last-last Abang Zul suruh aku amik test tuh NEXT WEEK, hari khamis!! Next week hari khamis aku dah kene register Universiti lar dodol kaki nyusahkan orang!!!! Pastuh amik test ngan ntah sesaper lar plakkkkK~~~!! Nampak gaye terpaksa lar aku tunda registration.. Dab terpaksalah aku carik teman borak lagi ntuk menghilangkan kebosanan dan keresahan..... ="= Dan AKU HARAPLARRR orang-orang kat JPJ tu ketatkan skek skru longgar kat paler otak management diorang tuh. Cilakak!! Cipan!! Babun buntut merahhh!!!




ArGgHhHhHhHhHHhHhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: amacam BM aku? Ok?? Kalau retake paper BM SPM ni dapat tak A1? =)

Woke up this morning, and arizsan called around 11am~~!! His sister left the car at home and as promised, he said he'd come by my house today~!! YAYYY!!!!

He came by my house to pick me up and we went lepakking at Fareeda's house that day. ^^ Seems like everything's okay.. I guess. Haha! Fareeda just told us that she's got the offer to continue her studies in Bussiness Management in UiTM Segamat. Pity her though coz she had to take up Diploma after quite wasting her one year in matriculation. @w@;; Frankly saying, I'm not so fond of the matriculation system. ="= Well yeah people could get their degree faster compared to the diploma students and Form 6 students, but what their learning matriculation is very vast!!! It only suits for certain area... And the main drawback is, it's very competitive to actually get the demanding courses. Even with a pointer of 3.7 above, you still can't get what you want. *sigh* You must really excell. I pity for the students who's not doing so well in matrics and isn't qualified to get the degree they wanted. As a result, they had to take up either diploma or STPM to get their degree. Well, unless their dad can afford to send them overseas or to study in private college where the semester there is a bit faster compared to the local Universities. Matriculation IS a gamble... So.. ~_~;; You MUST do well, or else you'll regret it. A lot of my friends couldn't get a degree after matrics and had to go through the phase after SPM again. ="=


Bwahaha!!
Who am I to condemn them?
This is just my point of view.

Fareeda is taking up guitar lessons. WOW!! We used to agree on taking up guitar lessons together back when I was in form 2, but things doesn't go as planned. I lost interest in guitar already. ="= Dulu poyo-poyo jer nak goreng gitar tepi-tepi jalan. Haha!! I lost interests in A LOT of stuff already!! *godammit* The only thing I'm sticking to up untill now is.. SLEEPING! XD yeah.. it's heaven!! Okay, after me and Arizsan finished with our lepakking bussiness at fareeda's house (and after Ariz finished installing games for Fareeda's sister) we went to Section 9 to send Fareeda to her guitar class. While she was having her 1/2 hour lesson there, me and Ariz went to lunch!! MAGGI GORENG BAYBEEHH~~~~~!! Ariz ordered Nasik Ayam.. Looks yummy... *drools* At the end, I didn't finish my Maggi Goreng but ended up finishing off his Nasik Ayam instead. Wahahaha~~ Selalunyer Ariz yang habiskan makanan dier, kali ni nampaknyer dier kesemputan tak larat nak makan. >w< Nyeeh~~!!

After lunch, we sent Fareeda off to SMKSSAAS since she had to pick up her sis's report card. @w@; Wahsai~~!! My bro asked me to picked up his report card this Friday too.. but.. hahah!! jangan harap larr!! If I went to pick up his report card, the teachers would probly won't take me as his OLDER sister but might think I'm his LITTLE sister instead. >w< Bleargh! Daripada buat malu, baik suruh mama or ayah pergi sendiri. I wouldn't bother.

We went back to my house after finished off some errands. Lepak-lepak dengan Ariz kat umah is the BEST thing to do~~!!! *love love* Lepas bermanje-manje and bermain-main ngan Hikaru, he went back at 4pm. (^^) Thanx for coming and thanx for keeping your promise!! =)

WAHSAII!!
I have driving lesson for 4 hours tomorrow morning!! Eh.. TODAY!! LMAO~~~~~~ Tidor dulu yaaa~~!! Nyahaha!! gudnite!!

ARIZSAN ~ Taurus - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You tend to stick with relationships - through the good and the bad. You are a great listener and tend to give valuable advice. Cautious and careful, you never jump in recklessly... saving yourself from heartbreak. Your negative traits: Money is very important to you, so much so that it's a cause of arguments in relationships. If your lover isn't loyal or attentive enough to you, your eyes start to wander... You tend to keep things inside - so your partner may not know when or why you're upset. Your ideal partner: Is stable, serious, and ready to be committed to you. Is successful and able to provide you with the lifestyle you crave. A true romantic, who is willing to express their desire for your heart. Your dating style: Comfortable and traditional. You'd love to have a nice meal at a cozy restaurant. Your seduction style: Love comes first for you before you'd even think of intimacy. Traditional: you're not a cold fish - but you're not into kink either. Pleasing... you always make sure that your partner is having a good time. Tips for the future: Be willing to change your mind. Who you think is the love of your life may be very wrong for you. Try listening to your mate. While your stubborn streak is hard to break, sometimes your partner knows best. Ligthen up! The first months of a relationship should be about fun, not intentions. Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

AYEZZZAAAA ~ Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice. Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet. Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing. Tips for the future: Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast. Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can. Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time. Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

Ayez's conclusion
Taurus's are more traditonal, while Gemini's are the opposite. ="=
Taurus's are loyal, Gemini's are flirtatios. XD

Neh neh Arizsan, what do u think of this huh? I bet you don't believe in such stuff ya? But come to think of it, some of it is true... *w* I wanna hear what u think of this. ^^ Pleaze..?

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A quiz I did out of boredness... ="= Arizsan went to sleep erly today. *sigh*
Lolz~ X3 Funny to think most of these statements are true!! XD XD XD
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The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. ayez : yeah~!! Free~~!! Someone who has his own mind and follows his own will!! ^^

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. ayez : definitely!!! ^^ No one knows this better than Arizsan, yah?

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. ayez : erk.. Sumtimes.. But sumtimes I can't help thinking I'm just very sloppy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. ayez : I think the one who's emotional, moody and difficult to please is ME!! @w@;

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. ayez : yesh, and Arizsan is helping me grow a bit more rational day by day. ^^ Thanx!!

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. ayez : Erk.. Yang ni tatau lar! @w@;; Harap-harap betul.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. ayez : Yes!! T__T

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. ayez : bwahaha!! I used to think like that, but not anymore ler deyy~~!!

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


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The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to dress well and take care of him / herself. ayez : ^^ Haha!! Selfishly saying, YES! I DO want it to be that way! XD

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. ayez : bullshit! >,< I'm a proffesional spendthrift!! Pemboros antarabangsa!! Pantang dapat duit!! XD

You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. ayez : Not really... I do believe in luck!! ;p

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. ayez : *dush dush* Iyo lah.. betul lar tuh! ^^;;

You are the type of person who assumes that the world revolves around yourself. ayez : Macam pernah dengar jer ayat nih.. XD This is what Ariz ALWAYS told me. "dunia wujud bukan sebab ko! Ko wujud biler dunia ni ader". ;__;

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. ayez : remembering January 7th..XD *pokes Arizsan*

Who's the True You?

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Your #1 Love Type: ESFP

The Performer In love, you relish every moment and tend to get caught up in passion. For you, sex is how you get in touch with all your senses. Overall, you are creative, popular, and flexible. However, you tend to dislike criticism and avoid any conflict. Best matches: ISTJ or ISFJ

What's Your Love Type?

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Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick IQ Test

Genius in math??? XD XD Sucks at general knowledge??? XD XD XD Nyahahah!! Arizsann~~!! kan aku dah cakap pengetahuan am aku tahap cipan-cipan pnyer teruk~~!! WAKAKAKAKAKAK~~~
*sakit perut*
Alamak arizsan.. IQ aku tak setanding adik ko lar.. T_T 105 jer.. wuhhh.......


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Ari ni gi teman Arizsan amik sijil SPM yang dah berkulat dah kat opis sekolah. Ader orang tuh baru nak masuk Universiti dah kan~~ So memacam lar dokumen-dokumen penting dier kene buat pengesahan dan kene kutip sijil-sijil yang tak terkutip lagi tuh. Alang-alang Ariz nak gi amik sijil dier, aku pun tumpang sekaki lar nak ikut skali. ^^ Memula planning, pagi tu aku turun seksyen 9 pastu teman dier gi buat medical checkup dulu kat DEMC pastu baru gerak gi sekolah naik bas mini. Tapi ntah camner planning lari skek~! Pagi tu mak dier bawak adik kecik dier Balkish gi DEMC skali sbb jari kaki adik dier luker (pendarahan dalaman) sebab kene timpa ngan tin Susu Cap Teko. So aku tak ikut dier gi buat medical checkup. Ceh.. penat jer bangun seawal pagi, last-last ader ker patut ariz cakap suruh tidor balik. Hampehs.. Plan tukar la plak~! Dier kater lepas dier abis medical checkup, dier gi amik aku kat umah pastu baru gerak gi skolah since keter kakak dier ader kat umah. Boleh ar dier pulun bawak keter.. hahaha!! Sian plak kakak dier.. Jari bengkak sebab tersepit kat keter member dier. Wahsai.. Family dier byk betul kene musibah jari.. @w@;;
Good thing he's okay... ^_^

And then, aku pun bangun dan turun bawah tatau nak buat aper.. @w@;; Dah bangun, dah pandi, nak tidor balik susah. ="= Tengah aku melepak memusing memeningkan diri nak buat aper, tetiber bondaku melaungkan namaku~~!! Haha! Aper lar mama nak nih.. Owh? Rupe-rupenyer dier ajak aku gi bayar yurang UiTM. *__*;; Erk.. Dier suruh aku bayar sendiri sebab dier malas nak turun keter. Iyo lah omakk~~!!

Sesampainyer kat Bank Islam (tempat nak bayar yuran), aku tengok ramai giler orang menunggu depan pintu bank tu. Bank tak bukak lagi seyh.. haiyaaa... Terpaksala aku menunggu dalam 15 minit kat depan pintu tu bersama-sama ngan beberapa orang pakcik dan makcik yang aku rasa nak buat pembayaran gak. Ader lar due tige orang tu aku nampak pegang kertas ijau nak bayar yuran tuh. Hehe.. Dan setelah lama menunggu akhirnya tepat jam 9.30pagi, pak guard tu bukak pintu bank tuh. *SWOOOSSHHH* Berpusu-pusu orang masuk dalam bank tu gi tekan-tekan nombor giliran. Aku dapat nombor 2013... Aku orang yang ke-13 akan dilayan ntuk buat pembayaran. ;3 Terer gak ek aku nyelit-nyelit nak pergi tempat amik nombor tuh. Nyahaha~~!!! Lepas amik nombor aku carik tempat duduk. Nampak lar sorang akak ni pakai baju merah bertudung putih tgh duduk sengsorang dan tgh pegang kertas ijau cam aku gak. Aku pun duduk lar sebelah dier, nak carik member borak-borak. Sahlar dier ni budak UiTM.. so per salahnyer kenal-kenal yer tak? HEhehehe... Satgi.. upa-upanyer, akak tuh.. akak tuh.. Bekas ketua pengawas skolah aku tahun 2001. *OMG!!* KAK ZIADORA!! Kakak si Zaki!!! @w@;;;; CHUAK BEBB~~!! WAKAKAKAKA!! Aku bleyh tak kenal dier. Dier plak tensen-tensen jer intro diri dier... Ahahahah~ Biler aku tanya dier skolah maner dulu, dier cakap "skolah rendah dulu kat seksyen 4, skolah menengah plak kat seksyen 2." Aku pun membalas lar dengan mengatakan, "Owh~ Sayer pun skolah seksyen 2~~" (ehehe.. sayer~) Satgi akak tu kate, "Awak amik SPM tahun biler?", Aku cakap, "2003"...Pastu dier jawab plak, "Awak tak kenal saye ker?".. aku cakap "Hah? erk.. tak kut.. tatau lar! Sayer ni bukan jenis rapat sangat ngan senior"
Pastu dier buat muke tensen.. then tukar lar topik, tanyer dier amik course aper sumer.. Blablabla~ Satgi dier ulang balik soalan dier tadik.. "Betul ker awak tak kenal sayer? mustahil lar kalau tak kenal" Aku pun dah pelik dah.. aku cakap "ntah lar.. tak kut" And then dier desperate ker aper ntah, dier cakap plak "Sayer ketua pengawas tahun 2001."
Wakakak!! sampai gitu skali kene intro baru aku ingat!! XD XD XD Dier mintak maaf kat aku sebab kene intro sampai camtu skali. Walakaakakak!! care mintak maaf pun tense jer. Hohoohohoh!!

Processor otakku lembab... ="=

Lepas dah settle bayar yuran UiTM, aku ngan mama gi makan WAFFLES with ICE CREAM kat A&W~~!! WOOOHOOO~~~~!! Lamer giler rasenyer tak makan waffles kat sana~!! Pergh!! Nikmat tak terkata! Ngan Rootbeer dier lagi~~ Waaahhhhsaaaiii~~ Sedap giler arhh!! *yummeyhhh* Lepas makan-makan, mak aku ajak gi bli aksesori keter plak. Dier belikan aku kusyen ntuk letak kat tempat duduk driver tu. Dier tengok aku cam tak sampai jer nak bawak keter.. Wakakakak!! Sedih siut! Pastu beli stiker [P] walaupun tak dapat lagi lesen [P]. Hee.. Beli air freshener bentuk burung antu merah. @w@;; Pastu beli wiper baru sebab wiper keter tu dah karat giler. Yang kelakarnyer, dah balik tuh nak ganti wiper, satgi tak reti.. *haiyak* Wasted jer. ="=

Lepas shopping-shopping barang-barang keter, balik umah. Satgi ariz call cakap dier dah sampai depan umah. Wahsai... giler ar!! Cepat plak sampai. Dah la tak call dulu sblm kuar. Maunyer aku tengah lepak-lepak shopping-shopping, penat jer die kene nunggu. Haiyaarhhh mamat ini... Sampai-sampai umah jer ajak ariz lepak-lepak minum-minum decorate keter dulu. Lepas zuhur baru gerak gi skolah plak~~ YEAHH!! Arizsan drive!! Bawak keter dengan penuh bergaya bagaikan pemandu picisan~~!! ^^ Sampai-sampai kat skolah jer, mamat ni banyak cengkadak plak nak parking keter dalam skolah sebab malas nak jalan. OoOo~~!! Dulu waktu takder keter selamber jer jalan kaki dari seksyen 9 gi seksyen 2 tanpa banyak songeh pun. Dah ader keter ni lemak plak dier~ Jalan kaki semeter setengah gi pejabat pun dah malassss~~~!! OoOoOOoOO~~~!!!

Waktu tengah tunggu sijil SPM kat pejabat tuh, jumper plak Pn Roshidah, cikgu akaun aku zaman mude-mudi otai-otai blur-blur dulu. (camner ntah eja name dier. Sorry kalo salah eja, cikgu!!) Salam tangan dier, pastu sembang-sembang pendek ngan dier. Citer lar skek-skek pasal aper yang kitorang buat sekarang. Mak aih, punyer lar terkejut dier biler aku cakap aku tengah amik diploma 4 tahun kat UiTM. Dier kater, "HAHHH? Diploma aper sampai empat tahun tuhhh???" XD XD XD
Eheheh...
Diploma Senimusnah Urat Saraf

Lepas dah bosan-bosan amik sijil kat skolah, gi singgah kedai seksyen 2 duplicate kunci keter ngan tukar bateri remote. Bukan remote keter kancil ek, keter kancil aku tak pakai remote "tit-tot-tit-tot" tuh. Dier old-schooL~ Bukak pakai kunci! XD Aku tukar remote gate. T__T Sedih.. Cam sakai jer remote tuh. Tekan bagai nak mati, gate tak bukak-bukak pun. Bak kater Amyn, "Ayez, ko bela jin bukak pintu gate ek?".. haha.. rasenyer jin tu lari sebab tak bagi makan kut. Pintu pun tak dapek nak dibukak. XD

Anyway, boleh tahan fun gak ar kuar ari ni naik keter ngan Arizsan. He looked happy. ^^ Lame tak kuar happy-happy camni. Huhuhuuuu~~!!

ayez signing off on a good mood today~ Yatta!!


Thank you, dearest!!

The sun doesn't shine as bright as I thought it was...
Everything looks so grey...

I don't know what's up with me lately, but I think I've lost it. ="= My genki-ness... My liveliness... My crap-talking-nonsense-ness... ^^; All I have now is moodswings. It's getting from bad to worst... And sometimes I don't have the spirit to do all the things I like anymore. (like drawing, CG-ing, hanging out with my friends, go crap talking on people.. all those "ayez" stuff! >,< ) I hope this is temporary, as I know most of you people outh there might have experienced the same thing. Some people say this is the syndrome of "artist block". Well, my case, it's not quite like that since it doesn't only effects my mood to draw/colour but also affecting me spiritually.

I'm getting tired...

I'm sorry if I've made anyone worried for the past days. I'm okay, I guess.. Just that I don't feel like doing the things I used to do anymore. I'm tired... and lost interest all of a sudden.

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SYSTEM OF A DOWN - Fuck the system
I love this song!! ^^

*mega sigh*

Just now I drove my Kancil around the neighbourhood with my mom besides me. We did it twice today, during the evening and late at night. *OMFG* She's quite pissed off by my driving technique and kept on blabbling like how my instructor did to me. ="= This makes my depression level increases a notch.

&@&*#)(*@)(*(#!()$)(!$

I want a driver.
Bleargh!!

Tomorrow's driving class... 9am till 1pm.
*prays I won't do anything bad*

gomen nasai arizsan. can't help thinking a LOT about it. >,<

Semalam adik-adikku yang ntah aper angin rajin mana datang ntah tolong aku basuh keter. Ehehe.. Aku tak basuh pun, diorang yang basuh. Hahaha!! Rajin adik-adikku~~
*sayang sayang*


Sara dan Hikaru mencuci-cuci kereta dengan penuh asyik sekali sambil main air dan mandi lopak lepas selesai mencuci.


Tersengih memposingkan diri depan kamera. Eleh!! Tak malu!!


Ngahahaha!! Ayez batak seyh tayang keter kat blog dier. Dah lar kancil jer, second hand plak tuh. Kaler putih.. Plain jer. Roadtax mati plak tuhhh..wakakka!!
AHHHHH~~~!! Pedulik aperrr!! Ni keter pertama aku, dan aku BANGGA~~!!! YEAHHH~~!! KERETA BUATAN TEMPATAN!!!

I'm lovin' it~ Parappapapaaaa~~~

Mom woke me up today at 11am or so.
"Shaza, shaza.. bangun! Ayah nak ajak makan tengah hari sama-sama..."
With half opened eyes, I woke up and I can't help thinking... "Apo la orang tua ni buang tebiat. Tiba-tiba nak makan tengah hari sesame la pulak. Slalu dier ni mana ader kat rumah time-time tengah hari camnih. Haiyaahhh!!" And so, I went into the bathroom and biasak la.. Buat kerja-kerja pembersihan diri di awal pagi. (Ehem, awal la yer. Pukul 11:30 pg. Nak dekat tengah hari dah)

>_<
I almost forgotten that I have driving class that day at 2pm. *OMG* Good thing mom woke me up. @w@;; Elok-elok turun jer, Ayah aku sampai kat umah dari opis dier bersama-sama teman-teman sekerjenyer. And guess what, one of his college is the owner of the car that dad will be buying, for me. *omg!!* @w@;; Mom told me that the lunch that day was for the owner of the car to meet me and have some conversation with me about the car and such. Nyahahah!! And there I was, being my blur blur self. XD The owner was a young lady, maybe around 25 or so. Looks quite young. @w@;; Bile aku salam ngan dier jer, satgi die leh tanyer "Eh, ni ke yg nak beli keter tuh?"
Aku pun.. "Hah? Takder lar.. orang mana ader duit nak beli keter. Ayah yang beli la." And then she said "KECIKNYERRRR DIER NIHHH!!!!!"(sambil mencubit-cubit pipiku seperti daku ini kanak-kanak kecik yang bakal mendapat gula-gula lollipop yang sebesar KLCC)

. . . . . . .
Okay, so I made up that "Cubit cubit" part. XD
The important thing was, she was looking at me as if I couldn't handle that car she's selling! *sigh* Come on lar, it's only a KANCIL!!! O__o;; Kalau aku takleh bawak gak kancil, memang bunuh diri terjun gaung lar!! ~__~;;

Didn't had much time to have conversation with dad and the lady coz at 1:15pm, Abang Amir, my driving instructor came!!! (or is it abang Amin, dunnow his name) %^@!&^#*(*($!&*# >_< Cepat plak dier datang hari nih. Selalunyer dating pkul 1:45pm. Aiyarkkk!! Tak sempat nak makannNNNNnNNNNNnNNN!!! Apakan daya~ naik jer lar keter tu, gi Metro Kampung Subang buat training.

Rupa-rupanyer yang nak ngajar aku driving ni bukan abang Amir (Or abang Amin. ape-ape lar nama dier). Waktu belajar asas bawak keter dulu dengan dier, skrg ni aku diberi di bawah penjagaan seorang tua yang aku tatau nama dier tapi bisa dipanggil dengan gelaran "PakCik" @w@;; Pakcik nih.. erk.. ajar aku cam aku nih dah biase bawak keter la plak. Satgi biler aku salah sikit jer dier leh buat reaksi cam aku ni bodoh!! =__=;; Tensen gak lar bawak keter ngan orang tua nih. *sigh* AKU TAK RETI BAWAK KETER LAAA!!!! >3< Waktu naik bukit tuh, die kater "Side mirror kene selari ngan tiang tuh biler dah sampai kat bukit tu..." Satgi biler aku bawak keter, stop tak selari ngan tiang dier leh membebel "Kene selari!! Baper kali pakcik nak cakap! Selari!! Kalau tak susah!! Nanti terlajak kebelakang camaner??? Blablablaaa~ pakcik hebat ko bodoh.. blablablaa~"
=__=;; *stabs knife at Pakcik*

Aku training bawak keter 4 jam ari tuh. WARGHH!!! NERAKA!! Tangan dah merah, kaki dah kejang, siku plak cramp. @_@;; Akibat Panik + Stress.. XD Lega giler biler balik tuh!!! Tambah-tambah lagi biler nampak keter kancil putih terpacak kat depan gate! WOOHOOO~~~!! Dah dapat keter!!! *mwaksss*

Tapi.. chuak ar bawak keter. ="= I felt stupid. GAHH!!
>3< Wish I could just hire a driver for a lifetime. ~,~ Nyaanyaaa~~

Kelakar la plak...
Lesen tak dapat lagi, keter dah dapat dah.

MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Myahahahaha!!!

School's about to start again in 3 weeks time. (^u^) Registration is on the 7th of July. Can't wait to get back to class. KYAAAHHH~~~~!!!!! I mishhhh my drawing table! I mishhh my whacked up zombified idiotic clueless pervert minded studiomates!! I mishhhh disturbing my friends and seniors while they're working on their project!!! I mishhhhh the smell of UHU glue and aerosol paints at 3 am in the morning!!! I mishhhhh the pain and torture during critique session and presentation!!! Wuuuuhhhhhh~~~

I went back to UiTM to get my fees invoice reprinted. I lost it. XD They issued the fees invoice during the examination period. I took it but I really don't remember where I placed it. @w@;; That's my BIGGEST flaw.. I tend to lose things easily. =・ My biggest lost was the first birthday present Arizsan ever gave me. It's a sporty Adidas watch!!! Very nice design and I kinda like the colour combination for the watch too! Grey and orangey~~!! I still can't find it until today...I lost it... >w< I thought I left the watch on the table in my mini studio inside the house. It's not there. Not even in the room!! >"< And then I lost my Simple Plan CDs. Not only Simple Plan, but also a LOT of other CDs which I can't keep track how many of them that I had lost. *sigh* I lost a lot of my hairbands and combs. (countless of them!!)

My mom says I'm unorganized. *__*
For a moment there, I agreed with her. XD

Myuuuu.....

Hey hey hey~~ And guess what!! I just picked up my MyKad today~~~!! Nyaanyaaaa~~!! My face looked like a zombie in the ID card. =・ My lips was dark, as if I was a smoker. My eyes squinted and not the same size. @w@;; I dunno... I think I looked terrible. But come to think of it, this looks a lot better than the face in my previous ID card. XD XD XD
*dush!!*

I値l be starting my driving lessons to get my [P] license tomorrow afternoon at 2pm. Ngehehee... *prays I won't wreck the instructors car* XD Just hope I won't come across the big lorry that's been practicing around the track. @w@;; Kowai deshou!! So big!! Gahh!!!

Mwee~ Can't wait to go back to school~~~~~~~~~~ *love*

I couldn't believe what I have done unconsciously to one of my dear old friend who have been supporting me and helped me a lot through out the years we have been friends. I'm pissed off by the stupid green monster of envy and jealousy that's been taking over me until I could do such a cruel thing to my dear friend. I知 not worthy to be considered as her friend. A friend DOESN'T HURT each other, a friend is THERE for each other, and most importantly, a friend TRUSTS each other. I lack so much at the *trust* part. =_=・

I was jealous when I saw Arizsan and her are laughing together. I was jealous when I saw them talking to each other. I was jealous when I know Arizsan is spending his time with her instead of with me. I was jealous when I know both of them have A LOT in common. Both of them plays basketball, both of them is a sportsperson, and she gets along so well with almost ANYONE!!! >_< And there I was, thinking all this nonsense that one day she might be the one taking Arizsan away from me.

I know she wouldn't do that.....
And I know Arizsan wouldn't allow such a thing to happen...

But why, when I am so blinded by hatred and jealousy, I couldn't see all that???

What makes matters worst, I hurt her when we went out together. There we are, me, Arizsan, her and another idiotic friend not worth mentioning. XD (kyahaha!!) It was supposed to be a fun and cheerful outing for us to get together again since it has been a while since I go out with her. It turned out *cold*. I was ignoring her a few times... When she politely ask me questions, I deliberately answer in a raging tone and sometimes turns into sarcasm. >,< And when we were walking, I was kind of avoiding her. I was clinging to Arizsan and partly ignoring her.

Me and Arizsan had a talk that night about this matter. I found out that something happened to my dear friend during that outing, and I felt so guilty coz I was the one responsible for the outing and I was the one inviting all the people. It's my fault... All of that's happening that day, it's all MY FAULT...

I still haven't say sorry to her...
I'm afraid to face her...

=____________=;;

*baka*

I'm a terrible friend... =_=

=__=

I'm such a terrible friend....

>__<;;

MweeEeEeeEEe~~~~!!!
I'm baccckkkkk!!!
It was FUN FUN FUN!!! YESHHH!!!
My first trip to a foreign country.. TT^TT I've never been overseas before this, and I was so excited that I had gotten the chance to actually visit my neighbouring country - SINGAPORE! :XD: Yeah, at least it's better than nothing...

The first day of the trip, I got really bumped. >"< We took two cabs from home to KL Central Train Station. We're going to Singapore by train, and we had to take TWO cabs to fit us all 7 people - My parents, me and my 4 younger siblings. My parents and two of my younger siblings took one cab while me, Hazu and Hikaru (my younger bros) took the other. When we had arrived at KL Central, I paid the fare while Hazu and Hikaru went over to get the luggage at the back. Since the boot wasn't opened, they had to wait for the cab driver to open it. Then, I came to the back of the cab to check if it was opened, guess what happen? The cab just SPED OFF!!! WTF??? >,< OUR LUGGAGES!!!! KYAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cried... Wuuu...
coz I really dunno what to do.
I thot i was being ripped off by the cab driver since it was only us kids on the cab. Shit... >"< Pisses me off like hell!! Then I remembered that it was a Call-a-cab service. So I called the HQ and ask the operator to DIRECT the cab driver back to KL Central to return our luggages. Good thing the cab driver turned back. ="= I was relieved to get my luggages back.. but I was still PISSED. dammit... >"< Feels like spanking the cab driver. GAHH!!!
~_~;;

Mom and Dad was worried. They adviced me to pick up the luggage first and pay the fares afterwards the next time I took a cab. *sigh* Why didn't you tell me earlier.. ??

Anyways, the journey took around 7 hours. We arrived in Singapore around 9.30pm and safely arrived at the hotel at 10p,. ^^ My first view of Singapore was, WOW.... Nice cab!!

I wake up around 8am the next morning for breakfast. ^^ Afterwards, we all went to Singapore Art Museum (SAM). It was really fun!! Well, the arts are okay (I hardly understand most of em) but the interactive area was sure fun!! You get to plan your own city at one of the activity area. Town planner!! Kyahahah!! You need to place coloured sponge blocks on top of the carpet. Each colours represent different elements. For example, brown represents industrial area, blue represents residential, red represents commercial buildings and so on. There's even roads and airports for you to plan where to put. After you had finished placing those blocks, you need to click on the "DONE" button on the comp and the comp generates the image from above. There's a camera on top of it. ^^ Neat! And soon after the image is generated, the computer will comment on wether it is suitable or not to put on such elements on such place. :XD: It's really fun!! Too bad dad wanted to go back early.. >,< I didn't get to see all!! *sigh*

That night, we went to MUSTAFA, a 24 hour gudang-of-all-goods!! O_O;; It's huge!! And the shop is mostly underground under the busy roads. :XD: Really nice!! But.. seriously.. it's narrow. Hard to move around. I bought myself a Sony Discman~! YayhhH!! At first I intende to buy a Mini iPod but my parents didn't give me much pocket money to spend. ="= One iPod Mini costs $334. Dad only gave me $300. So I bought a Discman for $158 and added on a neat neck-band-earphone worth around $45. ^^ At least it can still play music! Better than nothing. ^o^ My younger sister bought herself a discman too. Hers is worth $10 more than my discman. She got an AM/FM discman. =,= I wanted the radio discman too, but she bought it earlier and i don't want to buy the same model as hers so I chose the one without the radio. I love the blue colour! *v* wee~~:heart:


The next day, we went to Singapore Science Center (SCC). Similar to our Petrosains and National Science Center, but SCC is a whole LOT BIGGER and has more stuff in it. I reaaaalllllyyyyyy lovethe interactive stuff we get to do there. Mwahahahaha!! I went crazy pressing all the buttons I can see. And the description about every item was very clearly stated. Easy to understand. ^^ The main attraction at SCC was the Omni-Theatre. O_O;; A 5 storey high semi-domed theatre!! Waaaa~~~~~~~!!! It really excites me. We watched "The Mystery Of The Nile" there. It' a documentary... =,=" Hazu slept halfway.. My mom was dizzy watching the semi-domed shaped screen. But I enjoyed it!! Feels like we're on a helicopter ride watching down on people. Kyahahahah!! It's hard to explain... =_+; But it's an interesting experiance.

After the trip to SCC, our trip to Singapore won't be complete without going to the NIGHT SAFARI~~~!!:heart: Yoshhh!! Gonna go see my close relative there~! TORA-SAMA!!! Luv those tigers~!! WuuuuuhhhhH~~!! *hugs hugs* But the Tigers I see there are all lazy lazy tigers lying around on those rocks. *_* Somehow it reminds me of myself! Nyahahaha!!
We ride the tram around the Night Safari. I was surprised when a big FAT tapir was passing by the tram all of a sudden. O_O;; Hey hey mister, you're supposed to be on the other side of the road~!! Not ON it!!

Ahahaha...
The day after the trip to SCC and Night Safari, we all just feel lazy and just want to pamper ourselves on a shopping trip. My parents brought me to a so-called "Low Yatt Plaza" Singapore version. (sorry, i forgot the name of the place but it's on Bugis Street) The place is quite similar to Low Yat Plaza, only BIGGER!! And a hell loads of shops!! Very hectic... People are passing you pamplets and brochures and information about the stuff their selling. Imagine going up on an esculator, and the next thing you realized, papers are on your face. =.+ Quite annoying....

I was looking for a new Wacom Tablet since the current one I'm using belongs to a friend of mine. I'm just parasiting! She need to use it since she's starting her first semester in MMU recently and so I have to return it back to the rightful owner. *sigh* I'm so used to Wakutebi (that's what I call my tablet) that I dunno if I can live without a tablet! O_O And so I urge my dad to buy me a new one, and he DID!!
yay!!
I got myself a new Wacom Graphire 3!!! Sapphhire colour!! kyahahahaha!! Gonna call it Wakuryuu~ (Dragon Wacom) Wuvs my wakuryuuu~~!!


And so~
I went back home the day after!!
^^
HAPPY~~~
With my new electronics goods!! WoohooO~~
And Ofcoz, I bought shirts and bags there!! Haha!! It's a MUST!! I bought myself a new converse slingbag (armish style)!!

Kwehehehe...
Esok aku akan berangkat ke Singapore, 5 hari. Holiday~~!! ^^
saper nak ikut antar aku gi Stesen Ketapi KL?? Hahaha!! JUM!!

Sambutlah kepulanganku dengan memenuhkan shout box aku. ^^

Ja!!

p/s:I'm gonna miss you,Dearest...

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