Myaaa~~~!! XD
I survived last week's hectic pace!! Well, barely.. Since I haven't got enough sleep, I skipped a few classes in the morning. A few.. err.. a mean.. yeah... a few.. ahahaha!! I feel lethargic!! Gahh!!

Urmm.. good thing my Building Construction and History report + group presentation is over!! YEAHH!! I barely had enough sleep after finishing up with the portfolio report and power point presentation... although both of the report + presentation are supposed to be done in group (and that all the group members have to do their work) I kinda feel like I'm doing the most work. @w@;; nyaa~~ my team mates DO help!! In fact they had helped a lot, but due to lack of time, i kind of see that they are doing they work in a slow manner. >_<;; come on guys!! Submission is due in 3 more hours!! gahh!!!! So sumhow I ended up doing their job... *sigh*
good thing it's finished!!
yokatta~~

now this week is another hectic week... I'm supposed to hand in my Chemistry Report on polymer, and also do a group presentation + report work of my Religious Study subject. And apart from that, I need to do my Photography assignments too!! I'm left behind with THREE undone Photography assignments...... *sigh* *sigh* *sigh!!*

This Monday is Design Interim Crit Day. They're doing Interim Critique session on our Final Project, The Artist's Portable Pavillion. @w@;; I.. need... A BREAK!! =__=;;

Finals is coming in 3 more week... I think.. or was it 2 more weeks. @w@;;

YOSHHH!!!!!!
GANBATTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohkay...
This week would probably be my one of the most busiest week for the semester. I have three submission report to finish, (Building construction report, Chemistry Report, History Report)plus one presentation on Islamic Architecture for History class. *sigh* Although all of these tasks are groupwork, I sumhow tend to stress myself by taking charge of the major works. Especially when it comes to presentation (usually on Power Point). XD I dunno why, but i'm always gatal tangan to do these digital work using the computer. Let it be Power Point, or MS Word. *Piff~* It struck me when one of my teammate, Salam, told me that THEY (the group members) wanna do the work too, and gain knowledge, instead of me doing it all and i'm getting the knowledge by myself. O_O;; yeah.. he's right. I'm being SELFISH here. But... I'm afraid if I didn't do it, it won't be finished on time. >_<; Man, i gotta learn to trust people with task management. haihz haihz............

Ah.. By the way, Pn Nakiah's Arch Comm drafts is postponed *again*. So we have to pass the Graound floor plan of a single storey bungalow plus 2 elevations and 2 sections of the house THIS THURSDAY... and I'm still slow doing it. Haven't done anything yet on the section drafts... and still confused with the elevation drawing. @w@

sumtimes i wonder if Architecture is really for me. Haha!!

I came back home today to some research for my History assignment. ^^ Heck, I get drifted away again by doing stuff on my DA andfinding files on Shareaza. Slept late again today, about 6.30 am. But at least i did get to find the tsuff i wanted. Now I'm left with the editing process, which is... READING. @w@;; Aaa.. how i hate reading texts and deriving the main idea from those tumbles of sentences. Myaaa~~

I called Ariz last night. First at 8pm, (for about 1/2 hour or so) the second time was after midnight. I think we both enjoyed the conversation during the first call. It's been long since I feel the "liveliness" in our conversation. Mostly it's because of me and my boredom of him... but last night at 8 was quite fun to talk to him. ^^

But... when i called him again after midnight (since he still wants to talk to me), thee feeling was like before. Boring... He keeps talking on about stuff, while I am drifting away doing my work. It's RUDE.. I know.. But I like to multi-task on things. And sumhow I think I pissed him off... =_=;; Now I really feel bad. I keep on telling myself to treat him better, but it's always the same old me doing annoying things to him over and over again. Damn!! Why?? Is it because I'm really bored with him? Or is it just the fun of feeling that I am in charge of him?? Ego..? Selfishness..?? >__<;; Hate it when I'm in my attitude disorder. I'm treating him fair enough... He's the one who keeps on taking the *tense* from me. I feel like a pig. At the end of the conversation, i think it all is well. I guess.. Just that a few of his sentences really struck me. Like when I said I'm sorry for what I have done to him, and that somehow the way I talk to him was as if i hated him (when the fact is I don't...) He told me straight that "Kalau kau nak aku maafkan kau, sendiri mau ingat la ape yang kau dah buat... " O__O;; He's right.. I should be aware of whatever I am doing instead of just blurt out sentences straight from the hatred of my heart. ~_~;; If I kept on doing this, he said I would somehow provoked him to hate me. I.. don't want that.. u__u;; I'm sorry... really... T____T ---
since i was bored last nite, i did this simple photo editing of myself. *plus msg for dear ariz* XD See what crazy things people do just to pass the time?? Huhu~!!

bored.. bored... bored....

first of all, my 5 days hols was such a total bore and i never felt SO ALONE in my life. Hols started on Wednesday. I came back home Tuesday night and spend the day till Thursday at home with my mom and siblings. All of them went back to Perak for a wedding and theme park amusement in Bukit Merah, and for some reason I told them I wasn't going to come along. Why? Well... since I thought it's holiday, and that Hariz would be around, I would like to spend time with him more. Yeahh... sounds selfish, but he's not always around town. TT__TT So i thought this was my chance tor really spend time with him.

typically...he had to go to Kuantan for the hols starting from Thursday till Saturday. @w@;; I AM LEFT ALL ALONE IN SHAH ALAM WITHOUT NO ONE AROUND???!!!! * * urmm.. good thing he came back early on friday evening, but i still couldn't see him as much as i thought i could. We meet each other on Saturday afternoon, for about... ermm... 10 hours or so. Then it's over and he heads back to Melaka first thing Sunday morning.

*sigh*

So, for the whole duration of the holidays, i spent my nights alone in my hostel room... ALONE... So lonely... no one's there.... not even my roommate... there's a few of my coursemate who didn't go back to their hometown for the hols, but.. they... are... BOYS!! And i can't ask them to accompany me to sleep, can I??? heck!! so it was a damn bore....... really..........

I regretted not following mom to Perak. TT__TTBut if i follow her, then i wouldn't be able to see Hariz at all since she comes back on Early Sunday morning. (She arrived at 2am to be exact!)

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that was during the hols...well, today is V day...not that i care much about V day. It's just that i can't stand my icky mates who's making such a big fuss over it. Like.. "I'm going to break up with my bf since he din gave me v-day presents or asked me out for dinner"wtf???!!! such immatureness..... @w@;;

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anyway, happy v day to u guys who are c'brating, and are not c'brating. ^^ let's spread the love and care to each other, not only for today (for a special reason) but everyday whenever you have the chance to. It's good to feel the love and care.

haha!!

adios~it's getting colder everyday.. wonder why.. @w@;; maybe it's just me and my feelings. Huu...