Nyaaa~!!!

I won't be here starting December 27 till December 31 since I will be going on a holiday with my family to Langkawi. ^_^ This is a good chance for me to clear out my head from all the RO madness and to take up some fresh air besides inhaling all the air from my studio room. ~_~;; I think I'm about to be sick if I didn't get some fresh air...

Since I won't be around during the date mentioned, it looks like I won't be coming to this year's Gempak Comic Fiesta, which will be held on the same date. Heck!!! What a bad timing... I wish I could go to the fest because this year's event is quite *huge* since there will be artists from Taiwan and Korea who would come to the fiesta. Both of them will be part in judging the 2004 New Cartoonist Talent Search, which is the contest I planned to join but didn't because of some reason of laziness and crappiness... ~__~;; Warui desu!!!

Anyway, I plan to go out and have fun with my friends (especially my RO buddies) in the beginning of the year 2004 before I will be sent to the National Service on February 16. Speaking about the stupid National Service, I heard news from my friends saying that kids from Selangor (my place) would be sent to other state, and the nearest is either Kelantan or Terengganu. One of my friends was sent across the sea to either Sabah or Sarawak. O__O;; Dammit!!! I didn't expect they would be sending us *THAT* far!!! I don't like to be so far away from home... Urgh!!! Now I really don't know how to feel about the National Service. I just hope one of my friends would be sent to the same spot as I would... *crosses finger*

I've been trying hard to look for Naruto DVD #05 all over Animetech video shop, Speedy video, and other sorts of video store. It looks like the damn thing is really hot and were sold out entirely. ~__~;; Come on lar, RESTOCK please!!!!! I know it stated there that these are limited edition, but whyyyyyyyy is it sooooo hard to get one??!!! My Naruto collection is missing #03 already, and I don't like to be missing out on #05... >_<;;

Okay, enough stupid rambling... Wishing you guys a wonderful New Year, and may 2004 shines more than the past years. =__=;; Though I'm still not sure about my fate in the year 2004... Everything doesn't look too promising!!! My SPM result is my main concern... Baka...

Ackkk!!! I really dunno how I am feeling right now. Damn perplexed over everything that’s been going on around me. u__u;; This is one of those days, when my hormones are like crazy yoyo monkeys. Aiyerh! I kept getting pissed off over some small matter. >_<;;

Like yesterday, when someone asked me to do a bit of conference online about their doujinshi project, I abruptly ignored their invitation because I felt that this has nothing to do with me and that they’re interfering with my time. Instead of doing them a favour, I went on playing Ragnarok when I could have been giving them a bit of a helping hand!!! I was acting really selfish!!! (sorry to the one who’s involved. You guys know who you are)

And I was also pissed off with one of my party members in Ragnarok (who is also a classmate of mine) because I felt he was sort of ignoring me and treated me as if I was none of his business... @__@;; What the hell was I thinking!!! He’s always like that actually, but yesterday I was somehow pissed off by his action. ~___~;; Good thing he reminded me about my “so-called imbalanced hormones day”. If not, I wouldn’t have noticed why I was acting so strange that time. ~__~;; But in the end, we’re both okay with that. He kept on trying to make me feel myself again by triggering some sort of our “in” jokes!!!! (Thanx dude!) Ah, and I wanna say thanx to him for helping me level up!!! Now, I’m left with another 50% more of job levels before I can become an assassin~~~!!!!! Huhuhu!!!

This is why, I hated myself... Sometimes I have this sort of double-personality. Not that like Hatsuharu in Furuba or Yugi or that DNAngel character... (I still have my conciseness) I can be very nice and warm to people and I can also changed suddenly into a meanie heartless selfish brat in just a split second. This often occurs during my adolescence. Currently I’m trying to brush off this stupid mood swing double personality attitude. Dammit...

Huh... More reason to be upset… I’m one of the 85,000 unlucky candidates who were selected to involve ourself in the National Service thing for THREE MONTHS!!!! ~__~;; 85,000 from about 400,000 kids who were born in 1986 will be sent for the National Service programmed starting February 16 next year. Haiyerh!! This means, no more seeing u guys in DA or my Site.

Which reminds me, (this pisses me off even more)... Somehow my site at dark-reality.org was taken over by a stupid Spanish chatter. @__@;; I hope Joss (my host) knows what’s happening... >

LOL!!! Comic Fiesta 2003 (december 6th) was quite a blast! The event is much more huge than last year's event, and the venue is *bigger*. Although it's bigger than last year's, I still find it's rather small compared to the crowds that's coming.

I met Kidchan that day (I was glomped by her, nyaaaa~~~) and we exchanged our anime CDs. Finally I can watch *furuba*~!!!!!! I find the anime quite interesting and funny~! ^^ No wonder there's loads of people who loved the anime. And I'm beginning to take a liking to it too. Though, I'm not too fond of shojo anime/manga, but Furuba is an exceptional because of the bishi characters and their unique personality. Hontou ni kakkoi desu!!!

Ah, and I gave ~kidchan her late birthday gift... I wonder if she likes it. It's nothing much, but that's the only thing I can afford currently. Gomen neh, kidchan~~~!!! - __-;;

I bought a lot of Ragnarok Online Fan Arts during the Comic Fiesta and my fave is the poring-tachi keychain~~!!! o kawaiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! I bought myself an angeporing while my bro bought santa poring, drops and poring. ^^ Ah, he had much more money with him than I do. Other than that, I bought RO posters, RO notebook from Yue Doujin Group (miao desu!) and Naruto bookmarks from Aimo~!!!! Ah, I wish I had more money that day. I wanna buy all the lovely fanworks from the aspiring artists in Malaysia and bring back more doujinshis. I only bought one doujinshi, the RO doujinshi. -__-;; *pokes my wallet*

Ahhh, and there were a lot more cosplayers this year. *ureshii!!!* There's also quite a lot who cosplayed as RO characters. ^^ I found a male assassin, female hunter, male thief, male and female acolytes, female blacksmith, male priest, male magician and ahhhh~!! There's also HATAKE KAKASHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wish I could get a grip of him. *bites* *bites* I snapped a few photos that day, feel free to check out my website. ^^ Nyo~~~

And by the way, I finally get a nice host to adopt me as her hostee~!!! I'm not hosting my site at baka geocities anymore. This is all thanx to Joss ~~!!!!

Ah, I had a great time! ^^ And I wanna thanx ~2121 (rachel) specially for finding the *budak tak reti duduk diam* (hyper-active) ~kidchan! Arogatou Rachel~~~~!!! I had trouble finding kidchan... +_+;; She looked different from what I remembered last year! Ah, and domo arigatouness to ~rudzainy07 for the RAGNAROK CHRISTMAS VERSION CDs~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shimpai shinai, I won't level up faster than you... ; Due to the reason that I'm sharing my computer with my bro and he's an RO maniac too. Oh, and last but not least thank you to ~xanseviera for the lovely art jamm. Kakkoi desu!!!

Minna san, must meet again NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*glompz*

Nya~!
CF is just around trhe corner, and I can't wait for the day too come! ^^ This time I just hope everything goes out as planned and hope that I COULD REALLY make it there. Not like the last Anime Fest at Mid Valley. *sigh!* But that's no one's fault. ^^;;

Hohohoh~!
I just got back from dinner at Secret Recipe in Giant section 13. As usual, I would make a pitstop to Speedy Video or Music Valley for some CD browsing before dinner. And heck, I bought 3 Anime OST~!!! Wooohooo~~!!!
|| One Piece TV Animation OST (2discs for the price of 1)
|| Gensomaden Saiyuki Requiem OST (instrumental)
|| Gravitation TV Series OST
Currently listening to One Piece OST, and mezurashii~!!! The music are really something. Funny, Energetic, Romantic, and a hell lot of funny noises! My personal funniness is the [1,2 Janggo] and [Spirit of Zoro]. Hohohoh! Anyone who's coming to the CF and want me to burn them this CD for them may notify me. I'll do my best. ^^; Yosh!

Ahh!!! Speaking about CDs, I'm exchanging my [Shaman King] for Kidchan's [Furuba] anime this coming Saturday at CF. I would really want to check that anime out. And anyone else who want to do anime trade, plz inform me... I wanna spend my holiday-break checking out interesting animes. I would like to watch~...
.hack//#2 and over
Witch Hunter Robin
Gravitation
Tennis No Ojisama (Prince Of Tennis)
Any One Piece Movie
Gensomaden Saiyuki Requiem

If you have any of these titles, please let me know and I'll send you my list of Anime DVDs or VCDs I have for exchange...
Dozo~

Ah, and Rudz-sann~!!! Thanx for wanting to bring me the RO Christmas Version CD. ^^ Hontou ni Arigatou!!!