i'm safely back home from my trip to indonesia (Jakarta - Bogor - Bandung) last night. Arrived at the airport at 9.45pm and then went back home around 10.30pm. All I can say about the trip was, it's really quite a mixed up feeling, but thoroughly I enjoyed it VERY MUCH!! >v< Although, I really am glad I was born Malaysian and how fortunate I am to be living in Malaysia. Ahh.... ^^

I'll do the bombard jounral entry about the trip after I get back from my visit to grandma's house in Taiping. Dad wanted to bring the whole family back to Taiping tomorrow and be back on Sunday. So.. untill then, I'll pack up something to write about. ^^

here's some pic.... more coming up next!
p/s: i find it funny. eventhough bahasa indonesia and bahasa malaysia is quite similar, but when we talk to each other, it's very hard to come into an understanding. *giggle*

<sub>menerobos.. huh? camner agaknyer menerobos lampu merah? XD robos~~


Busway. yeah! they have this one special lane for busses. Pretty neat! So the schedule is quite on time. ;)


Cipta hotel! The hotel where we're in Jakarta
Urhm.. cipta hotel. .v.


I find this hotel name in Bandung really funny. Sukajadi hotel.. as in.. Suka Jadi Hotel.. as in.. i like to be a hotel?? XD XD Well, actually Sukajadi is a place in Bandung. ^^</sub>

I hate that girl. The one who used to be so close to me eversince primary school and the early secondary school. The one who used to take care of me. The one who I used to look up for whenever I don't have the guts to live on. The one who showed me part of the playful wonderful world. I hate her now. And even more. She's being so stupid, and makes me feel even more stupid when I think of the days when I used to place that kind of person as my role model.

you're so stupid, i just wish you'd pluck out your useless malfunction brain and reformat it and reinstall a new version of operating system. Yours have been damaged by viscous silent parasite enraging day by day.
_{I'm talking like a computer freak. =__=;;}

I just sent her a piece of my mind a few couple of minutes ago, in a very cynical and sarcastic way. Guess what? I was really satisfied I did that, and I don't really care what she thinks of me. Tak rugi satu hapak taik hidung pun. (Thx to these past 2 or 3 years with Ariz and my studio-mates. My speech has become more outspoken to no matter who the person is) I wanted to gave her a piece of my mind eversince she left home but I was still "captivated" by the bond we used to have. To me, I placed her high deep in my heart. It's like, everytime I wanted to give her advice or a piece of my mind, it feels like objecting what your tutor is saying. And I doubt she'd even place me in any place in her heart except in the area of envy and angst. It surprises me when she said she was jealous of how I lived with my family. (A normal family, so in her point of view) She always has such a bad view of her parents. Ok. So her dad doesn't work, and her mom just got her penchant. Her source of money have been hard eversince her mom retired, and her dad takes over the money expenditure. Well, SHE for some reason has got to STOP living and showering herself with such a luxurious life all this while. She's supposed to understand the situation of her parents. It's not like her dad doesn't want to gain money. He does takes up a few work regarding computers here and there. Hey, u gotta face the fact that your dad is THE SAME AS U. Very stubborn. He doesn't want to work makan gaji, and so he doesn't work makan gaji. He takes up other ways of finding money, which some of them u have absolutely NO IDEA about it. Have u ever feel thankful that you could EVEN eat and have a place to live...? And to top things up, you have never been satisfied with the luck that you've got from the very beginning.

Yeah, I'm saying you're lucky. Of all the things other people worked so hard to gain, you've got it. And wasted it down the drain... You've got the chance to take up Diploma in Banking at UiTM, Alor Gajah. Some SPM holders just can't get a place in the local Universities which is cheap, and you deliberately decline the offer. Menolak REZEKI! For what reason? For a very STUPID and SELFISH reason saying that Alor Gajah is far away from home and it's hard for you to get expanses. The HELL with your excuses. What's the problem with expanses when you've got FULL pinjaman from PTPTN? They even wanted to give you cash of RM1000 on the spot, regarding how your parents financial conditions are. You just need to register yourself at UiTM, and all the expanses is payed by PTPTN. Sure you've gotta pay em back, with interestsssss, but whutdaheck? Pinjaman is still pinjaman. But if you scored well enough, thhey decrease the amount which u have to pay back. So that's certainly is NOT AN EXCUSE saying that there's expanses problem. You gila witch!

And what's your problem with Alor Gajah? Far away u say..? Hell, you just don't want to seperate with your so called "knight in shining armour" aren't you? and the fact is that you HATED the life of "boarding school". Yeah... typical of you to have always been so frozen-hearted-hard-headed (translate that literally, plz). You think taking up Banking isn't good enough for you. huh? What were you thinking? If it isn't good enough for you, why the HECKKK did u chose that course in your UPU form anyway? damn u biatch! And so you take up Creative Multimedia at MMU a year after, studying at the main campus in Cyberjaya. Ok, it's quite near to KL. You can go to and fro to your hubbeys house. And yet, I still don't understand why the hell do you have to QUIT??? And what's even bodoh bangang, you applied for scholarship/pinjaman/whuetever and your DAD have to pay em back since you didn't finish your studies and he have no idea how to contact you to discuss about the matter. What more do you want? Didn't he bought you a laptop for studies already? Didn't he BORROW money to pay for your EXPENSIVE school fees....?? huh? have you ever think about that? Have you ever think what you have give back to your parents for what they have given you for all this.. what... 19 years and more??? HAH??? HAHH???

Pernah tak ko fikir tentang "DERHAKA".. and what do you get if you're one of those kind? Hurm.. Suddenly, for some reason, I even doubt you'd believe in such thing. Anak Derhaka. Mati masuk neraka. Kene seksa. Sounds childish.. hurm? Hey, just wondering. What religion are you know hah? Living with a guy under the same roof with his family. You think you have that chinese look, you can blend in well with the chinese? I'm not being racist, but it really pisses me off seeing you who've lost your own ROOTS. Sedar diri la sikit, wahai pompuan. You think such a guy will lead you to a happier life? How many times have you felt lost, drifted and living in the dark world. Huh? How many times have you thought about what you want to do for the future and actually obtain it? huh? Have you ever thought that even though you're running away from your family, the family ties has cut off? How foolish of you... Running away from every single problem you've encounter without even facing the fact and the truth. Truth hurts. So.. what? It doesn't mean that you can RUN AWAY all the time. No wonder you're so lost. Lari ntah ke mana hala tanpa arah tuju..

Semua maslah ko nak lari. PKN pun tak habis. Ko lari gak. MMU pun tak habis. Ko lari gak. Tanggungjawab anak kat mak bapak pun tak habis, ko lari gak. Ingat sume bende tu boleh buat ko BAHAGIA ke? Kalau ko still rasa ko dah memang cukup DEWASA dan MATANg nak hidup macam tu, teruskanlah. Hiduplah camtu.. sampai kau reput.

Or you could just go back to your family. and.. let's say, start back at square one. Huh?

owh.. yeah.. ko ingat Fareeda tak? Ko tau kan ko HUTANG die berapa banyak? Ko ingat ade ke manusia nak halalkan hutang sebanyak tu? Tambah lagi kat orang macam ko yang tak pernah nak bersyukur kat ape yg ko ade. Oi giler. Balik la.. Hidup la betul-betul. Tanak sambung belajar, ikut suka hati kau la. Tak sume pun orang yang berjaya kat dunia ni ade degree. Ade PhD. Abis belajar. Ramai je yang tak habis belajar. Tapi sebab ape diorang berjaya? Diorang PANDAI PLAN. Diorang tau hadapi masalah diorang. Diorang tak LARI. Diorang tak pernah kenal erti PUTUS ASA. Kau tau tak? Kau tau tak ape yg ko tgh buat skrg ni? Huh? Nak bukak bisnes? Buat rambut? Teruskan pemalsuan? haa.. eloklah.. teruskanlah......

aku harap ko taubat la sblm terlambat. pi la balik mintak maaf kat mak bapak ko sbelum dorang dah takde kat dunia ni. tolong la ape yang kau mampu kat diorang. mak bapak mana yang senang hati tgk anak die macam kau ni...

stop being so degil.

ko kalo ade masalah, haa.. lari la... lari laa.. sampai patah kaki. elok sangat. teruskan. ko ingat kawan-kawan ko tak risau ke tgk ko camni? ko yg shut diri ko dari dorang. hidup la ko ngan dunia yg ko buat tu. teruskan. ingat dunia ni berputar kat kepala kau. kau la yg kene ikut putaran dunia.
gile..

dah. kalau boleh nak je aku bebel panjang lagi. tapi pikir-pikir ko bukannye baca pun menatang alah ni. hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahha!!

takpe.. janji aku puas hati.
aku mmg jahat. aku tau. hahahahahahahaha!! mulut celupar kan? aku tauuuu.. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!!!!!!

at least.. aku tak macam kau. =)

YAHAAA!!!!!
Today's the first FaZuu meet-up! Well, actually the three of us met up yesterday, but i guess today's the official day since it's only US and no one else. There's me, Kitsune, Mecha, Ariz and Neko-chan! (Ariz and Neko-chan are in this to, secara tak langsung, and I'ma gonna drag Hana-chan too) So I guess FaZuu is about three main artist and three morale supporters. All of em are couples!!!!! *raburabu* XD

At about 12pm or so, Ariz and I went to Shah Alam KTM to pick up Kitsune and Neko. Drove to McD sec3 for lunch and met up with Mecha. Uwaaahhhhhhh!!! Had this really crazy talk about animes mangas and such. A lot of animes in the conversation was not your average typical anime. I never even heard about it. o__o;; and just recently I checked out Comics Party and Genshiken, which were talked about by Kitsune and Mecha. *ffuuuuu* I want to check out this manga called (forgot the name) by (forgot the name oso.. sheesh..) but I find it hilarious if you'd to do a parody about Initial-D using a horse as the "drifting vehicle". XD And a nenekz as the balancer? Wahahaha!! Gilorz.... neh neh Kitsune!! Send me the files!! I wanna check it out!!!!

We also had this quite interesting conversation about making dojinshi for FUN and not for something which makes you feel "tied-up". (Mecha was saying -- "I'm free freee" at this time) *sigh* And how people always go for the typical with not many variation in one dojinshi. It's like, when u buy one dojinshi, you get two or three artist with the same typical style and the same typical story in one book. Well, nt all, but i guess it's rather disappointing when u buy that kind of dojinshi. What's catchy is actually the one who dares to go for a different apporach and spice things up. yeah.. i guess.. *shrugs* Kitsune says eXDee is a good example of such variation (even when he said that shez and kel's style of drawing is quite the same. lanky kurus-kurus faced figur. XD) But the way they shade and tone and render makes it different. See Yaji's sempoi-ness (who'd name his own comic BODOH. that's catchy enuff) and he really respects Infernoangel's style. *salute* But pity with the inferiority complex. *sigh* He's really good. Confident and crisp stroke, but.. *shrugs*

ahhhh!!!!!
after lunch and folder exchange (i curik some of kitsune's work. booaaahahahahahaha) and countless refils of coke from Akak McD, we went to Nelsan. Kitsune bought Kurecolor, I bought papers. so does mecha. Then we head home, coz I gotta packed up for Seremban. @wO; Gonna go balik kampung this petang. hoho!

err.. i mean, go balik kampung now..? and i'm still in front of the pc typing this as fast as i could. haha! ja na! And kitsune, neko-chan, THANKYOUUUU FOR COMINGGGGGGGG!!!! We should meet again soooonnnnnn~

*cubitz kak Neko yg sangat comelll~~~~~*
kitsune tak comel. neko comel. eventho muka nak sama. hoho!

^_________________________________^ *happy face*

Yeahhhh~!! It's about a month or so since semester break, and now here's the first post!! >v< Urhmm.. last post was in middle of April yah. It's June now. @wO; worh.. Really doesn't feel like typing and rambling.. much.. huhu...

huhu.. been going out and around since Monday untill today. Bangun-bangun, mandi, vrroomm, kuar umah merayau. yeah! Well, at least i think it's better to merayau than just stay home and sleep and wake up just to sit in front of the comp. =__=; I'm beginning to feel like a couch potato lately. But now so tired. tak berenti-renti kuar. Hari ISNIN pi fakulti, ada perjumpaan pasal Indonesia trip. The trip has been cut short from 10 days to 7 days. yeah, heard the news? Jogjakarta was hit by an earthquake, and our trip for 2 or 3 days there has been canceled. T______T Such a pity!!!!!! They say the best part of the trip was to visit Jogjakarta!!! Ah well...... syukur je la at least the earthquake didn't hit Jogjakarta while we were THERE. *fuhh*

Hari SELASA plak, went out and lepak-lepak with Mecha-senpai at Hakim section 7. Pick up Comics Party anime from him. Had quite some talk with him that day. yeah. And later that evening, invited Ariz to come over the house and check on my modem connector and internet connection. o__o; sumthings wrong with it... I can't connect to the internet using EviFyuu. I also asked him to work out the router, but at the end of the day, the router got shot. XD I handed him the wrong adapter. The router was supposed to run on 5V, but I handed him a 12V adapter. and so.. *piuu* T___T haiyaa.. sedih betul.

Hari RABU... went to see X-Men III!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Went to watch it with my mom and siblings and also Ariz.Happy-happy jalan-jalan bersama-sama keluarga. huhuuu.. Really like the movie, but mom says it's too short. It ends too soon. Come to think of it, yeah, it does. @_@; I don't think it's a 2 houe movie. Everything went by so fast, and there's so much new mutants introduced. Some of the important X-Men characters died, which is such a pity. Sbb salah sorang tu mati katak bile lepas dicium, dan satu tu mati meletup dan lagi sekor mati kene tikam sbb tak sedar diri. heheh. all in all, wolverine is sexayyyyy~~!!!
*gotta love that adamantium in him*

Hari KHAMIS, was oogly googly cuci mata day. Went to KL international motorshow at PWTC. dammit. so hot!!! the cars!! Concept cars are the best! Some of em are, some of em are just plain weird. I kinda like looking at the way they design the head light and tail light as well as the dashboard of their concept car. The best dashboard concept i've seen is Toyota's. All digital meter. stunning! And I just know the fatc that some mercedes doesn't have hand brake. urhm.. they have hand brakes, but it's not used by the hand. but something similar to a pedal (button like pedal) placed at the driver's foot space. @wO;; dang! And owh, I rode the smart for four and smart for two car. The smart for two!! used in da Vinci Code movie!!! XD *berangan la kejap* Owh, and me and Ariz get to see Honda's ASIMO!!!!! DAMN CUTE!!!! *cubitz cubitz* It's movements are really sweet and harmony (says Ariz). All in all, this was my most tiring day. But I love the experiance of gawking at cars. But heck, I'm not so much "educated" with cars. Good thing Ariz was there to explain to me. O__O; Too bad.. my memori ikan dory can't really remember the name of the cars which I liked. *shrugs* And I didn't bring my camera (rosak) soo.. no picas. T______T

Hari JUMAAT. went to Gempak's HQ with Mecha, Xan, Lily, and yeah, Kitsune!! Harharhar. Good thing there wasn't any commotion between Kitsu and Xan. *giggles* But I think I sense some 'coldness' and 'cover cover' atmosphere. hurmmm..... owh, did I mention we was late? XD Mecha missed first train, and we departed from our place (mecha was in pdg jawa, i was at batu tiga) around 3pm or so. Yah. quite late. supposed to depart around 2 or 2.30 so we could arrive there before 4. But heck, we arrived there really about a minute or two past four. Xan and Lily waited at the HQ for quite long. hurmm.. since 3pm? i think. Huhu.. and when mecha and i arrived at 4, we waited for kitsune to come via STAR. Kitsune was about ten or fifteen minutes later than us. As soon as he arrived, we called him. shouting at him. "OI OI"
But he didn't hear.. and just walk pass by us. =__=;; apo la orang tua ni. huhuu!! At Gempak's, we listen to Apoh critisize at mecha's and xan's comic submission. really.. quite informative. He's targetting to buy unique + humor stuff from the freelancers. kesian mecha kene lecture pasal kemalasan die putting in BG and drawing objects a little more detail than he does. X3 Sian die.. huhuu.. But I guess the one paling kesian that day is Kitsune. @wO;; urgh. datang-datang kene belanja plak kitorang sume minum! XD Habis dalam RM13 ntuk duit minum minum je. I wanted to lepak with him more, but dah agak lambat waktu tu. kene balik umah before maghrib to get food for my bro. Mom's not home. I'm just afraid he'd die from starvation. budak tu tak reti masak nasik eventho dah beso. @__@; nak panaskan lauk pun ntah die nak ke tak tu.. haiya...

aahh.. kitsune!! thx so much for the chocolate and the minum-minum!!! >v<

ahh.. penat!

p/s: sorry.. malas nak type pepanjang like i used to. ;__;