yeah! took around 5 hours for the colouring. glad it turned out ok. Just that the colouring of the angel wing is not like what i wanted it to turn out. ~,~ Owh well... At least I'm really satisfied how the pants/clothings and demon wing turn out. Hehee.. Will sell this as an A5 or A6 notepad at Comic Fiesta 2006. Come come!! Check out FaZuu booth at Comic Fiesta this 16 and 17th December at Sri Sedaya School Hall, Suabang! :3 Datanglah beramai-ramai bersama-sama anak-anak sedara dan juga sahabat handai~

Now that the artwork is finished, now starts the designing of my website template. Gwehehe.. Hopefully.. o_-

on the side account.. today so hot man!!! Afternoon at 4pm, membahang macam kene salai je duduk kat atas ni. (my pc is situated at the topmost space of myhouse. sum sort of a loft space) My throat feels really dehydrated, and my skin is burning. Feels sticky and all. went to mandi and then totally fell asleep just now. ahaha.. forgot to consume fresh clean water. urghh.. sangat dahaga!! T3T Today's not raining. It rains ealier at 3am... and afternoon not raining. ~,~ Good thing tak banjir when it rains pagi-pagi buta tuh. @_@;;

Went to Tiq's house this afternoon for visiting. She's furthering her studies in UK and she be going there this Wednesday. After that, went to the studio at 3pm. Sampai-sampai kat studio, nampak timbunan kerusi dan meja drafting baru. erk.. bapak lar. nak sumbat lagi perkakas baru dlm studio yang sempit ni ker? Last Friday sumbat partitions, weekend ni sumbat kerusi meja baru? wah.. kaya sungguh la UiTM ni. Sampai-sampai studio, ,emula tu budget lar, nak buat design. Kunun2 nyer.. But then since takdak orang langsung kat studio ditambah lagi ngan ketiga-tiga aircond yang rosak dan apabila dibuka berbau habuk, urgh, maka aku pun mundar-mandir dalam studio pikir ape nak buat. ~___~

Urgh.. kemas² skek tempat aku, pastu bukak drawings from last crit session. Suddenly dengar suara orang tidor bawah meja. oh.. aie rupenyer. then nampak lak kelibat Syamil and then Salam pun datang. ahh~ orang~~ yay~~ boleh buat kerja. but then, sampai pkul 5.30 petang je, selepas beberapa personal crit session ngan Salam, aku jadik malas. ARGHHH!! Malasnye nak betulkan balik drawing. >3< takpelah.. pi tutorial besok dan discuss ngan En Ismail regarding certain issues I'm having with my design. =3= Orang lain dah nak start buat working drawing dah. haihhzz....

neway.. nak dekat siap dah CG unchain my angelic demon ni. uyyeahhh!! @wO;; Kinda like how the pants turn out. suddenly have this 'army-ish' aura. ho? angel + demon + askar? X3

I'm going back to Uni to start back on my work, especially Design work which I am having trouble for the past few.. urhm.. wait.. since semester starts i think. o__o;; Will be spending the night at my hostel today and will come back to hogg the net at home tomorrow afternoon. >v< I've been 'active' for the past few days coz I've been ulang alik from Uni to home everyday. Haven't spend the night at my hostel since what.. two weeks now. Urgh.. I think my bed grows kulat already. ~__~l Aiyerh..

My current CG will have to wait, although I soo badly want to finish colouring it. argh! it's not easy to get in to the mood of CG-ing. But heck, my priority now is studies. Herm.... Really can't wait to submit the Design and get my marks, whutever it will be, but I still hoping atleast a B for it, and then get back to my Internet life. XD Hah!! Like you would call that a life.

Yesterday I slept early. (2am early for me) My head got dizzy and whoopppdeedooo all of a sudden starting yesterday afternoon. Not sure why, infact, I am wondering why... Hurmm.. Good thing the dizziness is all gone this morning. *yokatta* If not, I wonder if I could stay up at the studio tonight to finish repairing my drawings for Design.

ok. will be going now. mandi dulu~ ha~ mandi mandi ha~~

gwehehe.. new artwork. working on the colours. new semangat wah wahh!! kagum ngan diri sendiri. been a while since I've been constantly drawing what i like and colouring it right after doing the linework. uhhh.. what's happening to meh! XD But good la. Starting next week, eh, this Monday, I had to concentrate back on my studies. =3= Need to repair my presentation drawing for Design subject and prepare myself for working drawing. ~3~

Here's the WIP of the artwork I'm doing now. nak pi mandi sat. suddenly feels like posting it up.

<sup>An overview of what I'm working. Start of with colouring ze skin~ luffleyh skinnn

Close-up, but not so much details.. ah.. lazy?</sup>

Owh owhh!!
If you're an anime/manga fan, i suggests u check this thing out. Found it on my bro's comp.

It's LoliFox ya'alll~~ lolifox browser and search engine! Cute!! I like how they conduct the search engine, and the browser has the animesuki tab which updates everytime animesuki updates. Save my time to wait for animesuki page to download. >v< Lolifox.com!! Ahh.. foxeyhh-chyann~!
It's interface is quite like Mozilla firefox, but with Anime-Manga-powered!! >v< src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v332/lazydragon/smiley/blush.gif">

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aahh.. penat lagi malas lagi bosan. ="- lepas kaler skin, kaler seluar baju rambut dan seterusnya eksesori. =3= tulang belakangku sudah sakit. uhuhu.. took me around 1.5 hours for this. 1.5 hours including a few minutes browsing to and from dA. XD

*huh...*
Marks for Final Crit is out. I did quite bad.. C+
The guys who went with En Ismail + Architects panels, mostly got better marks than the ones with En Mutalib. =__=;; Sumhow, I just think this is truly unfair. Just.. unfair. Even Liyana, one of our top scorer in class also got C+ for her Final Crit. Well, congratz to Aie and Zoey for getting an A with En Mutalib. I guess he can be impressed. Hehe.. proves that I really SUCK at designing architectural stuff. Which makes me made up my mind about the issue which have been playing a lot in my head eversince I finished my first semester. This is it.. I am NOT going to end up in the architectural field. no... it's tiring me. truly.. I don't enjoy doing this. Even if I do, it just doesn't hit the right spot. I've got an A- once in my Design, but that was just pure luck. Luck... When I was in diploma 03. Actually, I was hoping at least a B- for my Final Crit. I've done the drawings properly. Neatly. I didn't meet up the whole requirements though.. I don't have my key plans, location plans, roof plans. Well, I guess that's the drawback. +__=; En Mutalib is just so strict with it. I shouldn't have taken thing lightly. *sigh*

and so.. i've made up my mind to NOT CONTINUE my degree in architecture. NO WAY!! +___+ I don't have the passion. so says En Mutallib. Ok. so maybe i don't. and thus, planning to further my studies in the GRAPHIC DEPARTMENT! >v< yeah.. probabbly. >v< In UiTM. haha.. sonang citer.

i am down..
well.. should be momentarily before i pick up pace again. ^__^;;

anyway, Design class today, I went back early since En Ismail says the afternoon will be occupied with tutorial for the ones who got C and fails the crit. My name wasn't called, so I guess I'm not in the 'warning' list so went home la. Wanted to CG the Dev ID I sketched out yesterday during Cik Zamnah's class. But just now, Tini told me at MSN that Sara or Eli said that En Ismail was looking for me. O___O; ohgeiiyy...... I thot he DIDN'T want to see me. shit betul lar. should've just stayed back at the studio. +______+;; ruginyer.......!!

argh.. photobucket is down. =3= x leh nak lotak smileys onigiri. XD

urhmm.. website website!! :3
Browse thru some hostee hosting sites. Found some which interests me. The domain name that is. XD And the requirements are not so bad. :3 Will try applying once I finish up the proposed site. >v< *wheee* I;m getting into my 'exploring' mood again! just like when internet was new to me. *_____*

ariz called just now saying that Abg Adi (his bro) needed my help in designing his company's corporate website. @wO;; Ahh.. i found opportunity. mintak skek la space website die.. gwehhhheehehehehehe!! pastu beli domain name jerk. XD XD XD

yeah.. might consider that option too... o__o;; huh...

ARGHHHH!! architecture course sgt membencikan!!! sbb aku tak pandai!!! T___T

@wO; yeah.. it ends yesterday, and i spent 5 days out of my mid semester break to finish up the drawings and model for the final crit session. It's held at the GALLERY!! First time presenting design at the gallery.. *swt* (ktorang panggil tempat tu gallery lumut sebab tempat tu mengalami masalah kebocoran air aircond dgn sgt teruk menyebabkan sesetengah kawasan gallery itu dihinggapi lumut dan cendawan) My panel was supposedly with the Group A panel (with En Ismall our studio-master and an external examiner from syarikat arkitek mana ntah) but it ended up messed up because we were supposed to get ready by 10 am but only two person who had finished pin up their drawing by 9.30 am. Keadaan was so terabur and messed up, so the Panel A, Panel B and Panel C which were arranged earlier turned into "first come first serve basis". Hamid was the first to crit with the NERAKA panel - En Mutalib Laser and En Sufian Lalang @ Raja Boneka @ takde pendirian... and I was second to crit with the NERAKA panel. T____T;; Wanted to crit with the HEAVENLY panel - En Ismail and externals. I pasted my drawing near the Panel A cubicle, but was sadly shooed away to the NERAKA cubicle since there were 3 people in line at Panel A and Panel Neraka haram was no one... so.. there... T_____T;; I went to neraka.. uhhh!!

Well, all in all... En Mutalib didn't laser me much like what Yen and Ayie used to get. Imagine, Yen and Ayie is our topmost design ranker in our studio, and they often get lasered like that. Haha.. ironic spartan way of training students. I remembered one day.. bila Ayie cerita-cerita pasal design dia in front of Mutallib. He was explaining about the flow of the visitors in the Visitor Center. He was about to say sumthing about the most "celebrative" point in the building, tapi die tersilap susun ayat and it ended up like... "ok.. orang bile masuk sini, die akan experiance macam ni macam ni, dan bile die dah lalu semua tu, kat sini la nanti point KLIMAKS die" Haaa... Bile je en Mutallib dengar perkataan KLIMAKS tu.. hahahahahah!!! habis laaa die balun.. "Kamu ingat senang² je ke nak klimaks camtu. Kamu nak MEMANCUT kat situ ke? Pastu kamu klimaks sorang², biarkan orang lain terkial² nak capai klimaks diorang pulak?" Haha.. that was quite absurd. Even En Ismail who was critisizing another student nearby, stopped and listen and even laugh hard by that statement. XD Damn laa orang tua ni. Yen pulak design retail spots kecik sangat, die pi cakap tu tempat jual kondom. Ade sorang minah ni kene plak die kata "kamu ni design bilik ngumpat ntuk makcik bedah ke?" and someone even kene "building kamu design ni macam KOPOK LEKOR!!!!" ROLFFFL:LFLFLFLFLFLFL!!!!
adeih.. en mutallib... ~___~;;

but heck... aku kene ari tu, taklah teruk sangat. cuma pengetahuan Building Construction dan detailing aku sangat lah bodoh lagi bosan. but glad he approved the planning. :3 Need to work on my detailings and constructions pulak lah.. yeah.. ="- Urgh.. assignment2 yg lain yg patut disiapkan time cuti x buat!! XD
* assignment en makhtar, Architecture Communication!
- sketch building pastu kaler gne photoshop.
- sketch landscape layout kat site
- satu free medium sketch of shoplot x buat lagi.. argh!
- ape ntah lg satu.. lupe... @wO;;;
* assignment pn maryam, Architecture Practice
- kene antar besok.. lupe gak. baru tau ari ni. ahahah!! kene buat pasal Form and Function of PAM and LAM (persatuan arkitek malaysia, lembaga arkitek malaysia)
* assignment cik zamnah!! history of architecture
- historical atlas part 02... maalaassss sesangat nak tgk atlas tu lik. ="=

yang lain-lain tu.. assignmente on going yg agak2 tertangguh jugaklah. ehehehe...

="= esok tgh hari nak pi jenguk pos opis uitm nak pi beli wang pos ntuk CF ticketing... @___@;; tapi lupe nak pi amik duit kat ATM. argh... luperhh!! =3= bilo la nak ngantor ni... asyik tertangguh jerk. >,<

nak buat website!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nak buat CG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nak lukis komik!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nak website!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nakkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nak camera...

yes.. it's hard. o__o; Went to her house with Ariz to give back her laptop. Ariz kept it for a whole night to install the necessary software and maintain whats need to be. And so returned it to her this afternoon. Wanted to say I'm sorry, but when I arrived at her gate, she didn't even look at me. as expected, if u were treated so coldly by your friend, you'd be angry. who wouldn't? i don't blame her. *sigh*

after going to her house, had lunch and went to the studio and finish up my site model, with Ariz-san as my assistant. =___=;; later, called her for dinner. took me some guts to talk to her. and gladly, she accepted. ahahahahahahahaaa!! So, went to pasar malam at section 7, and FINALLY.. i said it..

i'm sorry....

i guess it's ok. we talked like we always do. aha.. no hard feelings ( i hope ) and.. argh!! I wish I'd never snap out and get pissed so easily again!! urghhhhh... arghh!! banyak kali dah jadik camni!!! T_______T

uh.. hari ni hari kedua aku buat kerja kat studio. but still has no will power to overnight and do all out for my final presentation yet. ahaha.. main-main lagi. balik rumah lagi. yeah. main internet. yeah. tengok anime. UyyyeaahhhH!!! :3 Uhuhuu!!! eh, guess what. my final submission this monday, my panels would be Mista Ismail (studo masta) and one external examiner. o__o;; *kowai* an Architect from NuORG? yah.. i think it's NuORG. urhm.. takut plak nak kene present design sampahku itu. aaa!! design rumah kotak kasut. T__T;; kotak kasut ntuk kasut hapak...

=__= esok all out! mesti.. and to make sure i dun simpang siur balik umah and hogg the internet, I'll be sending EviFyuu for "medical checkup" to Ariz-san tomolo. yah.. o__o;; ogeh.. nice. *tries hard to resist*

urhmm.. i've been thinking.
i wanna buy a domain for FaZuu. :3 Shez-nee's shezael.net inspired me to buy a domain and webspace. i want my OWN website. YES!! RM150 per year with maybank bank-in payment is affordable and convenient enuff. will ask dad later on about this. and i wanna grab FAZUU.NET!!!! And make ayez.fazuu.net as my sub-domain! >v< and my personal webbeeyyhhh!! uyeeaahhh!!

matte kudasai.. AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

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owh.. tetibe baru aku perasan. selama ni aku x letak pun [archive] kat blog ni. @___@;; erk.... alamak.. lupe dah code ntuk letak archive. shitto!!

and.. aah.. ni 2nd animation aku buat. ="= crappy.. lama dah buat ni. baru nak uplod. uhh..

Uyyeahh!!
Got back from Shez-nee's epparutomento in Cyberia today around 3.30pm. :3 Had fun spending the night at neechan's. haha.. sungguh bijak die meng"indulge" aku menuntun Initial-D the animation. and now.. i'm addicted to it. X3 Borrowed the whole stage from 1 to 4 from her and transfered to EviFyuu HD. Ahh.. the TWO 40GB partition full of animes is getting full. o___o;; should i sacrifcice a third partition for anime storage?? ~v~ Sungguh tamak aku ini. ahaha.. tamak tamak tamaki senpai!!! Uhheehh!! Other than addicted to Initial-D, I'm stuck watching Ouran High School Host Club for the past 2 week. (all thx to skypeg,and also ariz's imouto for the cds) It has slight BL and it's shoujo.. but it's ENJOYINGLY FUNNEEYHHHH!!!! so yeah, i'm stuck luvin it. >v< Craziest character goes to Tamaki senpai. and my fave is the Hitachin bros - Hikaru and Kaoru. for sum reason.. haha. they're evilly notty. >v< luv it.

<sub>Hikaru and Kaoru playing all gay-ish taboo brotherly luv



d e v i l . o u t r o a r s .</sub>

I went out from Sheznee's house in Cyberjaya quite early around 11.30am or so, but then headed to Low Yatt to accompany a friend buying her very own laptop. Well, ofcoz, when it comes to buying laptops, it always involves "the pakar of the kompyuuuutta des among us" which is him. yah.. ariz-san. And to tell you the truth, it really ANNOYS me that everytime when they want to get themselves this "gadgety" so called "technology" stuff, they always need to bug him. Apparantly, he doesn't seem to mind but for some stupid reason (jealousy i guess) I really hated the idea of him being the "patron" for buying stuff at Low Yat. =3= It annoys me......... Because at times (most of the time.. *coff coff*) when we goes there, I'd be accompanying him either willingly or unwillingly. Lately, it has always been unwillingly eversince the incident where I had to WASTE my whole day from 12pm to 10pm at Low yat just getting TWO person out of the SEVEN person going there to get their laptop. And they're all guys... FUSSY guys.... and they're LATE. Promised to go out from Shah Alam at 10am and get their stuff and be back around 3pm at most (coz I need to do my work afterwards) but we ended up going out from Shah Alam at 12pm... and.. yeah.. as i mention before. Getting back home at 10pm. *sheeessshhhhhhh* And being the short-tempered me.. I don't know for how many times I broke-down and tear myself to pieces that day. It's agitating... and really frustrating!! So from that day, I made up my mind that anything that has to do with accompanying 'friends' buying laptop with him will be something that spoils my mood. =___=; no matter who the 'friend' is........... it'll be just a waste of time for me. I don't mind him going. Just don't include me in any of your matter...... and that just how it goes.

untill today.. when suddenly SHE woke me up this morning and, well, courteously asked for my help to go do that thing i hate. It's not her fault for not knowing i hated "accompanying him and friend buying things at Low yat". I refused to go. But then she said sumthing about not having any other time to go there. It'll be either today or friday. (hell no i'll be going on friday. submission day is SO NEAR that day) It left me in quite a dilemma. I don't want to go coz I know when I'm there, I'll just make this ugly face and just be in their way all day and spoils everyone's mood.

and so.. i did.
i spoil everyone's mood.
i did make an ugly fugly face.
and.. what did i get at the end of the day?
both of them hated me.
yes.. HE hated me that day. he slammed the cover of the car's oil tank onto the car's roof when he's filling the gas right before we arrived at home. he muttered so many times "kenape asyik nak marah-marah jer"

i hate it when i really cannot control my emotions and i'm being so inflexible.

....and suddenly i remembered what yaji-kun said, "kita ni sebagai designer. kena la belajaq jadik flexible skek. takleh la nak suruh orang ikut kepala kita ja. kena la bertolak ansur. nanti kalau client nak suruh buat benda, satgi x kena ngan taste kita, takkan la taknak buat" (or sumthing like that) huh....

well, at the end of the day. i'm just glad that the issues between our sibling-dojingrup has settled. hot fire has been cooled down.

haha.. and i'm making issues for other people.