_{pondok tepon awam kat jakarta. haha.. saje je.. busan!}

Hehe.. Today's the class trip to JB > Singapore > JB!!! Lecturer janji jumpe kat Bus Setopp Fespoo jam lapan, but i doubt all my studio-mates will arrive on time. Sure punya laa~~ Huhu... I went back and forth from Mawar to Home yesterday and today. I think my brain is all messed up, but I can't seem to locate my thumbdrive. @____@ Ingat bawak balik ari tu.. tp tadak. Carik kat hostel pun tadakk!! HALAMAKKKK!!!!! T3T Mana ilang... wuwuwuuuuuu.... harap² balik dr trip ni dpt la jmpe. uh..

Hope I don't forget anything for the trip tomorrow. Lately my braincelss tersangat la corroded dan over-oxidized. Huhhh... nak galvanize paint otak ni pun cam dah takleh nak diselamatkan lagi. haiyaaahhhhhh... Owh.. speaking of galvanized paint, rupa-rupanyer Pn Mimi kasik essenmen psl carbon steel and coating today. aiseyhh lupe plak nak search online alang-alang dah kat umah ni. Eh.. nak tau satu citer tak. huhuu.. pagi tadi ponteng kelas En Makhtar sbb malas nak bgn pagi. (dok tido kat umah mmg cam malas skek nak bgn) and then pi klass Pn Mimi. Pastu break, balik jalan kaki (padahal keter dok parking kat Anggerik).. then dah mamai-mamai pi Mawar tu, teringat la plakk... kunci bilik kat dalam keter. adoii!! pastu jalan la balik pi Anggerik pastu drive keter balik Mawar pastu balik bilik. uhh.. waktu drive dr anggerik tu, jemm la plak kat bulatan pagar belakang tuh. *___*;; lupe plak.. ari ni smayang jumaat. ramai yg nak kuar time2 camtu. huhuu...

pastu ptg tu plak, pi kelas En Josmin. On the way balik (jalan kaki), dah sampai kat Anggerik, skekk lagi nak sampai Mawar, teringat plak ade barang tertinggal. Maka daku-pun menarik lah diri ini ke studio balik. Carik la thumbdrive yg kusangka hilang tu kat studio.. cis.. tak de pun. pastu turun balik... pastu naik balik sbb tertinggal pencil box. @wO;; pastu turun.... dah tengah-tengah jalan tu tetibe teringat plak. ALAMAK!! Tertinggal brg yg nak pi potostet!! ArghHhH!! dah malas nak naik balik... ari senin nanti la potostet. T____T;; aduhhh... apekah yg terjadi pada otakku ini...


hurmm... dah nak pkul 4 pg. @wO;; nak kne bgn awal. haha... studio tripp~~ studio tripp~~ yeahhhh~~!!

Finsihed Design Interim Crit session #01... It was, well , so to say quite disheartening. I don't quite have the clue of what I am designing and my own idea about designing the KL Pavillion is still berjerubu. *sigh* Lecturer kata aku ni x minat. Ermm.. aku kata, memang tak minat la pun kot. haha............. entah la. lately i'm demotivated to do my "architecture designing" work. =__=; Why..? bosan... ARGHhHhHHHhHH!!! Part of me wish I didn't take up this course, but the other part of me says i'm quite lucky to get involve in the architecture field. Ya laa.. there's always pros and cons in everything.

aku rasa aku tak berbakat dalam mendesign bangunan... *3* My building always turns out rigid and less characteristic. *sigh* i wanna take up art and design. T___T

tapi takpe!! masih terlalu awal ntuk berputus asa!! YEARGHHH!!! Perjuangan mesti diteruskannnn!!! Medan peperangan masih terbentang luas dengan perajurit-perajurit yang masih berbekalkan semangat yang tinggi. >v<; yeah.. teruskan!!

hurm.. pikir-pikir bali, busuk-busuk aku punyer design pun, busuk-busuk grade yg aku dapat pun hari ni, at least aku datang interim crit. ^^; about 1/3 of the studio ditch interim crit hari ni sbb ramai yg tak siap design requirements yg En. Ismail bagi last Monday. hurm....... even Kame yg terkenal dengan time management paling bagus kat studio pun tak datang. hurmmmm.......... dapat F terus. *____* ehehe... yah.. so.. ok.. jangan putus asa ayezzz!! jangann!! (beri kata-kata semangat kat diri sendiri)

erm.. weekend ni studio trip pi SINGAPORE~~~~!!! Balik ari isnin, dok kat JB, ulang alik Singapore on Sunday. Really looking forward to go there. >v< Lama dah tak pi sana. walaupun slalu gak ikut parents pi sana yearly, tapi pi ngan member2 la palinggg besttttt~~~~~!!!!!!!! YAAAYYYHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Neraka interim crit dah habis (buat masa ni), mari mari masuk ke 'syurga' dunia Singapore. wakakaka!!

owhhh yeahh~~ School Rumble OST cheers me up today!!


_{ahh.. ngantuk.. tak tidor 2 hari... ~3~ huhu...}

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when i don't get what i want, i'll piss off and start making insults to people i love. ironic isn't it.. *sigh* Yesterday, Ariz sure is busy with his work and friends. Well,yeah he did spend time with me during the day and we did something special together (besides sending Gemilang II for service and had lunch together). I dunno why.. but I think I'm really too attached to him. Wanted to have dinner with him since no one's at home to cook and dining out seems a much better idea. (won't be lonely.. atleast) but yeah, he's busy and had plans to go and do his groupwork at his friends'. so okay, i went to mcD and ordered beef foldover for dinner. at the end of that, i still am dining alone.. _^__^;; ermm.. alone.. while wathcing School Rumble at my hostel. ahaha... sabishi desu....

wanted to call him but refrained myself. kept telling myself not to kacau him doing his work.. so i continue finishing my dinner, watched a few more episodes of School Rumble. Then Sara came back from Sg Wang. Yatta!! Tomodachi here at last!! chit-chatt... blablabla.. eat M&Ms together.. huhu.. at least there's sumone to talk + laugh about.

then around 12am or so.. Ariz called. and guess what..? he didn't went to his friends' house to do his work. then it struck me.... so..... i've been sacrificing myself for nothing la al this time. kalau tau awal-awal, dah ajak die teman orang makan gak. hurm.. no big deal i guess.. but still it pisses me off knowing that..... alamak.. gaduh lagi.. skit...

selalu tak puas hati...

but at the end, i apologised. my fault. yeah.. should've been more respectful and understanding but as always, my emotions get control of me earlier than my rationality. *o* arghh!!

aa.. anyway.... i love Full House's OST. XD Especially the song with the lyrics saying.. "I think I love you.. (sumthing in korean) Cause I miss you... (sumthing in korean again and again...) I;m falling for you (korean again) Now I need you.."
hehehee... dun understand korean as much as japanese.. yet! >v<;; keke..

ah.. nak tido.
gudnite.

kat umah. benci betul gne internet wifi kat hostel. cam haram. tunggu nak approve testi and check message from one person pun, aku sempat lagi melayan 3 episode of School Rumble. perghh perghhhh... kesabaran dah mencapai kemuncak. =__=;; Suppaa tensi beb! nasib baik mama dah bayar bil tepon so i can get online today!! yeahh! but not for long.. ptg ni nak balik uitm lik. Byk kerja... actually, byk kerja tertangguh sbnrnye. huh... di kala hari yg panas ini, sungguh malas ku mahu menggerakkan fizikal ku. ahh~~

hurmm.. tgk kitsune-sin dah byk update pics of FaZuu peeps. yeah! tp tgk die asyik rajin submi works, menyebabkan aku merasakan serba salah. ~,~ nak submit gak! i took sooooo long just to finish up with a few pics/artwork. and abg Hadi (ariz's bro) promo "kerja kusung" ntuk majalah bebudak dr kawan die. blum tny lebih lanjut but Ariz cam x kasik coz die kate aku nyer kerja priority pun x tersiap (masuk ngan kerja-kerja Comics Fiesta lagi) ada hati nak pi amik kerja sambilan. Yaaa... *~DusH~*
hehe...
so.. ok..
biarlah dlu mender kerja sampingan tu. (tapi nak duit......!!) aaaaaa...... sodeyhhhh!!!! T____T <-- ariz!! audi TT

adeh.. my comp macam dah dihinggapi ngan virus... ape ntah nama virus tu. [Parait.b] I think.. Looked up at Grisoft and Symantec virus encyclopedia tapi cam xdak jek. o__o;; apekah.. yg sodeyhnye, die makan program. i think coz my wifi nyer connector software ni la. Netgear wireless assistant.. waktu installation tu die ckp software tu tak pass WinXP logo verification. *shrugs* ada kemungkinanla ni penyebab. hrrmmm.. x kan la akhir semester ni nak kene format comp lagi kut. arghh!! last sem kne brontox. sem ni..? unidentified virus. XD hadei.. watpe la ramai sangat pendengki kat luar sane tu nak buat virus. buat la antidot... kasik comp gerak lg laju ke.. kasik internet connection x cacat ke. for the good of mankind.
haha..
tu la org skrg.. dengki je tau.

erm.... lapar....
mama x dak kat umah. T___T;; maleh la plak nak masak. pi makan luar la ari ni. wonder if arizsan is not busy. :3 *cucukz*

p/s: nak camera baru!!!!!

owh btw.. next week ikut class trip pi singapore! Yeah!! but.. cuti mid sem ditunda ke 4hb september. T________________________T alamak.. presentation history ktorang nampaknye x buat lepas mid-term la. and final crit for design is before mid term. arghh!! *kesedihan melanda*

adoi.. tensen..
huhu.. itu je la nak cakap ntuk hari ni. tensen. lalaalaaa...

ok. bye.















aaa.. sat nak cite gak!

tensen tensen tensen tensen.. baru register wifi mawar ari ni. cam siut jerk. lembap cam haram dah la x leh masuk msn ngan YM. ari tu test tini pnyer wifi connection kat laptop die. boleh thn laju gak. connection signal is either good or very good and speed die cam dah hapgred skek. instead of showing up as low as 11mbps like last semester, it's up to 54mbps now. i guess dorang dah boleh dapat 54mbps signalling just recently la kut sbb kalo last sem mmg haram la x dapat nak capai 54mbps. paling² tinggi pun 11mbps dan paling² busuk is.. 1mbps. cam celabai! haha..

urghh.... comp kene parait virus. ntah virus ape ntah. rasanye still x clean lagi ni. adoi.. banyak gak kecacatan yang terserlah. mozilla asyik error and constantly needs to be :debug:.. like.. apekah ini...? *dush dush* aaaa.. tensennnnnnnn!! igtkan dpt wifi bleyh ar berfoya² ngan tenet. hadoi.. sedeyhhhh......
skrg tgh gune "the notorious spyware magnet internet explorer" which is *bleargh*...

urhmm.. smlm pi buat spec mata baru. (spec mata. wakaka!) patut pi amik kat kedai ari ni tp disebabkan tersangatlah mengantuk sbb tdo dlm 1jam stengah je (biasa la malam design) pastu class sampai pkul 6.30 la plak. maka sejurus selepas kembali dr kelas, aku trus "berenang" atas katil. ahhh~~! tidow... (+__+;;) tapi sblm tdow tu smpat ajak Ariz-san teman pi amik spec, tp nampak gayanya die pun menghadapi krisis yg sama ngan aku... ngantuk sbb tdow lmbat/x tdow. uhuhuuuuuuuhhhhh!!!!!!

so.. kesimpulannya... lambat la amik spec tu. amik besok la kut.. eh.. ari ni. kelas en Makhtar yg dicadangkan nak ditukar pagi selasa tak jadik. so besok pagi aku seharian FREE~~~!! Huaahhaaahahahaha!!! tapi sian lak kat ariz. hurm... die ade kelas pagi. igt nak ajak die teman pi amik spec (tu pun kalo sudi la) tapi esok die kelas dari 8.30pg sampai pkul 4ptg. aku plak stat kelas 4ptg sampai 10 mlm. haha... *the irony* Adeh... nak pi amik bile pun x tau la. nampak gaya cam either esok aku pi sendiri or tunggu ariz ari jumaat. sementara nak nunggu jumaat tu, berabun la aku cam ayam. kekeke.. power dah naik.. byk gak.. adeih. ni la kut akibatnya asyik tenung skrin computer tak kira masa ni. @wO;; kanak-kanak, jangan mengamalkan tabiat yang amat tidak sehat ini yaa~

*pyuu*

erm.. eheh.. ari ni cam ada sikit gaduh² ngan tak puas hati serta perselisihan paham ngan ariz-san. adeih.. kelmarin gaduh.. semalam ade gak tak puas hati. ari ni lagi.. esok..? i dunno.. lately aku rasa aku ni mmg dah sgt melampau ar. hurm.. tgk salam ngan anis.. pun cam lebih kurang sama kes. pastu ari tu pun aB cite pasal angah ngan awek die. i kinda feel really bad about how i treat him. no respect..? yeah, at times. most of the time i'm more like taking him for granted and sort of "use" him for my own benefit. i guess i'm more of the manipulative control freak kinda person. yah.. i think i am. =___=;; i;m feeling worthless when things like this happen.

haihhhhhhhzzzzzzzz..........

and the guy is really taking things calmly. are most guys like that..? @wO?? Coz salam and anis, salam is kinda like that too... and guys tend not to take things too deep. i wish i had that kind of self control over stupid emotions. ~__~;;

aa.. ok la. nak tdow. dah nak pkul 3am. I'm keeping my promise not to sleep late. ok dear? x tdow lambat haa...

and.. eheehhehheheee... here's the first animation i did using JASC animation shop. simple cikai je. ade la dalam 6 frames je animation ni. lukis pakai potochop. kalao rajin nanti nak buat sumthing yg worth to look at. ni experimental jerk. =3