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when i don't get what i want, i'll piss off and start making insults to people i love. ironic isn't it.. *sigh* Yesterday, Ariz sure is busy with his work and friends. Well,yeah he did spend time with me during the day and we did something special together (besides sending Gemilang II for service and had lunch together). I dunno why.. but I think I'm really too attached to him. Wanted to have dinner with him since no one's at home to cook and dining out seems a much better idea. (won't be lonely.. atleast) but yeah, he's busy and had plans to go and do his groupwork at his friends'. so okay, i went to mcD and ordered beef foldover for dinner. at the end of that, i still am dining alone.. _^__^;; ermm.. alone.. while wathcing School Rumble at my hostel. ahaha... sabishi desu....

wanted to call him but refrained myself. kept telling myself not to kacau him doing his work.. so i continue finishing my dinner, watched a few more episodes of School Rumble. Then Sara came back from Sg Wang. Yatta!! Tomodachi here at last!! chit-chatt... blablabla.. eat M&Ms together.. huhu.. at least there's sumone to talk + laugh about.

then around 12am or so.. Ariz called. and guess what..? he didn't went to his friends' house to do his work. then it struck me.... so..... i've been sacrificing myself for nothing la al this time. kalau tau awal-awal, dah ajak die teman orang makan gak. hurm.. no big deal i guess.. but still it pisses me off knowing that..... alamak.. gaduh lagi.. skit...

selalu tak puas hati...

but at the end, i apologised. my fault. yeah.. should've been more respectful and understanding but as always, my emotions get control of me earlier than my rationality. *o* arghh!!

aa.. anyway.... i love Full House's OST. XD Especially the song with the lyrics saying.. "I think I love you.. (sumthing in korean) Cause I miss you... (sumthing in korean again and again...) I;m falling for you (korean again) Now I need you.."
hehehee... dun understand korean as much as japanese.. yet! >v<;; keke..

ah.. nak tido.
gudnite.