Lepas kuar ngan ariz ari Khamis tu, kitorang kuar lagi ari Sabtu sebab ader birthday celebration ngan bebudak team CREST07 plak. Eheheh.. Kesian Ariz, aku tarik dier ikut gak sebab tanak gerak sorang-sorang. Memula dier tanak ikut sebab dier dah tahap sengkek giler babi ar ari tuh... Die kater tinggal dua inggit jer dalam wallet. Sedihnyer... Dier tanak ikut.... aku.. keseorangan.... T__T Selalu sangat gi memana ngan Ariz, tetibe rasa tak seronok giler kuar sesngsorang. Haihz.. Had a really hard friday night... >.< nak dier ikut!!!! And setelah di"psycho" ntah macam-mana-ntah (ehehe..) akhirnyer Arizsan ikut. Erk.. tapi rasa bersalah giler... ajak orang takder duit... aku dah cakap nak support, tapi dia cam x nak terima.. sian plak tgk dier. ="=

Anyway, kitorang bertolak gi KLCC naik Bas Intakota. Yep, celebration birthday ngan CRESTers kat KLCC, Burger King, ^^ Naik Bas Intrakota, turun kat Central Market, pastu naik Putra. Nak saving duit sebanyak mungkin!! O_O;; Kalau naik KTM komuter, kene naik bas mini dua kali dari seksyen 9. Alang-alang baik naik Intakota trus... Tapi.. SIUT!!! Tambang dah naik!!! O_O;; Dulu RM2 jer nak gi KL, skarang RM2.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cilakak!! *sabar.. sabar*

Sesampainyer kat KLCC, terus rush gi Burger King! WoooohooO~~!!! Xanseviera, Lily, Sapphirez, Nut'z dah sampai dah!! Aderein pun ader!! Wahahah!! Aku sekor je datang paling last! *ehem* biase ar.. tetamu terhormat kan? =^.^= Wargh!! Lily-chan belikan KEK~~!! Angel's Cake. Wooohooo~~!! Siap ader mini "chibi ayez" printed dan dicucuk kat atas kek tu. Kawaiii~~!! Comel giler!! Aderein plak sempat kasik adiah mug. Wuhuhuhuuuu~~!! Arigatou~ Arigatou~!! ^^ Best gak ar lepak ngan diorang sume kat KLCC. Siap sempat diskusi bisnes lagi.. haha!! Fikir aper nak dijual ntuk CF'05. Yeah!!

*puff*
Yang kelakar nyer, si Xanseviera ingat Ariz tu adik aku.
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAH~~!!!

ariz, adikku sayang~

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Photo Thanx to Arizsan

Potong Kek!!! XD


Erk.. Tenaga tak cukup nak tiup sume lilin sekali hembus.


Cake~!! Thanx to Lily for the lovely cake and the chibi ayezzzzzaaa~~!! ^^

Gwehehehe...
Sorry for the late update. Malas nak reka-reka alasan, senang cakap aku malas nak update! Bwahahaha!! Malas means tak mau type... Tak mau type means jangan paksa.. Jangan paksa means kalau paksa gak carik nahas la gamaknyer! -^^-

On the 26th of May was my 19th birthday. Me and Arizsan went to Mid Valley to celebrate together, just the two of us~!! Mweeee~~!!! Gi tengok StarWars III seperti yang telah dijanjikan. Yeah!!!! Pagi tu bila sampai kat Mid Valley, lepas beli tiket wayang tu, kitorang gi makan dulu. Kat Dave's Deli~~!! ^^ YUMMMMM~~!! (okay, here starts Ayez's Food Blog.) Dah lama rasanyer tak menghirup gravy kat Dave's Deli. Gravy yang paling sedap, ofcoz arh gravy roast chicken tapi aku tak order roast chicken. Aku order Lasange~~~~!!! waahahahahahahahahha!!! Tetibe jer terasa nak jadik cam Garfield, suke makan Lasagne. Felt like munching on pasta, cheese and tomatoes~!! Mak aihhh~~ tengah type journal ni pun terasa nak gi makan Dave's Deli. Lasangne aku dibanjiri gravy pekat sepekat-pekatnyer~!! *slurrppP~~~!* Sedap woooo!! Nak citer pun susah... wuuu... basah dah keyboard aku ni. Pastu Arizsan plak order Quarter Roast Chicken. Aku cilok-cilok skek die punyer mash potato ngan gravy. -^o^- Memang sedap arh "breakfast" pepagi bute kat Dave's Deli tuh. Tapi.. tapi.. tapi.. apakan daya.... lepas makan tu, akibat terlalu gembira berborak dan bergelak ketawa dan kekembungan gravy dan air, maka aku termuntah kembali segala isi perutku... warghhH!!! muntah balik semua!!! ;__; Wuu...wuuu... RM12 untuk lasagne dan RM2.50 ntuk Ice Lemon Tea dilihat berenang-renang di dalam mangkuk tandas............ Tu tak masuk cukai kerajaan 5% lagi.
arghhh!!!! =_= Lapar balik.... Al-kisah makan pagi yang menyedihkan...

Lepas makan, kitorang naik GSC... Kitorang beli tiket, booking seat baik punya! ^^ Tak sabar nak tengok StarWars ni sebab Hazu (adikku sayang) nangis tengok citer ni. Setahu aku, si Hazu ni jenis manusia yang tak berperasaan dan kalau ade perasaan pun cume perasaan yang ade kat robot je lar. Pelik giler camner die leh nangis tengok citer tuh.. Musykil musykil... Ini menambah-nambahkan lagi semangat membara di hati nak gi tengok citer StarWars. Nyahahahah!! Guess what? Citer StarWars tu takder la sedih mana. Setitik air mata tak kuar pun.. jangan kata air mata, taik mata pun takder. Rasa-rasanyer si Hazu tu terlalu mendalami watak Anakin yang gile celaru kepala otak dia, secelaru ikan cencaru otak adikku Hazu. Overall, Yoda adalah watak yang paling digemari kerana kecomelannya dan keununikkan kata-katanya. "Hungry, I am.. eat, I must!! Yess... Twisted by the dark side, you are!!" ^w^ Watak General Grievous tu plak, wakakkakaka!! Aku paling sker sebab topeng dier stylo~~!! Woohoo!!! Kalau Anbu dalam Naruto pakai topeng camtu kan best! Segak lagi bergaya~~ (bayangkan Kakashi dengan topeng Anbu versi General Grievous) Hohohoho!!
*clings on my Kakashi*

Lepas habis tengok wayang, gi makan lagi...
Ye la.. makanan yang sepatutnya dihadamkan pagi tadi dah di"flush" dalam versi muntah dah.. pusing punye pusing tatau nak makan kat mana (sebab duit pun dah tinggal sikit dah sbb makan kat Dave's Deli tadi), akhirnya menapak lar ke KFC ajer. Aler.. makanan kat KFC biasa lar... ayam... burger.. ahahahah!! Memandang rendah kat KFC plak! Banyak songeh~ Makanan gak!! Wuhuhuhuhu.. terima kasih kepada KFC kerana mengenyangkan aku di hari lahirku ini. Nyahahaha!! *burp* Alhamdullillah~~~!!

Before balik tuh kitorang merayau-rayau kat kedai sports sat. Usyar baju and kasut... Pastu Arizsan usyar bola raga plak. Bola raga? Semestinye basketball!!! ^^ Die nak beli, tapi cam tak cukup duit... Syian... Dah lama die teringin nak beli bola raga tu sebenarnyer. Selama ni pun die main basketball kat depan umah dier gune bola adik die yang umur 4 tahun tu. Bola getah yang bebudak slalu main tu. Alaaa.. yang ader gambar-gamar comel-comel tu lar~~!! Kengkadang ader gambar mickey mouse, kengkadang tellytubbies. Tapi yang ariz main ni bola polka dot kaler pink!!! Bwahahahah!! comel jer tgk arizsan main ngan bola pink tu. ^^ Disebabkan aku tak nak jiran-jiran sebelah umah dier asyik tengok kecomelan dier main basketball ngan bola pink tu, maka aku tolong la support singgit due ntuk dier ntuk beli basketball yang tulen. Huhuhu~~!! Main elok-elok yer sayang~!! XD

Owh.. and thanx arizsan!! For the birthday gift!! ^^
die kasik Jam tangan.. lagi!! Same like last year punyer birthday gift.. Apsal dier kasik lagi jam tangan?? Sebab aku dah hilangkan jam yang dier kasik last year. @w@;; erk.. giler tak gune aku ni!! warghhh!!! bukannyer jam tangan murahan chowkit petaling street dier beli last year.. Dier beli adidas!!!!!!!!!! and I lost it..... idiot!!!
sorry arizsan........
akanku jaga jam yang baru ini denagn sebaik muungkin!!

er... kalau ilang lagi... nah, amik pisau ni.. kebenaran ntuk membunuh ayez!!
hehe...

thanx dearest Ariz!! ^^
Sernokkkk gilerrrrrr kuar ngan ariz!! ^^ Never had a wonderful birthday celebration like how I did this year!
and you know i love no one else much more than i love you...

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p/s: lepas tengok citer star wars tu, aku balik-balik tengok Hikaru dah jadik darth vader!! @___@;;

Bwahhahahaha!!
Rase-rasenyer pukul 8 pagi tadi mak aku kejut aku ajak go Carefour kut... o_o;; Aku tak ingat sangat. Mamai.. Tapi rasenyer betul ar die ajak, sebab aku semacam terasa mak aku mencengkam kaki ku sambil berkata "Owh, mama ajak kuar tanak pergi... Kalau kawan-kawan ajak, laju je bangun!!" Ahahaha!! That's my sarcastic dearest mummy~! ^_^

Tapi yang peliknyer, aku bangun-bangun pukul 2pm camtu, tgk adik-adik aku sume pakai lawa-lawa. Mak aku? Ntah.. dalam bilik kut. Aku tanya diorang nak ke mana.. OWHH!! Baru nak gi Carefour rupenyerrr!! Maka adakah aku bermimpi sebentar tadi? Sungguh real sekali mimpi itu yaaa.. sehinggakan masih lagi terasa sakit di kaki ku ini akibat cengkaman jurus ke lapan bondaku tercinta. @w@;; Oleh kerna mereka baru hendak bertolak ke Carefour, maka aku mengambil keputusan untuk mengikut sekali kerana kesangapan yang teramat sangat duduk kat umah nih. Elok-elok aku tgh nak makan, mak aku turun~ Die pun pakai lawa-lawa gak. Aku tanye die kejut aku ajak kuar ke pagi tadi. Die cakap "Ha'ah, tapi tiba-tiba terlambat pulak.. Mama malas nak keluar time-time orang ramai" Ahah.. iyolah... apo-apo sajalah mak. Janji mak bagi Ayez abis mamam dulu, baru kite kuar.

Sesampai die Carefour, mak aku berjalan menuju ke Subang Parade plak. Startegi baik beb, parking kat Carefour free sebab tu park kat sane. Pastu merayau melawat "jiran" sebelah plak~ (subang parade) haha!! NMak aku gi bayar deposit ntuk Family Photo.. Mak aih.. Gile bapak ar showspot kedai photo tuh. Bersepai-sepai binkai gambar ngan muke-muke kuarga yang harmonis-harmonis belaka. (yang tak harmonis tapi hamis pun ade gak) @w@ Kagum plak aku, sebab tak pernah tgk family photo diframe secomel tuh. Alamak! Nanti nak amik gambo ntuk family pic ni kene ar pakai formal-formal. O__O;; Erk... Teringat plak kat citer "mengambil gambar bersama keluarga" yang diceritakan oleh Arizsan. Kyahahaha!! Lepas tangkap gambo, gi makan kat Serai. XD XD XD Baju cun jer gi makan kat sane. yeahhh!!!

Erm.. Lepas mak aku bayar deposit tu, Cine penjaga kedai tu ayat baik punyer suruh mak aku ngan adik-adik aku amik gambo passport. Bisnes beb, bisnes!! Nak tanak, aku terpaksa amik gak sebab nak pakai ntuk registration UiTM bulan julai ni. O_O;; Adoi.. malasnyer nak ngamik gambo. Wargh!! Banyak cengkadak plak photographer tu.. Suruh betulkan spek mate ar, buka spek mate ar, betulkan kesengetan muke ar, betulkan baju ar.. agak-agak ader ar dalam 10 minit dier buat pembetulan kat aku. Hadoi~ =___=;; Leceh siyutt!! yang aku tak ske nyer, die suruh bukak spek. Bute terus!!!! ._.

Lalaalaa~~ lepas jer selesai sesi foto yang sengsara, kitorang gi Carefour beli groceries. Mataku terpandang kepada TOASTER!!! WAAAAAAAAAA~~~!! Toaster kat umah dah jadik rumah lipas dan rumah karat. Aku sker giler makan roti bakar!! Tgk harga toaster tu murah jer, so mak aku kasik aku beli!! YEAHHHH!!! Balik-balik umah jer aku buat roti bakar ngan cheese ntuk Hikaru! PERGHH!! Nikmat!!! Pastu Sara plak buat toaster PBnJ (peanut butter and jelly) Wooooooohooo~~ tgh menaip ni pun aku tgh makan toaster. Habis terus Gardenia 600 kitorang sental. yeahhhh~~!!!

p/s: o_o;; asyik citer pasal makanan jer dua tiga hari nih. Wahahaha!! blog aku dah jadik blog makanan!!

Tengah bosan?? Aper kate cuba testing jawab soalan quiz yang merepek ni untuk menghilangkan kebosanan anda~ GYAHAHAHAHH!!

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You are 80% Gemini

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

You Are a Snarky Blogger!

You've got a razor sharp wit that bloggers are secretly scared of. And that's why they read your posts as often as they can!

What kind of blogger are you?

Your Star Wars Name and Title

Your Star Wars Name: Ayela Haser Your Star Wars Title: Nogcho of Uzah

Your Star Wars Name and Title

(AYEZ:Ayela Haser???? Apsal ader cam bunyik nama pak arab? bwahahahaha~~~!! O___O;;;;;;;;;;;)

Star Wars Horoscope for Gemini

Like most Geminis, you are a playful little creature. You tend to be extremely curious, craving knowledge but sometimes having a short attention span. For the most part, you are charming and loveable. But at times, you can seem scattered and high-strung. Star wars character you are most like: Ewoks

What is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

(AYEZ:Erk.. Ewok. Memang padan lar ngan aku. PENDEK~~~!! Nyaaaa~~~~!!!)

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

What's Your Personality Type?

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~!!!
*yumyumyum*

Lepas waktu solat jumaat tadi, aku teman Ariz gi umah Jijah, baiki laptop DELL dier yang kene virus cinta Silver Angeluz. Hohoho!! Jijah berbaju kurung seyhhh di petang Jumaat yang indah lagi hening ini~ Die baru balik kelas. Ops! Luper plak orang tu dah start semester *special untuk budak-budak bijak pandai bijak bestari*. Ehem~! Orang macam aku ni plak jenis melepak buang mase jer menanti pembukaan semester 03 pada bulan Julai ni. Erk.. O_O;; Chuak pulak!! Nak naik semester 03.. Second year. Wargh!!!

Lepas jer settle pengurusan pembaikian "pangkuan atas" (laptop[?]), err.., komputer peribadi Jijah, Arizsan request Jijah antar kitorang gi Kompleks PKNS. Si Arizsan nak cucus duit kat BSN. Ohohoho!! Die dah leh cucus duit kat ATM dah sekarang~! Dulu kene bawak kuar duit pakai buku bank (coff coff), tapi sekarang tidak lagi~~!!! Terima kasih kepada kad pintar matrix BSN!! Don't leave home without it~! If you leave home with it, make sure tak kene rompak yer.... *sinis ganda tiga kepada Ariz*

Ntah camner waktu on the way nak ke bus stop, aku tetiber mengidam nak makan mee hoon goreng basah... Lepas-lepas tu keinginan keidaman keseleraan aku bertukar dengan drastik sekali, nak makan mee hoon tom yam plak~~!! WARGGHH!! Dah lama giler siut rasanyer tak makan mee hoon tom yam~~~!!! Wuuuuu~~!! SEDAPPPPPP sehingga menjilat sudu garfu mangkuk dan tempayan~!! Kitorang naik bas mini, turun kat Seksyen 9, umah Arizsan.. Aku nak kene amik Installer dari dier. Wuuu....... Melihatkan muke pokok duit-duit aku yang ketagihan mee hoon tom yam ni, maka Ariz yang baik hati serta pemurah dan amat memahami hati budi bicara aku meng"offer" gi makan kat restoran yang berdekatan. Eheh.. memula waktu die suruh order makan tu aku cam was was sebab malas nak buang duit dier. Balik umah karang boleh makan... Tapi Ariz menegaskan diri dengan setegas tegas yang boleh untuk memaksa aku makan gak. Erk!

Last-last waktu mintak order kat abang kedai tu, abang tu menunjukkan isyarat mee hoon tom yam tarak la deii~~!! *PUFF!!!!!!!* Waktu tu tensen puna der (nak makannnnn), gembira pun ader (sbb ariz tak yah bazir duit beli)... Wuhuhuhuhuuuu~~!!!

Balik-balik umah jer aku call Mama mintak dier belikan mee hoon tom yam. Erk.. Mak aku suruh gi beli sendiri. Wahahahaha!! Malasnyer nak kuar gi beli! Ajak Hazu, die pun malas.. Maka aku pun memalaskan diri dengan menelentangkan badan di katil yang empuk dan sejurus selepas itu terlena dibuai mimpi ngeri tak dapat makan mee hoon. Wuuuuuu... sedih..... T____T Nak makan mee hoon tom yam!!

Ntah pukul berapa lepas tu, mak aku masuk bilik dengan aura cahaya yang terang benderang yang turut dilitupi dengan backdrop bintang bersinaran, sambil dia berkata "Shaza nak makan mee hoon tom yam? Mama suruh Haidar gi belikan. Nak?"
YEARRGGGHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!! Aku seperti dihidupkan semula dengan menggunakan Blue Gemstone setandan!!! Trus aku bangun, gi mandi, dan menunggu kedatangan mee hoon tom yam~~!!

Dan akhir kata, mee hoon tom yam telah selamat dikhatamkan oleh Ayezzzaaa si pelahap~!! Wooooohooo~~!! *Burp* AlhamdulillahhHHH~~~! Kenyang Perut, suke hati!!

~the end~

FINALLY,
after trying to access the UiTM server since 9pm, now I managed to get myself through the busy server at 1:15am!! @w@;; GILER MENCANAK aku tunggu sampai sempat gi minum teh tarik ngan gi berak lagi. Wahahahahah!!

Yeah.. result dah kuar!
^_^;;
Kalah teruk ngan Ariz lagi. Ahahhaha!! Kimia dapat B+ siut!!! Kene marah ngan mak aku. Selaku lecturer kimia, mestilah die malu pabila mengetahui result kimia anak sulungnya tidak berjaya mendapat gred tertinggi. Ah~ Malu~~ *__*;; Erk.. Aku terlalu pandang rendah subjek tu agaknyer. Kelas-kelas Kimia yang last-last aku tak datang sebab malas dan nak siapkan design. Ahahahah!! padan muke~~!! Tp yang pasti aku dapat A+ ntuk subjek Structure~~~~!!! YEAHHHHH~~~!!!!! KYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!! Encik Kamran~~ Thank you Encik Kamran~~~
Meh saya belanja Encik Kamran Soya Bean tarik nak????
Hohohoho!!
mati aku kene carik ngan die satgi... O_O;;

overall, result ok la... Skek je lagi nak dpt anugerah dekan. =_=; SIKIIITTTT lagi~~~~ +_+; Haiyaa..... Kalau subjek design aku naik satu gred, insyaAllah 3.5 dalam tangan. Eheh.. Padan muke. ="=

Bleargh~

Hurmm....
Bosan... <-- (perkataan aku paling suke)

Google celaka... Kejap2 boleh access, kejap2 tak kasik access. Nasib baik malam ni dier baik hati plak kasik aku access setelah merasakan aura panas membara jurus kelapan belas pencak nujum palang tujuh. Humph!! Maka berjayalah aku merepek menaip post aku pada malam ini. Kyahahahahaha!!

Erm..

Bosannyer.....
Bangun pagi, mandi... Rasa nak tidor balik.. ~_~;; Supposedly Tikiniki wanted to come by my house to do the Design coursebook task today. She either want to come my house, or ask me to come by UiTM this morning. Goddammit malas giler nak buat, so aku x reply msg yg dier smalam... *_* Kejam?? Ahahaha!! Memang aku kejam!! Time-time aku taknak buat, jangan pepandai nak paksa. =_= No means no!! (unless ader budi bicara dan pandai mengpsycho otak aku yg keras nih)

MALASNYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >"<
Look, if the head Lecturer was a bit active and forceful and had given rules and regulation on what exactly we have to do and what we don't have to do, I don't think this would happen to me. I don't know what EXACTLY the lecturer wants.... She said she wanted a theme for the coursebook, but WHAT is it that she wants?? O_O Sekali buat ikut suka hati kepala kitorang karang, die tak nak pulak~ Tak pasal-pasal kene reject buat balik semua. =_=; I don't like doing this without proper clear guidelines.... If she really want us to do it, why haven't she contacted us for the past three weeks now??? Nampak sangat macam die tak perlukan sangat tenaga bebudak semester 02 ni... ~__~;; I don't like being used... If she really needs me, she should be calling us!! It's HER coursebook anyway... She's the one who's incharge!! @w@;; WHY??????

Erm..
disebabkan kebosanan seharian ni, maka aku menambahkan kebosanan aku dengan membaca buku KPP pemberian Metro Driving School dan aku membaca sampai tertidor~~ Yeahhh!! Inilah ciri-ciri pelajar cemerlang!! gwahahahahha!!

Bosannyer...
="=

ingat nak kuar gi tgk Star Wars...
*pandang sinis kat arizsantan*

Haiyaaa.... ~_______~;;

NAK KELUAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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T___T

I can't access google.com and some search engines. It has been going on for a few days but I can still fix the problem by altering cookies and some thingy that norton anti-virus is suppose to do. *sigh* But just now I can't access google FOR GOOD!!!! @w@;; WTF???!!!!!! When I entered the google URL, the google page doesn't appear but an error page appeared. You know, the page where it ask you to detect your network settings and blah~~! And guess what? Just now the page suddenly appeared into an unknown shitty search site called SOGO!!! @w@;;; WTF??? WHUTDAFUCK is SOGO??????? a shopping complex??? >"<

Ok.. so it's actually pronounced as "So Go..." But it's written as SOGO and I was like WTF????!!!!!

(p/s: there's a mall here in KL called Sogo so it's just goddamn weird and funnily annoying to see that page) >"<

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This is copied and pasted in blogger from my DeviantArt journal. @w@; At that time I can't access blogger, so I spill out my frustration there and asked for help from a few of my friends there. Anyway, it turned out that Google had a DNS breakdown or something on the 7th May, and some people might not be able to get google on their page. But that's MAY 7TH for god sake's!!! Why is it still happening to ME????

Anyway, check these out...
http://www.gigaom.com/2005/05/07/google-hacked/
http://amcptwo.blogspot.com/2005/05/was-google-down.html
***http://www.neowin.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t317778.html

I called Ariz to come over to check on the problem, it seems that during the morning I can access Google and Blogger... But when night time falls, whutdafuckingshit I cannot!!!! WHY?????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeahh~~!! Today's Hikaru's 6th Birthday~~!! (actually his name is Hikal, but I prefer callin him Hikaru) Who's Hikaru? My youngest sibling, my youngest brother, my little devil. ^^; He's been talking all month long about his birthday and kept on reminding my parents about his upcoming birthday. Everytime we had a stop to Toys'R'Us, he'd say politely to my parents "Hikal datang sini nak tengok jer.. Hikal taknak beli ape-ape. Tengok jer. Ok Mama? Ok Ayah?" ^^; He kept on saying this as a hint to which present my parents are supposed to buy him for his birthday. Haha!! Funny little kid. And for a while he's been behaving well. He used to call me "kak jaja anak dara pemalas" >,<* But lately it has been changed to "Kak jaja comel". Ahahahah!! Ayat pancing bebb~~ Budget aku ader duit nak kasik dier adiah ar! ^^;;

Anyway, that night Sara had her tuition class and she'd return after 9.30pm. Hikaru was damn frustrated about Sara's late coming since my mom said if Kak Sara isn't home, the birthday party won't start. We must wait for all the family members to be here, then only we could start Hikaru's birthday. Funny looking Hikaru's face all tensed up and he kept on mumbling nonsense about Sara. "aper la Kak Sara ni balik lambat.. Hikal nak bukak present pun tak boleh.. Kak Sara jahat.. Kak Sara busuk.." dan ntah aper-aper lagi ntah die membebel. Around 10pm or so, Hikal's gloomy face turned happy again when his Ice Cream Cake appears with 6 lighted candles on it. WaaAaAaAAaAaAA~~!! Ice cream cake from Baskin Robins!!!!!!!! *wooooot* The last time we had ice cream cake was last month, during Tok Mi's (my nenek) birthday, and now we have ANOTHER ice cream cake. YAY!! Only this time is a bit smaller than Tok Mi's. ahhhh!! Janji ice cream cake!! ^^

Lepas tiup lilin, nyanyi-nyanyi lagu birthday and makan-makan cake, Hikaru quickly speed off to open his present. He didn't even finished his cake.... ~__~;; aiyaa!! Guess what Hikaru got for this year's birthday?? A LIGHTSABER~~~~!! ANAKIN SKYWALKER a.k.a DARTHVADER LIGHTSABER~~!!! Plus, my mom bought DarthVader's mask for him too. OMG, was he thrilled to have that!! ^^ He keept on swinging and hitting people with his lightsaber. If you hit anything with that lightsaber, it'll make a sound... Quite similar to the sound a lightsaber used to make when they hit something. Cool~!

Gweheheheheh!!!!!
Bangun lambat lagi ari ni.. Tapi comfirm tak selambat si Muaz Jimbit. Aku bangun pkul 1:30, mak aku kejut, ajak pergi Metro Driving kat Section 02 ntuk settlekan payment. Aku nak ambik lesen~~!! Lesen keter ngan motor~~!! Baru nak ambik~~~!! yeahhh!! Esok pukul 8:30am orang Metro datang amik kat umah aku antar gi Kampung Subang, attend ceramah 5 jam!! Maknanye, esok kene bangun awal.. takleh tidor lambat.. @w@;;;;

Apsal baru sekarang aku nak ambik lesen? Eheheh..
Sebab kaki tak sampai. Skarang dah tinggi skek~
Ye la tuh..


Ermmm...
Spatutnyer pagi ni aku gi umah Fareeda, jumpe die ngan Pijotan. Tp sbb baru masuk tidor pukul 7pg tuh, rasa cam beraaatttt jer nak pergi. Pastu pikir-pikir lagi, fulus pun kurang. @w@;; Nanti nak gi tengok Star Wars III plak nanti.. waaaargghh!! So terpaksa la tak pergi.. *-*

lagi satu hal yang amat leceh lagi..=_='' Semalam TikiNiki antar msg ajak gi jumpe Pn Mimi, nak bincang pasal Design Coursebook tuh. ARGHHHHHH!!!!! MALASNYERR!!!! >"< Dahlah design tak buat aper lagi.. Last time dier tgk design, air muke dier cam tak puas hati. Ahahah!! Die kata semak sangat design tuh.. @w@;; Hadeih... malasnyer.. ="=

MALAS!!!!

Aku bangun lambat giler lagi ar ni.. Pkul 4 petang. Sperti biasa, aku sbenarnye dah sedar sebelum tu. Punyer la nyaman jer rasa waktu aku mula-mula tersedar tu,sbb time tu tengah hujan. Aku ingat awal pagi lagi, dalam pukul 9 camtu. Sekali tengok jam, dah pkul 1:30pm rupenyer!! Kyahahah~~!! Terus aku call Arizsantan, sebab selalunya die yang kejut. Pagi aku (ehem, pagi la sangat) selalunya dimulakan dengan mendengar suara Ariz. So aku call, nak tengok die ni dah bangun ker belum. Erk! Rupanyer die dah bangun pukul 11:30am tadi... T__T Tak kejut...
~__~;; Walaupun die bukannye alarm clock aku, tapi rasa cam tak best kalau die tak kejutkan. Lepas call dier, aku tetiba terasa tak puas..Oleh kerana kudrat nak bangun memang dah terpadam, maka aku pun menyambung kembali ketiduran aku sampai lar ke petang~~!! Dan akhirnya bangun pukul 4.30ptg sebab adik-adik aku masuk bilik, bukak tv, buat bising.. Dah takleh nak tidor... ^^; Kalau ikutkan perasaan, memang tanak bangun dah...

Alamak, aku dah jadik Muaz kedua ar plak, bangun lambat-lambat nih. @w@;;

Bangun-bangun pagi.. erk.. lapar..
Aku tanya adik-adik aku, diorang ke mana tadi. O_O;; Rupe-rupenyer diorang bertindak siut giler dengan meninggalkan aku kat umah ni sengsorang, dan seterusnya gi makan sedap-sedap kat Fridays' Subang Parade. AccKkK!! >"< Kalaulah aku bangun awal tadi. gwehehe...

Ah~
Lepas mandi jer, aku trus gi dapur! Masak!!! NASIK GORENG!! Wahahahahah!! Aku buat kerja sekali seumur hidup ni. Bukan senang nak tengok aku masak~! *coff coff* Sian la saper yg kawin ngan aku nanti. Tunggu setahun skali baru dpt makan masakan aku. ^^; Aku tetibe terasa nak masak sendiri sebab malam sebelum tu waktu tengah chatting, si SilverAngeluz mention pasal nasik goreng yang die masak... Erk.. lapar~~!! Pastu si Shezael pun mention benda yang sama gak!! Waaarghh!! Rajin giler diorang masak memalam bute tu. Aku lapar, tp takut nak gi dapur memalam sebab gelap.. @w@;; Lagipun time tu pukul 3 pagi... Anjing melalak kat belakang umah. @_@;; cuak cuak~~!! Disebabkan tak dapat nak masak malam tu, maka aku masak sejurus selepas aku bangun pagi. Dan masakkan ku ternyata sedapt ~~!! Bwahahah!! Sebab aku goreng agak banyak, pastu habis~~ Habis dikerjakan aku dan dua orang adikku~~!! Pehhh~~!!

Sedap beb!!

Nice melancholic song from Izzatul's blog. @w@;; Very catchy song...For my mood now.
I don't know why, but suddenly I'm feeling so depressed and feel like crying. Again.. ="=

Why... !!!

p/s: dis song is dedicated to my dearest...

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Artist: 1st Ladi
Song: Never be replaced


Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling I could get this
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think that I could live my life like this everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Thet everyday that I spend with you
I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

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as long as you want me to... ^^;
yes...

Kyahahah!!
Saje nak ngisi post. Hari ni aku bangun SANGAT "awal"~~~!! Yeah~!! Pastu kene marah ngan Arizsantan. =) He called me around 9am today. Saje je kacau orang nak tido... ^^; Sembang-sembang jap ngan dier, pastu dier suruh bangun gi mandi tapi aku malas. Rasa nak tidor lagi. So aku pun tarik selimut, dan kembali ke alam mimpi. Pastu bangun-bangun dah pukul 3:15 petang!!! @w@;; YEAHH~~~!! Balas dendam sebab waktu kursus autoCAD tu kene bangun awal. Satgi bangun-bangun jer, tgk miscall kat phone ader 2. @w@;; Ariz call gune phone umah, aku tak angkat!!! Waaahh~~ Kepengsanan tahap cipan! Aku miscall dier balik, pastu nak gi mandi. Elok-elok baru angkat itu tuala ar, Hariz call balik. Kene marah beb~~!!
(Ariz: Ko nak mati ke AyezZZzZzzzZZZZ????) <--ayat faveret die dah skrg nih

erk..
Apo aku merepek nih? @w@


="=
Aku on MSN malam tu, transfer file kat Arizsantan. Satgi... lepas dah merepek-repek, die kata dier nak config cookie setting sbb dier takleh nak post tag kat shoutbox. @w@;; Hadoi.. Yg tak puas hatinyer, dier bley tertidor depan computer!!! Dah la MSN on lagi, set status to BUSY. Tp biler aku send message kat dier x der respon. Call dier, rupe-rupenyer TIDO!!!!!!!

>_<

*sabar.. sabar...*

tarik nafas dalam-dalam.... ~____~''
budak nih...

Just took up some Quizilla to at least mirror me of who I am.
^^;; Frankly.. I'm just bored!

WHICH DYSFUNCTIONAL CARE BEAR ARE YOU?



WHAT TYPE OF LOVER ARE YOU?
You are Dangerous,
Your relationships are more like experiments than meant to be. You rarely use the word love, and prefer the opposite sex for their more classic charms. Your style is certainly dangerous and seductive.
(ayez: erk... dangerous?? @w@;; Am I dangerous, Arizsan?)



ANIME~WHAT KIND OF LOVER ARE YOU?
You are THE PERFECT LOVER! You always call him,
help him and do anything possible to make him
happy. He loves you so much, words couldnt even
describe! You should be proud of yourself! He
thinks of you all the time and you mean the
world to him and he means the world to you. GO
YOU!
(ayez: Erk.. yang ni cakap lain pulak! @w@;; *OMG* Gambo buruk nak mampos!)



What kind of lover are you? (with pics for girls)
Passionate: You love who your with dearly and don't
know what you would do without them. You may
take it a little slow at times, but when you
finally let yourself go, it will be a night to
remember. Go get em tiger ;)
(ayez: I thought I was dangerous... *_*)


What kind of lover are you? (for girls)
Playful. You love to have fun in your relationships
and people love you for it. You're a real
friendly person, some may say bubbly, but
you're really outgoing and fun. May all your
relationships be great!
(ayez: XD Play~~ Play~~)



Maki
What would your Japanese name be? (female)
(ayez: Maki-san? @w@;; Tetibe teringat kat si Maki, dalam Slam Dunk. Gwahaha!!)

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dah la tu.. malas nak buat byk-byk. @w@;;
Wanted to try out what type of a lover I am... Kebanyakkan bagi jawapan lain-lain. =_= Adoi~

So they say,
"Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus"
"men are rational thinkers, women tends to act emotionally"

="=
The differences between the gender tends to make relationship worst if both partners doesn't know what the each other is thinking. It's not easy to understand a person, and it's even harder to try and living with another person whose interest and way of thinking is exactly the oppostie of you.

By the way, here's an interesting buletin post I found out on Friendster. o_o; Somehow this part where the guy say all those words of love, and yet due to insecurity, the girl refuses to trust his words.

="=
Always happens to me...

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BOY: I saw her today
GIRL: I saw him today

BOY: It seems like its been forever
GIRL: I wonder if he still cares

BOY: She looks better than before
GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him

BOY: I asked her how things were going
GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend

BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with
GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now

BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to
cry
GIRL: He couldnt even look at me

BOY: I told her I miss her
GIRL: He doesnt mean it

BOY: I meant it
GIRL: He didnt mean it

BOY: I love her
GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend

BOY: I held her for the last time
GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug

BOY: Then I went home and cried
GIRL: Then I went home and cried

BOY: I lost her
GIRL: I still love him


>>> If you are in love with someone/still are in
love
with someone, pass this on<<<


at this very minute~~

someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you.
someone misses you
someone wants to hold your hand.
someone wants you to be happy.
someone wants to hug you.
someone will do anything for you.
someone needs to know your love is
unconditional.
someone wants to tell you how much they
care.
someone wants to stay up watching movies
w/
you.
someone wants to hold you in their arms.
someone wants to see you.
someone wants to be your lover.
someone loves you for who you are.
someone loves the way you make them feel.
someone wants to be with you.
someone wants you to know they are there for
you.
someone is glad that you're their friend.
someone is wishing you would notice them.
someone wants to get to know you better.
someone loves you.

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I am having serious hard time trying to change my attitude... ="=

*Mood depressed
*Music The Brilliant Green - I'm Sorry Baby (album mix)

_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-

It's the last day of AutoCAD course, I got the valuable certificate from SIRIM, I don't have to wake up so damn early (at least for a while), I gained knowledge on conducting AutoCAD software, and I manage to save up some money from the pocket money mom gave me through out the seminar... At the end of the day, I cried... =_= And it *surely* isn't the tears of satisfaction.

*sigh*
I have made a terrible mistake, AGAIN... I have spoken harsh words with my sarcastic uncontrollable evillll mouth, AGAIN... I have hurt the feelings of my dearests, AGAIN... And AGAIN, I feel miserable. p(>,<")q Why am I being so goddamn ignorant and inconsiderate towards the people around me?? Why am I such a selfish, sarcastic and blunt person who only think about themselves and neglecting other peoples' feeling? Why can't i learn from my mistake and never EVER let the past repeat itself again??? Why does it hurt so much eversince I know "you"??









Here..
I am..


BROKEN...



again..






Here's the whole story... If you care to spend some time and read what exactly I wanted to say in text since I have problems expressing myself vocally due to the reason of verbal communication dysfunctionality.

It all started out when I bluntly let out my harsh sarcastic words to you, which make you feel as if I'm looking down on you... As if I'm downgrading you... As if I'm thinking I am sooo much better than you... And to make things worst, it involves a third party. Someone from a higher rank than the both of us. And you feel as if he's looking down on you too when I had spoken those harsh words. It tighthens the whole situation!!
And at the end of the day, you were pissed at me...
And being the typical me, I didn't realize there were something wrong! @w@
Untill you started to walk away from me...
Untill you're not being your loud and crappy self...
Untill you spill out your frustration directly at me.

O_O;

When you told me that I have messed up your mood, when you told me that I have made you feel downgraded, I was just feeling plain sorry... BUT when you told me that I have directly made *ANOTHER* person downgrading you, I felt so useless, I felt soooo misserable, I felt like I am only a pain in the ass for you. *__* I never knew I could go this far. I never knew I could be THE ONE causing you to feel downgraded... I know how you feel about being looked down. You have told me counltess times about your position in your family and the way they think of you (especially your siblings). You have told me about your friends too... The way you feel they are not treating you as a friend but more like a person to spend good times with. I'm soooo sorry!!! +,+ You used to tell me that I make you happy, I make your life meaningful, and that I am your life... And now, I am doing THIS to you.
I'm no different than the people around you...
I'm not treating you as how I should...
You have given SO MUCH to me, and this is what I give backKkK??
How NICE of me to do such a thing to you.. *_*


I should just shut up and stop talking. 'Cause whenever I open my mouth, it only brings you pain and disgust. >"<
I talk without thinking...

I'm so sorry...
I'm so sorry I had to breakdown and cry in front of you like that.. I;m sorry I couldn't be a better person... I'm sorry I hurt you, over and over again.. I'm so sorry for being *me*. Y___Y



















I am broken...
At the end it is always you who ended up mending me back to normal.




Thank you.

Hariz is being VERY fast at picking up stuff in AutoCAD class.
I.. feel.. intrigued!!! Gahh~~!! *slash slash* XD Although I'm feeling a need for competition between me and him, but I think somehow it's taking over me. ="= I've worsen the situation by being such an egoist. Tak suke tgk orang lagi lebih dari kiter.. Bleargh~ *u* Anywayz...One of the participant in the course arrived a bit late than schedule. @w@;; I don't know why. Maybe he woke up late. He doesn't seem to talk much or get along well with the rest of us (except for Amirsan). =_+

Tetiba je makanan yg orang katering sediakan kat kitorang hari ni cambest jer. @w@;; Tgk si Amir makan dgn pelahap skali. Pergh~! Aku ngan Ariz plak melantak bihun goreng untuk "bekalan" waktu tengah hari. Lunch tak makan, saving beb~~!! Gwehehehe!! Minum ptg plak, CUCUR UDANG~~~!!!! *glompz* Dah lama tak makan cucur udang. ^^ Suddenly it reminds me of mom's cucur udang. Sodap beb cucur udang mak aku~!! Sbb udang gemok-gemok pastu banyak~~~!! Sesape nak rasa, meh lar datang umah. Pekene skali teh tarik terapung! Yeah!!!

Skrg rasa cam bosan ar plak gi kursus AutoCAD nih. ="= Si Encik Pengajar tu buat sesi pembelajaran cam sangat bosan sebab die asyik ulang-ulang balik benda yang sama. @w@;; Plus, I'm the type of kid who like to learn everything by experience whenever I have gotten the basic steps/config of the software. Ariz pun sama camtu gak rupanyer. Sama-sama dah bosan.. ~_~;; Yang tak tahan nyer, tutorial die pun byk error gak. Kelakar tgk die tak puas ati ngan computer tuh. ^^;; Adeiii...

I managed saved the AutoCAD drawing file in AkaiNeko and planning to finish the drawing at home. Sadly.. wuuuu... si Hazu tak install lagi AutoCAD kat PC ni lagi upanyer. Adeh! Nak install terasa malas plak. Balik-balik dari SIRIM tadi ingatkan nak install SIMS2, nak main, tp nampaknyer kudrat nak menginstall program sangat minimum pada hari ini. Huhuhu..

Sampai-sampai umah jer, on PC, bukak IE, dan cambiasa reply msg kat Deviantart. Kengdian terasa nak update BLOG plak, so update ar post ntuk semalam... @w@;; Ketinggalan~ Semalam x leh post sbb google cilanat! (p.s: blogger is under google, ok des??) Wuuuu... Dah la luper amender yg berlaku semalam. Aiseyhmen.. short term memory lar beb!! *dush dush* Anyway, dah letak SHOUTBOX~~~~~~~~~~~!! Woohoo~~ Feel free to merepek tahap kerepek ikan kat situ yer. Hehehe.. Muaz, shoutbox aku lagi best ar dari tagboard putih ko. Mwahahahahaahaha!! *evil laugh*

Tapi yang sedihnyer, CSS code yang aku try letak mule-mule ntuk tagboard punyer data input dan button submition tak menjadik. ="= Arizsan takleh nak post. Yang aku nampak leh post, aku ngan Muazsandwich jer. Bosan giler ar kalo Arizsan x leh post!!! So aku alter lik coding sampai browser Arizsan leh terima. *_* Gile penat! Beger CSS ngan HTML coding + upload gif animation baru kat Photobucket dari pukul 8 sampai pukul 12. Pastu baru gi mandi dan makan malam~~!! Woohoo~~ Giler ar mandi pukul 12. Silap-silap leh kene peparu beringus.

Ermmmm....
Somethings doesn't feel right today. ~_~
Had another of those "conferences" with Ariz on the phone just now. Well... Ader lar bende tak puas ati. Diskusi diskusi, bincang bincang, kire lepaskan perasaan tak puas hati memasing gak ar. Nasib baik tak gaduh. Just sesi meluahkan perasaan sesama sendiri. Mak aih, sampai pukul 3 sembang beb!! @w@; >_< alt="MoooOOOooOOoOoo~~~!!! TidoooooOOoOOoO~~~" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v332/lazydragon/smiley/lembu-tido.gif">

P/s: Today is the final day of AutoCAD course~ YEAHH!! And I just noticed.. It's Friday the 13th!!!!!! Hahahahhahah!!! @w@;; Suke~!!

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Winamp UTADA HIKARU - Amai Wana (Paint It Black)

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erk..
Sekali lagi si Arizsantan menjadi kesukaan Mr Pala, AutoCAD tutor~~!!
Jambu seyh Ariz nih!! =p

Aku tak ingat sgt aper yg jadi waktu kelas AutoCAD, sbb kelas tu semalam, dan aku tulis BLOG ni ari nih... wanted to write it yesterday but my farking browser was playing a farking cookie detect error. I can't access Blogger!! And I can't even access Google and Yahoo too!! ="= BAKA!!! >.< *geram* *geram*

GahhHhHhHhH!!!

Tapi yang pasti, aku ingat si Muaz menyeksa aku ngan Arizsan menawaf seksyen 2 dan seksyen 3. Ade ker patut die antor SMS kat aku bagitau suruh datang gerai, padahal aku ngan Ariz dah sampai depan umah dier!! @w@;; Dah lar Malaysia ni sangatlaaa "sejuk". Memamng "nyaman" habis ar jalan kaki dari Sirim gi umah dier~!! Pastu waktu kitorang sampai kat gerai, die sedap melantak nasik goreng telur mata lebam sambil tersengih-sengih kambing dan ajak-ajak ayam makan nasik skali. Muazsan BAKA!!! >"<
Good thing he did bring along the HD he was supposed to give Ariz... ^^; Kalau tak, pergh~~!! Memang nak kene gigit!!

Jumpe si Jawa kat gerai, minum air ngan Muazsandwich. Jawe... Jawe... DAH GEMOK!!! wahahahahaha!!! Ni la die pelajar mechanical engineering UiTM yang berjaya membesarkan muka dan perut!! Agak-agak boleh tak celen si Muazsandwich ngan Pejalsan. =D Hohohoh!! *sinister grin*

Ape jadi arrr waktu AutoCAD.
Luper... @w@;; Si Arizsantan ni plak tak tyulis gak pasal 2nd Day AutoCAD lesson. ="= Die pun luper la tuh.

*w*

Wakakakakak!!!

Gile tak tahan belajar AutoCAD kat SIRIM ari nih. Lolz~~!! ^^ I wasn't expecting Amir to be there. Huhu.. Ajak die join gak, tp tak sangka die bebetul join!! @w@;; And a bit surprising, only FIVE people attended the 4 day AutoCAD (Basic) course at SIRIM today. Haha!! It'd be nice if it was *only* me and Ariz attending the course. Then we'd go much faster and we'll be competitng neck to neck! Haha!!

Anyways, Ariz seems to be a faster learner than I expected. *erk* Terasa tergugat coz he got praised by Mr Palalalalala (the tutor) Hehe.. since he didn't really prounounce my name well, I'll call him as Mr Lala.. Yeah~~ baru la kiut!! Hohohoh!! Mr Lala ni ajar cam klaka gak. Tak tahan!! He even gave a 10 minute tutorial on how to SAVE file. o_o;; *OMG* wasted 10 minutes of precious time meh~~

Wuuuu...
Ariz lagi hebat!!
He got praised~~ XD

Neway, cannot kalah to him!!
YARGHHH!!!

Tomolo must ganbatte!!
Woohoo~~

p/s: erk.. muaz, tagbaord tu nanti wa letak ar. ekekeeke... maleh~ sementara tu, post lar comment kat "0 comment" link tu yer~~ =D

@w@;;

okay, i started my post at Blogger again. XD Yeah~~ Before this I only post up my nonsense at my Deviantart Journal. After looking at Muaz's and Amyn's blog, I was very intrigued by their constant effort in posting up journals eventho most of it are.. crap! >"< haiyarkkk!!

So aku x leh kalah!! wakakak!! Tgk la lay out baru aku~~ Featuring SORA from Kingdom Hearts~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!! Woooo~~~!!! Anyways, afterwards, i manage to ask Arizsan to join toooo~~~!!! yeah!! Ariz!!! *love*

From now own,, my Blogger will be the place for me to post up nonsense!! XD While my Deviantart Journal, will be, something a bit meaningful. ^^ Yeashhhh~~!!

Owh, by the way, today's AutoCAD seminar was postponed to tomorrow... TT___TT earlier, my mom was nagging to me about the way I dress. She said I should dress up tidy and proper to attend seminar. @w@;; I was wearing my fave Nike T-Shirt and my baggish jeans. She quickly forced me to dress up into sumthing descent. At least a collared shirt. Haiyaaa... So I wear a white collared t-shirt over a long white t-shirt. Kinda like the mini-mini typical japanese style. XD If Only I had worn skirts andd a nine inch platform. Kyahahah!!!
yeah.. right... ="=

Before I was going to bed, Muaz and Pejal invited me to join in their conversation on MSN. And I ended up doing these crappy sketchy for them. XD

Ni Muaz... @w@;;; I think this pic is waaaayyy cuter than the real muaz! XD


Ni plak gambo si Pejal.. wakakak!! Pakai snowcap ala-ala anak tudung~!!

Ok, I'm off to bed. If Arizsan finds out I'm sleeping late he'll surely KILL me. @w@;;;;;;; Gd Nite!! Can't wait to see how the AutoCAD seminar is like. ^^;

Mom make yummy Teh Tarik today, as a treat for Mothers' Day. I help provide a Mothers' Day cake, while she makes her *supppaaaaaaaa* yummeeeyyyhhhh Teh Tarik Terapung. LUV!!!

I had quite a haphazard day yesterday. Me and my mom kinda have this cold fight about my attitude. ="= She invited me to go to my Aunt's house yesterday for a mini family gathering. She asked me that morning if I wanted to come, and seeing me looking so flustered and tired, she said it's ok if I don't want to follow. I said ok, I'll just stay home then. Suddenly, right after that, my friend Rozi called me asking if she had left her wallet at my house and wanted me to go and check it for her. *Urgent* So half wanting to do so, I woke up and get out of my bed feeling damn pissed off. (it's still early... 9 am!!I despise ppl who disturb my sleeping time) I went looking for Rozi's wallet around the house and inside mom's car wondering if she had dropped it inside. *w* Didn't find it... So I went to ask mom if she happens to come across it. Mom confidently told me that she saw Rozi with her wallet when we drop by her house yesterday evening, so she's sure Rozi had lost her wallet inside her house....Owh well... beats me..

Afterwards, I went upstairs and called Rozi telling her what mom just said....with a half awoke voice. ="= I'm still pissed... And then, I called Hariz to lighten up my mood. He's still asleep.. So I "kacau" him. Love to hear his morning voice. hehe... Owh, by the way, that day (7th May) was our..err..16th month anniversary. After a few chit chat and all, we ended up deciding to go out and buy sumthing for mothers' day. @w@;; So i quickly went to bathe and preparing myself to go to his house.Somehow..... Things' weren't going so well. Mom finds it weird for me to take a bathe early in the morning and she guessed that I was planning to go out. She asked me where am I going and how am I going to go there. I wasn't planning right, and told her I'm going to Ariz's house with a cab.. and she suddenly got pissed of by the idea. @w@;; Seeing her like that, I decided not to go but somehow she insisted on sending me to Ariz's house.Sadly... She was quiet during the 15 minutes journey to Ariz's house. When she stopped in front of Ariz's house, I reached out to kiss her hand (it's traditionally done every time she sent me some place) but she refuse to let me do it. @w@;;;;;;;;;;; I.. was... feeling.... SOOOO... guilty!!!

Anyways, I still went to buy her a cake for mom's day since it's the whole point of me going out today (besides wanting to celebrate the 16th month anniversary)... Anyway.. it wasn't much of a celebration since I was quiet and moody the whole day with Ariz. He's annoyed.. I know... >"<;;Stupid stupid last minute planning!!! *sigh*I made TWO of my dearest person pissed... My mom... and Ariz. .____.I felt sooo useless that day. Felt like trash. Felt so vunerable. (fark the typo) ~______~;;; I started my day feeling pissed, and ended up pissing everyone else. After buying the cake, say good bye to Ariz, I went back home with my kid bro. Mom's not home yet.. So I made myself useful by picking up the laundry, fold it, cleaned the house a bit... and doing a bit house chores which I *rarely* do. Afterwards, I went to dig out our old photoalbum for pics to put in Mom's Day card... @w@;; I kept myself busy in the comp room without noticing that mom's back from Aunt's house... Anyway, I didn't see her for the whole day yesterday after the incident... .TT^TT She went to bed early.I felt soo horrible. >"<>"<>"<;;And to make matters worst.. Ariz told me that his mom was somehow annoyed since he's rarely at home during the day... And it's all because of me.... I felt sick....... I felt useless........I felt broken..... =__=

I checked out STARZ issue May 15th last week and I found out that the new season of Under 18 is RELEASED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's called Under 18 -NO FEAR-. Yeahhh!!!! Zint's first version of Under 18 is less brutal, but I think the new season looks quite interesting too. I have high hopes that Under18 -NO FEAR- will have serious *HIT* like the first season. Yeah!! ganbatte Zint SENSEI~~W00H00!!!
*p/s: I wanted to post this up days ago, but seems like my younger siblings has been hogging the comp so I had to give way to them since it's weekends and it's labour day holiday*@w@ I'ma nice sistaahh! yeah right!

Last Friday was Ariz's birtdhay, and we had soooo soooooo much fun having a mini celebration together. We couldn't stay together long since he had to go for his Friday's at 1pm. So we the celebration was just me hanging around his house, giving him present, and have "Maggi Goreng" (fried maggi) at the mamak nearby. Haha!! What a way to celebrate.Anyways, I'm just glad he *really* liked the AND1 Basketball T-shirt I bought him. I always knew he had loved that brand and he enjoys basketball soo much. He wanted the basketball shoes, but I could only afford the T-shirt. TTwTT Glad he loved it.

I also bought a black Echo Park t-shirt. I liked the print on the T-shirt. Sort of mecha-looking graffiti style. Love it! So I bought him that T-shirt too. So he got *TWO* prizes this year. Yay!!
We went to watch The Pacifier today. WE, as in me, Ariz, my MOM and my younger siblings. THREE of them! @w@;; Gawd... One big happy family going out for a movie together. After the movies, I invited him over to my house for my mom's special "teh tarik terapung". Love to eat the bubbles~ Yum!!

Well, too bad me and Ariz had a little misunderstanding today. If not, it'd be a perfect day outing together. I accidentally let out a seriously harsh remark about Ariz in front of my mom which make him embarassed. He kept quiet the whole journey back home after the incident happen. He was pissed. @w@;; And he's not the type who's easily pissed by small small matter. So I guess what I said really hurt him. TT____TTI hate it when my "big mouth of sarcasm" took over me. >"<

As usual, after a fight or misunderstanding, we would talk and let out our feelings go. Took him long enough to finally let me know what has been buggering him. =_='' I'm sooo sorry!!