Mom make yummy Teh Tarik today, as a treat for Mothers' Day. I help provide a Mothers' Day cake, while she makes her *supppaaaaaaaa* yummeeeyyyhhhh Teh Tarik Terapung. LUV!!!

I had quite a haphazard day yesterday. Me and my mom kinda have this cold fight about my attitude. ="= She invited me to go to my Aunt's house yesterday for a mini family gathering. She asked me that morning if I wanted to come, and seeing me looking so flustered and tired, she said it's ok if I don't want to follow. I said ok, I'll just stay home then. Suddenly, right after that, my friend Rozi called me asking if she had left her wallet at my house and wanted me to go and check it for her. *Urgent* So half wanting to do so, I woke up and get out of my bed feeling damn pissed off. (it's still early... 9 am!!I despise ppl who disturb my sleeping time) I went looking for Rozi's wallet around the house and inside mom's car wondering if she had dropped it inside. *w* Didn't find it... So I went to ask mom if she happens to come across it. Mom confidently told me that she saw Rozi with her wallet when we drop by her house yesterday evening, so she's sure Rozi had lost her wallet inside her house....Owh well... beats me..

Afterwards, I went upstairs and called Rozi telling her what mom just said....with a half awoke voice. ="= I'm still pissed... And then, I called Hariz to lighten up my mood. He's still asleep.. So I "kacau" him. Love to hear his morning voice. hehe... Owh, by the way, that day (7th May) was our..err..16th month anniversary. After a few chit chat and all, we ended up deciding to go out and buy sumthing for mothers' day. @w@;; So i quickly went to bathe and preparing myself to go to his house.Somehow..... Things' weren't going so well. Mom finds it weird for me to take a bathe early in the morning and she guessed that I was planning to go out. She asked me where am I going and how am I going to go there. I wasn't planning right, and told her I'm going to Ariz's house with a cab.. and she suddenly got pissed of by the idea. @w@;; Seeing her like that, I decided not to go but somehow she insisted on sending me to Ariz's house.Sadly... She was quiet during the 15 minutes journey to Ariz's house. When she stopped in front of Ariz's house, I reached out to kiss her hand (it's traditionally done every time she sent me some place) but she refuse to let me do it. @w@;;;;;;;;;;; I.. was... feeling.... SOOOO... guilty!!!

Anyways, I still went to buy her a cake for mom's day since it's the whole point of me going out today (besides wanting to celebrate the 16th month anniversary)... Anyway.. it wasn't much of a celebration since I was quiet and moody the whole day with Ariz. He's annoyed.. I know... >"<;;Stupid stupid last minute planning!!! *sigh*I made TWO of my dearest person pissed... My mom... and Ariz. .____.I felt sooo useless that day. Felt like trash. Felt so vunerable. (fark the typo) ~______~;;; I started my day feeling pissed, and ended up pissing everyone else. After buying the cake, say good bye to Ariz, I went back home with my kid bro. Mom's not home yet.. So I made myself useful by picking up the laundry, fold it, cleaned the house a bit... and doing a bit house chores which I *rarely* do. Afterwards, I went to dig out our old photoalbum for pics to put in Mom's Day card... @w@;; I kept myself busy in the comp room without noticing that mom's back from Aunt's house... Anyway, I didn't see her for the whole day yesterday after the incident... .TT^TT She went to bed early.I felt soo horrible. >"<>"<>"<;;And to make matters worst.. Ariz told me that his mom was somehow annoyed since he's rarely at home during the day... And it's all because of me.... I felt sick....... I felt useless........I felt broken..... =__=