bored.. bored... bored....

first of all, my 5 days hols was such a total bore and i never felt SO ALONE in my life. Hols started on Wednesday. I came back home Tuesday night and spend the day till Thursday at home with my mom and siblings. All of them went back to Perak for a wedding and theme park amusement in Bukit Merah, and for some reason I told them I wasn't going to come along. Why? Well... since I thought it's holiday, and that Hariz would be around, I would like to spend time with him more. Yeahh... sounds selfish, but he's not always around town. TT__TT So i thought this was my chance tor really spend time with him.

typically...he had to go to Kuantan for the hols starting from Thursday till Saturday. @w@;; I AM LEFT ALL ALONE IN SHAH ALAM WITHOUT NO ONE AROUND???!!!! * * urmm.. good thing he came back early on friday evening, but i still couldn't see him as much as i thought i could. We meet each other on Saturday afternoon, for about... ermm... 10 hours or so. Then it's over and he heads back to Melaka first thing Sunday morning.

*sigh*

So, for the whole duration of the holidays, i spent my nights alone in my hostel room... ALONE... So lonely... no one's there.... not even my roommate... there's a few of my coursemate who didn't go back to their hometown for the hols, but.. they... are... BOYS!! And i can't ask them to accompany me to sleep, can I??? heck!! so it was a damn bore....... really..........

I regretted not following mom to Perak. TT__TTBut if i follow her, then i wouldn't be able to see Hariz at all since she comes back on Early Sunday morning. (She arrived at 2am to be exact!)

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that was during the hols...well, today is V day...not that i care much about V day. It's just that i can't stand my icky mates who's making such a big fuss over it. Like.. "I'm going to break up with my bf since he din gave me v-day presents or asked me out for dinner"wtf???!!! such immatureness..... @w@;;

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anyway, happy v day to u guys who are c'brating, and are not c'brating. ^^ let's spread the love and care to each other, not only for today (for a special reason) but everyday whenever you have the chance to. It's good to feel the love and care.

haha!!

adios~it's getting colder everyday.. wonder why.. @w@;; maybe it's just me and my feelings. Huu...