I came back home today to some research for my History assignment. ^^ Heck, I get drifted away again by doing stuff on my DA andfinding files on Shareaza. Slept late again today, about 6.30 am. But at least i did get to find the tsuff i wanted. Now I'm left with the editing process, which is... READING. @w@;; Aaa.. how i hate reading texts and deriving the main idea from those tumbles of sentences. Myaaa~~

I called Ariz last night. First at 8pm, (for about 1/2 hour or so) the second time was after midnight. I think we both enjoyed the conversation during the first call. It's been long since I feel the "liveliness" in our conversation. Mostly it's because of me and my boredom of him... but last night at 8 was quite fun to talk to him. ^^

But... when i called him again after midnight (since he still wants to talk to me), thee feeling was like before. Boring... He keeps talking on about stuff, while I am drifting away doing my work. It's RUDE.. I know.. But I like to multi-task on things. And sumhow I think I pissed him off... =_=;; Now I really feel bad. I keep on telling myself to treat him better, but it's always the same old me doing annoying things to him over and over again. Damn!! Why?? Is it because I'm really bored with him? Or is it just the fun of feeling that I am in charge of him?? Ego..? Selfishness..?? >__<;; Hate it when I'm in my attitude disorder. I'm treating him fair enough... He's the one who keeps on taking the *tense* from me. I feel like a pig. At the end of the conversation, i think it all is well. I guess.. Just that a few of his sentences really struck me. Like when I said I'm sorry for what I have done to him, and that somehow the way I talk to him was as if i hated him (when the fact is I don't...) He told me straight that "Kalau kau nak aku maafkan kau, sendiri mau ingat la ape yang kau dah buat... " O__O;; He's right.. I should be aware of whatever I am doing instead of just blurt out sentences straight from the hatred of my heart. ~_~;; If I kept on doing this, he said I would somehow provoked him to hate me. I.. don't want that.. u__u;; I'm sorry... really... T____T ---
since i was bored last nite, i did this simple photo editing of myself. *plus msg for dear ariz* XD See what crazy things people do just to pass the time?? Huhu~!!