Monday, June 27
stale world ; lethargic me
The sun doesn't shine as bright as I thought it was...
Everything looks so grey...

I don't know what's up with me lately, but I think I've lost it. ="= My genki-ness... My liveliness... My crap-talking-nonsense-ness... ^^; All I have now is moodswings. It's getting from bad to worst... And sometimes I don't have the spirit to do all the things I like anymore. (like drawing, CG-ing, hanging out with my friends, go crap talking on people.. all those "ayez" stuff! >,< ) I hope this is temporary, as I know most of you people outh there might have experienced the same thing. Some people say this is the syndrome of "artist block". Well, my case, it's not quite like that since it doesn't only effects my mood to draw/colour but also affecting me spiritually.

I'm getting tired...

I'm sorry if I've made anyone worried for the past days. I'm okay, I guess.. Just that I don't feel like doing the things I used to do anymore. I'm tired... and lost interest all of a sudden.

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SYSTEM OF A DOWN - Fuck the system
I love this song!! ^^

name ayez
d.o.b may 26th, 1986
zodiac gemini
studying diploma in architecture
at uitm shah alam
duration 2nd year out of 4 years
location shah alam, selangor
nationality malaysian
height 151 cm / 4'11"

[•] dark skin
[•] black hair
[•] dark brown eyes (typical asian)
[•] chibi, small sized
[•] always mistaken as an 11 y.o
[•] messed up
[•] rough
[•] easily annoyed
[•] pervert-ish (>v<)
[•] procrastinator
[•] reckless
[•] works depend on mood
[•] sudden mood swings
[•] hasty
[•] selfish
[•] sharp-tounged (o__o;)
[•] in guilt most of the time
[•] hmm.. why is it all negative traits? I can't seem to find anything good in me.. XD *lol*

[√] new desktop
[√] A3 printer (canon i6500)
[√] sony discman
[√] flat screen TFT-LCD monitor
[√] Nightmare Before Christmas DVD
[¤] sony ericsson w900i
[¤] new digital camera (light and slim)
[¤] gen-2 1.3 car. white!
[¤] apple laptop ;__; yah, i wish!
[¤] finish studying a.s.a.p
[¤] get married..? have children?? haha! XD

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