Ahaha.. dunno what to write actually but just feel like writing. O_O; Dah dekat dua-puluh-tiga hari masuk tahun 2007, and hey guess what, ni first entry for the year mwahahaha.

Hmm..
I've been browsing through ppl's blog recently. Reading about how their living their ups and downs in life. Reading about how they handle things, how they handle their problems. Seeing how they actually cherishes their life when their supposed to, makes me think have I even cherished what I have. *sigh*

A friend of Hariz, well, his classmate actually, died in an accident last Saturday. She was hit by a car (streetracer i tell you) while she was on a motorcycle with another friend. She's the passenger. The one who's navigating the bike got hurt, but sadly, she died. At the age of 20. Innalillah...
Eventhough she's not so close to me, but hearing about such thing makes me sad. And think... Kalau dah ajal tu, mati, mati jugak. And here we hear ppl saying "alah kite muda lagi, enjoy la dulu" and all those crap. =__=; I feel... a lump of pain at the bottom of my heart. It's her time. When would mine be. Have I been giving the best of life as I should. Have I been doing all my responsibilities as I should? Have I ever said sorry to the person whom I hurt.. Have I been nice to the person who's supposed to be treated nicely? What am I doing??? O__O

I have been WASTING a lot of my time by doing nonsense. By thinking so much and did nothing for progress....... and to make matters worst, *sigh* I haven't been spending much time with my parents... All in all, going out with friends somehow takes up the time I should be spending with my family. What if.. one day.. urgh.. and then I would be a sorry and regretful.

*_* reminiscing...
just random though. *sigh*