......

*sob*

ackk~~!!!!

*stabs self*

--end of drama--

I'll be going to national service (NS) this monday (march 22nd) so I won't be able to update that much in DA nor my isolated website for 3 months... Hurmm, guess I've mentioned these phares earlier but I couldn't help saying it over and over again. >_<*

I'm now having mixed emotion about this whole NS thingy. At first, I really realllly hated it coz I think it's a waste of my 3 months time of no-school-enjoyment. Then again, I feel I'm quite lucky to be the NS participant because I know I would do something usefull there such as physical training, mental building, characteristic building, surviving skill and stuff. If I didn't go to NS, only god knows how worst I would become since I will only spend my time at home playing RO all day. =__=;; And to make it more meaningful, my bf have to go to NS too. Now that makes me want to go to NS more because at least I know he's going through the same phase as I'm going through. Well, we kinda share a lot in common. So it feels so nice to know we're doing the same stuff together even though we're not in the same campsite or anything.

BUTTTT!!!!!!!
*newsflash*
He just got offered to do a matriculation programme for his further studies, and he had to postponed his NS programme untill he finishes with his matriculation. *GAHH!!!* O__O I was shocked!! Well, actually I was kinda blur when I got the news... I even laughed at him because he had to postponed his NS and do it all over again in another year. But now I feel.. feell..... sabishi. So lonely. T__T Coz I'm know going to NS from march till June and he's still at home untill matriculation starts around end of May. Ackk~~!! Why does this have to be so sudden???!!!! ~___~;;

bah!not that I can do anything about it... Looks like I just have to face the fact that I'm going to NS and torture myself, while he'll be having fun with RO and enjoys his life untill May.
*sigh*
Ackk!!
*jumps over cliff*
Dush dush dush!!!!!!!!!!
>___<*
Argh!!!
Geram!!
T___T

i'll miss him... and my RO.. and my friends... and.. and... and... hey, let's just not be too pesimistic. *erk!* I hope i can make some new buddies in NS and spread the virus of anime-manga-kowai-ness~!! And spread the virus of nya-nyo-nyu-ness that ~ kidchan spreaded to me~! lolz~!!!saa!!