The past few weeks had been quite stressful for me. My design is not up to the lecturer's expectations, I'm starting to feel lethargic, I tend to get sleepy early, and I felt Ariz was somehow neglecting me. The part about neglectment may be due to my abnormal sensitive feelings, or maybe coz he's really just too occupied with his studies... I dunno.. I just missed him. Eventhough we're studying in the same campus and both of us are staying in the university's hostel, (not the same hostel, but we're staying INSIDE the campus area) I still hardly get to see and talk to him.
*sigh*
During the first week, after his orientation week, it was okay. We went to see people playing basketball together in the afternoon, and at night if we weren't having dinner together, we'd have a stroll around Dataran Cendikia inside campus. But that was before... back when both of us were not so occupied with our work.

So I told him how I felt about me stressing out on him, and him neglecting me, and about my studies problem. Thus, he lectured + adviced me to become more independant and stronger. Stop relying on others, stop depending on people too much when doing my own work. o_o; I was very relieved to get him to lecture me. Well, at least I know he still cares... *w* The sad thing was, he said that he had told me the same thing over and over again whenever I came to him and tell him about my problems. The same old problem!! Thus, the same old lecture.. The same old advice...
>w<
He told me he has his limits on this...
He told me I should change... for my own good!
He told me that A LOT of times before...
and I'm still the same old rebellious me.
o__o;;

Anyway, that was yesterday's story.

Today, is our 19th month anniversary.
We plan to go out for lunch together. I was kinda excited coz I could get to see him again. v(^u^) But sadly, his faculty had arranged a compulsory activity for his course today which is held straight from morning till afternoon. >w< Was I pissed off? No... Somehow I can see that coming. =_=;; I told him if we still have time, we'd do dinner tonight but I wasn't putting up any high hopes on it. And so, I went on to do my work at the studio (submission is drawing SO NEAR!!!) while he continued with the activity.
*sigh*

That afternoon while I was working with my model at the studio, Anis ID asked me to join her and Salam to Kelana Jaya to buy model boards and Balsa Wood since the price there is really cheap. I was kinda stuck on my design progress, so lantak la~ pergi je la!! I thought I could get an idea of how to proceed with model making. Time nak gi sane, si Anis ni punye la celaka bagi direction cam ayam cakap ngan angsa. Si Salam sebagai driver tak paham what Anis was trying to say, Anis plak bagi direction berbelit-belit. The trip was supposed to take us around 30minutes but ended up about 50minutes. ="= Sabar je la minah ni...

Petang tu waktu nak balik, lalu highway. A motorcyclist somehow came from the left which made Salam turned right suddenly. Unfortunately, there was this speeding Waja car coming from the right and he almost hit Salam's car. Good thing he (the Waja driver) managed to brake on time. But the driver looked really pissed off. I looked back and saw the driver's angry face pointing hs finger at our direction.. He was a young chinese guy.. rupa cam samseng. >w< He turned right and cut bypass Salam and showed a hand gesture asking Salam to stop by to the left. WTF?? Nak carik gadoh?? @w@... Salam didn't care about the guy and quickly speed off. He too speed as fast as he could and from inside the car he opened the window and showed a long red-metal-looking thing (i assume it was the gear lock thing). Worhh!! chuakkk bebbb!!!! @w@;; CHUAK GILE!!! Samseng carik gadoh kat tengah-tengah highway!! >w<

Ape lagi!! Salam drive laju selaju-lajunye bagaikan nak roboh keter die yg mmg dah pokak gile tuh. Speed punye speed, depan tu dah tol. erk.. kalo berenti kat sini mati. Nasib baik Fuad ade dalam keter waktu tu, so he lend Salam his Touch'n'Go and lepas tuh "VRRROOOOOOMMMMM". Speed off tinggalkan mamat keter waja yang tak dinampak lagi. *fu-haaaa*

chuak!! @w@;;; erkkk...

sampai balik kat Shah Alam, around 6 pm. ="= Lame gile kuar. Model x buat lagi nih. *sigh*Elok-elok turun kereta nak balik hostel, my dearest Arizsan call~~!! Die baru habis aktiviti die. Ajak gi makan!! XD Yayyy!!! malam ni jadik gak nak gi celebrate anniversary sesama!! Ape lagi~~ keluar laa! mwahahahahah!!

We didn't went to any place grand coz it's about 7pm when we reached section 2 by UiTM Campus bus. So gerak gi makan gerai section 2. Makan Tom Yam~~~!! X3 Anywhere is fine to dine as long as it's with Arizsan. Serius, waktu tu mmg x kesah pun gi makan memana asalkan dapat makan ngan Ariz. Gerai buruk tepi jalan pun gerai buruk laaa~! Before this I was really picky on deciding places to eat for our anniversary.. Sekarang lantak!!! ^^;

After dinner, gi kedai-kedai kat section 2 beli barang sat. Lepas tu lalu depan kedai gunting rambut. >v< Nyehehehehe!! I asked Ariz to cut his hair coz on our very first date (7th January, which is also the day we declared each other as couples) he cut his hair. So.. tatau la apsal. Tapi potong rambu tu dah macam significant ngan 7hb. X3
I asked the barber to cut his hair short so he could spike up his hair. Nyaaaa~~~~!! Comel gile muka die lepas dah potong rambut!! kemas~~ smart!! wooootttt!!! suka usap kepala die~~ nyaaahahaha!!

Dunnow why, but seriously bahagia gila malam tuh. ;p He was nice like before, and I tried my best to treat him right. ^^ A t the end of the day, it's a win-win situation. Yayyy~~!!

Luv you my dearest!!

Owh, by the way...
Today got PC Fair at KLCC. @w@;; waktu nak naik UiTM balik lepas makan tu, nampak sekor-sekor minah/mamat usung printer la, scanner la, laptop la.. haiyaaa... shezneechan ajak gi... WuhhHhHhHhhHH!!! If it wasn't for Design submission, I'm as free as a bird to go there!! T____T

goh-menn-nehh-neee-chaaannn!!