after a bland conversation with him,i felt numb...
i felt abandoned.. i felt.. @w@;; Goddammitwhydoeshehavetobesobusywithhisstudies????!!!!

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i have classes too. infact, my credit hour is more than him. everyday i have classes from 8.30 to 5pm. And I'd stayed back inthe studios untill late night around 12am and latest is by 4am... although i don't do that everyday, but... still... i think my daily study life is quite as hectic as he is. okay.. so he's the class representative, he needs to see lecturers and call ppl and photostate this and that, he needs to regularly go down to section 2 to go and do his class rep chores. he needs to go and see people to collect money for this and that, yeah, it's tiring... okay.. so i have to understand his situation. if i were to be him, surely i'd be tired.

but i dunno... these past few weeks, i felt quite abandoned. no more "ayez, jum kuar makan" or "ayez, jum tgk bebudak main basketball" or anything.... no.. not recently. i was really hoping he'd asked me out. sometimes when i asked him out, he's really just too busy. that's why i wait at night.. around 9pm. when i think that it's his leisure time.

leisure time
i guess leisure time for him is not to spend time together.

GOD!!!
i felt too attached to him!!! >w<

ayez!! give him some space to breathe!!!

and i should breathe more too............ *fuu-haaa* @w@

T___T
i can't help crying....... shit!!

this is stupid...
i feel weak!!