Sunday, September 18
i . c r i e d
i cry...

again...............

and again.........

and again..........


it hurts,
both of us,
me, and him...



it always happens like this when we're having deep conersation (discussion) about what's wrong and what's not okay in our relationship.
Ended up I'm hurting him and making him feels useless... Ended up he's hurting me by making me feel that I'm the one who gives him happiness at the beginning and at the end being the same person who stabs him just like the rest of the people around him...

ironic, aren't I...?



i cried....
i'm tired..........

i wanna get away....






i can't...

i have responsibilities for him...
and so does he...





we live in two different worlds...
but we're trying our best to understand each other...

it's not easy..
the fact is, it's truthfully painful...
each time we fight, it always ended up like this....

me...
crying...
















and feeling relieved! TvT






cause at the end,
everything ends well...
everything is cleared out...
we become to understand each other more..........




this is why communication is IMPORTANT........



fuck emotionality!!!
fuck irrationality!!
fuck immaturity!!

name ayez
d.o.b may 26th, 1986
zodiac gemini
studying diploma in architecture
at uitm shah alam
duration 2nd year out of 4 years
location shah alam, selangor
nationality malaysian
height 151 cm / 4'11"

[•] dark skin
[•] black hair
[•] dark brown eyes (typical asian)
[•] chibi, small sized
[•] always mistaken as an 11 y.o
[•] messed up
[•] rough
[•] easily annoyed
[•] pervert-ish (>v<)
[•] procrastinator
[•] reckless
[•] works depend on mood
[•] sudden mood swings
[•] hasty
[•] selfish
[•] sharp-tounged (o__o;)
[•] in guilt most of the time
[•] hmm.. why is it all negative traits? I can't seem to find anything good in me.. XD *lol*

[√] new desktop
[√] A3 printer (canon i6500)
[√] sony discman
[√] flat screen TFT-LCD monitor
[√] Nightmare Before Christmas DVD
[¤] sony ericsson w900i
[¤] new digital camera (light and slim)
[¤] gen-2 1.3 car. white!
[¤] apple laptop ;__; yah, i wish!
[¤] finish studying a.s.a.p
[¤] get married..? have children?? haha! XD

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