again...............
and again.........
and again..........
it hurts,
both of us,
me, and him...
it always happens like this when we're having deep conersation (discussion) about what's wrong and what's not okay in our relationship.
Ended up I'm hurting him and making him feels useless... Ended up he's hurting me by making me feel that I'm the one who gives him happiness at the beginning and at the end being the same person who stabs him just like the rest of the people around him...
ironic, aren't I...?
i cried....
i'm tired..........
i wanna get away....
i can't...
i have responsibilities for him...
and so does he...
we live in two different worlds...
but we're trying our best to understand each other...
it's not easy..
the fact is, it's truthfully painful...
each time we fight, it always ended up like this....
me...
crying...
and feeling relieved! TvT
cause at the end,
everything ends well...
everything is cleared out...
we become to understand each other more..........
this is why communication is IMPORTANT........
fuck emotionality!!!
fuck irrationality!!
fuck immaturity!!



