^^; *swt*

I don't know how many times I have ended up being the third party to involve myself in other people's relationship. I can't even handle my own, why should I bother about others??


Coz they're my friends...??


I don't want to see them drifting apart from each other when I've known they were happy with each other before this... That's why I bumped into their life and try to work things back again.
*sigh*
penyibuk gak ek aku ni? @w@;; hahahaha!!


Mafia-senpai asked me to go out and have a drink + chat around with him last afternoon. Asked Hazu to send me to Giant section 13 and met him up at McD. We moved to the Food Court and grab some grubs. I ordered cendol (lame dah tak makan cendol... pergh! Nikmat) and he decided to go for sumthing light (yong tau fu) since he has eating disorder eversince his girlfriend decided to somehow end their relationship. He looks okay... But deep inside I know he's in agony. His blood pressure increases, have been suffocating from sleeping disorder, (typical architecture student, but his case seems to worsen) loses his intention to proceed with his work.. o_o;;
He seems to take things hard.

yah.. first love.

Waktu aku dalam perjalanan gi singapore malam jumaat tu, die sms aku pkul 4.30 pagi. (pagi sabtu) Pergh! Takleh tido mamat tu memikir panjang masalah die. That time awek die just mintak timeout. Aku balik-balik dari singapore je, dengar citer awek die trus decided nak break. Pagi semalam plak sms lagi ngan die tanya ape cerita. His intro was depressing... The things he wanted to say is depressing.. His outro is kinda disturbing. (celaka mafia cakap nak bunuh diri!!! nak kene makan penampar??) @w@;;;
I try to do my part just by being a listener to his feelings of frustration.

The sad thing was...

I had a chat with his girl earlier yesterday morning. (Pkul 5 pagi camtuh) Asked her what happened and why... Wanted to know more about the problem, but she seems a bit secretive. Die cakap "kalau aku bagitau ko pun mesti ko cakap kat Mafia".. So I guess she knows I'm trying to "korek" her true intention and let Mafia know and somehow work things back again by giving her advice. (Mafia yang suruh aku have this talk with her in the first place) Tatau la nak cakap camne awek die ni.. Aku kenal die pun tak sampai setahun. Jarang borak.. ^^; Just simple-simple "hi and goodbye" jer. Dunno her attitude. The conversation that morning somehow makes me realize that she's very decided about her decission, and i can't do anything about it. Dah set her mind dah!! Putih ialah Putih. Hitam ialah Hitam. Hitam takkan jadik Putih...
(unless kite taruk clorox bleach and clean it up. Hahah!! Harapan)
can't do a thing bout it...
I never was a good negotiator..
Always *blur* and out of words...



Lepas borak-borak ngan Mafia.. Went back home.
and suddenly I get the mooshy feeling that I'm missing my Arizsan...
Haven't talked to him for 4 days.. He doesn't seem to have the time to reply my sms. Coverage dekat kem BTN is quite sucky!!!

*sigh*

Haven't told him about the outing with Shez-neechan and her hubby Kel-niisan this Saturday.

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p/s: new layout~~ range murata's work! *w00t!!*