@wO;;

Was hesitated to ask dad about it... I really wanted to go.. But what if he doesn't approve. o__o;; Ah Heck, tanya je lar! Kalau dapat, alhamdulillah, kalau tak, takpe la.. rezeki takde. heheh.. And I really didn't expect that he'd agree to let me go there when i called him last night. YAYYYYHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He gave me permnission to go to the 10days 9nights Architectural Trip with the bachelors (degree students.. bukan orang bujang. tau!! hahaha!) to Indonesia!!! YAAAYYHHHH!!!!! Pergi berjalan-jalan sambil bebudak bachelor 03 buat Urban Studies. Nyahahahahahahaha!!! I really though he wont let me go since it's 10 days, and the fees is a bit expensive (in my opinion).. about RM2k or less... But he approved!!!!!! \\(>v<)//

But then suddenly, I feel hesitated to go.. ironically, now that I had gain permission, I have doubts in going. Why? Coz I'd be leaving Ariz for 10 days... and then, come to think of it, not all of my friends are going. And I'm afraid I'd be left behind without company. Ok,so Dannie comfirms he'd go. But he'll be with Anis (if she gets the permission). Then there's Tini. But I bet she'll be spending most of her time with Tina since they're just always "ngam" with each other. So who else in my studio is going? Ad? Heck.. I'd rather be alone then spending my 10 days talking to him... ="= So I guess I'll be on my own most of the time there. Hopefully, not.. ^^; Huhu.. The insecurities I get. *haihz* How I wish Ariz could come along.... Then I'd be really fun to go there!! ^^ But.. hey.. The purpose of me going there is to actually experiance going away from Malaysia. Tak pernah pi luar Malaysia. (except Singapore, but that's quite near) So.. yah. I'll be going to Indonesia.
15th June to 26th June. *boogie*

And I only have about a week before the new semester opens after the trip. haha!

Anyway, i just got the news for the reason of sudden "tight security" at my hostel. It seems like there has been a rape case.. wait.. TWO rape cases happened at Mawar a few days ago. One is by the guards himself, and the other is the technician who works in Mawar. Dammit!! WHY THE HELL DID THEY DO SUCH A HORRIBLE THING!!!! dammit.. no wonder now there's "mak guards" instead of "pak guards" guarding the gate of Mawar at night. ~___~;; Apo nak jadik la orang zaman sekarang ni. Lapar sgt? shit... pergi carik bini la bodoh!!
I pity the girls who got raped... It's about a week till exam, and they're undergoing such horrible pressure by getting raped? damn..

And I heard another rumour saying that the girl who got raped by the guard was actually willingly giving her "body" to the guard to evade getting caught up by tindakan tata tertib. She went back from the fac quite late at night, and since the gates was closed, she went on to climb the gates (I've done this times before) and somehow got caught by the guard. she didn't want to get into trouble with tindakan tatatertib, so she bargain the guard to let her go and she'll give him anything he wants.... so like.. DUHHHHH!!!! BODOH BANGANG MURAHAN!!! ="= I'd rather be sent to the tatatertib court rather than having sex with the guard. Yechhh!!

The one who got raped by the technician.. well.. her room was on the ground floor. (easily accessible by anyone) she was taking a bath, at 3 am (??) and then suddenly there's someone following her and then she got raped.

haihz.........
and there's CCTV in the shower of Melati. (a neighbouring hostel) I heard the skodeng CD is out already. 14 episodes... dammit.. no where is safe nowadays. beware..



p/s: Happy birthday to Mafia Senpai! Dah tua dah kau. mwahahahah!! mana itu kek mashimaro lu nak belanja? har har har!