I think I've done it again. My sense of decission making while maintaining self-rationality and differentiating between priority and fun has become very thin. Very thin indeed... I regret that I went to accompany my Dear Ariz to assists his friends in purchasing those elctronic goods at Low Yatt today. I thought it would end early since he estimated that the very latest hour we'd go back is around 2 or 3pm. So in my consideration, it might be later than that but no later than 4 or 5pm. And heck guess what? I arrived at my hostel very tired today at 8.30pm. Heheh.. yes.. 2 or 3pm indeed....

We went our early, at 8.30am. I drove my car from Mawar a bit later than 8.30 and promised dear Ariz to meet him at his friends' hous at sect 7, so I drove there half knowing where to go actually. XD Good thing my sense of direction is still reliable and I could find their house. Ariz arrived a bit later than me, but all is well. I was in a stable mood, although when I woke up at 7.45 today my heart was 1/2 willing to actually follow them.. damn. i still have tonnes of assignments to do and I still haven't come up with a recent space zoning and concept for my Design for this Monday, and here I am willing to go and berfoya-foya. haha... yeah, go on ayez. go...

argh.. don't have the mood to explain about how disappointed I am today. And I was really pissed off by Alan's sick attitude. =__=;; I guess this is me. When one thing goes wrong, every little single stupid thing matters to me.

*sigh*

I can't count how many times I shed my tears because of anger and frustration today.... It's a waste. I don't know why I did that.

PMS? yeah.. probably.......

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why do girls have to feel this way..?